Fading

Taking a look at my life

All I see is pain

Beneath my skin, a pain

A pain I cannot bare alone

My best defense

Was running to you

But now that is no more

My hopes are forever fading

You were once beneath my skin

But you have now forsaken me

For another, and now

It is already over

You were there when I fell

And I reached towards you

No more will that happen

And my defense has now shifted

It is more destructive

And causes more pain

If I fade from this world

Know it is on you

Behind Blue Eyes/Apathy

No one yet knows

What it is like

Seeing behind my eyes

And knowing, what I know

Behind blue eyes

A mystery is to be had

One which you must work for

And no one knows the truth

Humans only delving at the surface

Never reaching for the why

Never questioning the how's

Behind blue eyes

Love is only vengeance

And both are never free

All the hours I have

Are all lonely, as they should be

Emotions are the root of failure

Causing more harm than good

The only safe haven there is

Is in the world of Apathy