Shattered Voice-
Chapter 3
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I woke up and I tried to move, I felt like I was on another planet, one with high gravity, I try again and I am able to move but my joints and muscles ache like I haven't moved in years. I start to panic, and I feel breathless and like I'm going to be sick, what's the last thing I remember? The closet! Oh God what happened in the janitors closet! I passed out, how long has it been? What happened?
I stretch and push my muscles, I slowly gain control back over my body and I am able to move in slow unsteady jerky movements. I finally manage to stand, my knees shaking uncontrollably beneath me before they collapse sending me crashing off my lamp onto the floor.
Wait, my lamp?
I'm in my room, how did I get here? I see the gold stars and my CD's but this doesn't feel like my room, I passed out in the janitor's closet how did I get her? My phone dings and I half-drag half-crawl over to my dresser to reach for my phone. As I unlock it, I see the date, it's only Friday morning I was only blacked out for one night but I'm still scared. The message is from Sam, Sam? Since when do I have his number? I read the message, I read it again and again and again, I couldn't make sense of it. The message read:
Hey Rach Babe, last nite waz amazing, ;) wanna hang in scool 2day?
-Sam
What happened last night? What was so amazing? I had so many question but absolutely no answers, it was frustrating to say in the least, what was I worrying about? Nothing could've happened, I didn't do anything, Did I?…
By the time I got to school, I had figured it out, it was a joke. Someone who had my number gave it to Sam and told him to play a joke on me and toy with my affections, well you know what? I don't want to be hurt again, I can't, that's why I have already decided that when I see him, I'm going to scream at him until I run out of breath, and for a singer it's a long time.
He struts over to me and his expression throws me off a little he looks so happy, so naïve and in love… no cant be, at least not with me, this is all just a joke I assure myself. So I scowl at him, and his smile falters and he looks like he's a puppy being yelled at. I can't help it and my anger lessens and I smile a little, even though I tell myself over and over that I have no feeling for him. He gives me a shy smile and holds out his hand,.
"Can I walk you to class."
I am shocked and I want to say no, I have to, I can't get hurt again, but I feel I a cold chill run through my veins and without my permission my head nods and my hands reaches out and holds his. His smile is perfect and he looks as happy as someone winning the lottery, we walk together down the corridor hand-in-hand people look at us in shock and disbelief, they glance at me and they and their faces are full of revulsion and disgust and when they look at Sam they act is if he has escaped the mental asylum, dating Rachel Berry he must be insane. Whispers were so loud, they shouldn't have bothered to try, something that caught her eye was Quinn. Finn and Puck fawned all over her and fought for her attention but all she could do was glare at me, her glare was murderous and her hands shaking in fury, I could she was nowhere near close to done torturing me.
"He likes you My sweet, I can tell by the look in his eyes that he is absolutely infatuated with you.."
No.
The classes for the rest of the day were the same, with me absorbed in my mind while Sam waited outside my every class and walked me to the next and sat and ate with me. It was time in a long time I haven't felt so alone, but I can't let myself get caught up in this.
Glee finally came and Sam got up and sang all while looking at me, singing his heart out to me, I couldn't control it and I just get lost in the moment and when he finished I just wanted to cry, he was beautiful. I feel fear, jealousy and a lot of anger clenching through my chest as I notice that Quinn had her eye on him and was wearing a smile that told me how she was going to hurt me I know she didn't like him, not in the least, and just like Finn and Puck she was going to try take Sam away, just so I have no one.
"You know what you have to do…"
I do though I can't admit to myself right now. Sam walks me home and nervously kisses me on the cheek and blushing very cutely, and I turn and go inside.
I know what I have to do, but I don't know if I can…
Will Quinn get Sam? Will Rachel do what she has to do? Warning future chapters are very dark and contain murder and suicide... you have been warned.
-Love
xoxox
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