AN: Hello! I have a bit of bad news for you guys. I know I had promised to go back to my fast updates for Secret Admirer and after 2 updates you did not hear from me for FOREVER. Here is what is going on, our landlord is selling the building were my husband and I are currently living with our daughter so we had to spend lots of time looking for an affordable place for us to live when we are to move out of our apartment. We only got a month notice that we needed to move out so we had to find a place ASAP. We did find a place but we r still in the process of packing and since when I say "we" I actually mean "me" because it's just me packing since my husband works nightshirt and sleeps must of the day away, it is taking forever. You never know how much inane crap you have until you have to sort it and pack it. Anyways, I will be packing and moving for the rest of this month and hope to have it done by October 1st since that is the day the landlord wants us out on so until then I might not have much time (if any) to work in involved chapters such as updates for SA (although I do have close to 900 words for it so if I can sneak some time somewhere I could work on it a bit more but I make no promises.)
But, that is not the end of my bad news. Because we have to move so suddenly and to a place which is more expensive than out current apartment, we are going to have to cut down on some "frivolities" until our financial situation stabilizes. That means the internet you guys. So if I can't get to the library in my spare time I can't even post my shorts (if I've written any).
Also, some of you are aware I will be going back to my country to spend some time with my family from November 26th to January 10th, do not expect chapters. If they happen they do but if not be understanding that I just can't post while in a third world country for whatever reason might appear.
I still own nothing.
This is unbetaed.
Enjoy
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Hold Me Because I'm Afraid
There was a sea of empty soda and beer cans on the low table before the couch. Littered all over the floor and on the small table to the left was an assortment of bags of chips, boxes of Poky and all kinds of other cheap snacks. The kinds of things Asami would not touch much less put in his mouth if his life depended on it. They were all over his living room, on every surface available and on the floor.
Today was Sunday, movie night, so he put up with it for the sake of placating his lover and his demands for some kind of normalcy in whatever it was they had with each other.
Asami didn't mind it so much, really. Not anymore anyways.
He could deal with the disaster zone his living room became every Sunday night with each movie marathon for two very important reasons.
#1: He did not have to clean the mess Akihito's movie nights entitled. Not that he would anyways because in all honesty, could anyone picture Asami Ryuichi doing the housework? Even if Akihito refuses to have someone else clean their living space he, Asami, would not bend to clean if you paid him to. Which since he had so much money already it would have to be a pretty substantial chunk of change to even make him consider bending down to clean the floor ridding it of Akihito's snacks, still he would not do it. He made all his money so he didn't have to do that kind of thing to begin with. He puts up with the movie marathon but he was not, under any circumstances, cleaning up.
Which lead to reason #2: Akihito was all over him during these nights and he would be damned if he did not take advantage of it.
He still couldn't fathom why, if he was so scared by them to the point of literally crawling on top of his lap halfway through the night, Akihito insisted of having movie marathons with scary movies every single Sunday. He was not going to complain though, the movie nights ended in such delicious notes that carried well over the next morning.
He suspected there was something amiss with the whole scenario. In the beginning, sometimes the vague feeling of being played tingled at the back of his mind. But really, he ended up winning in this situation so Asami was not about to complain. He will leave Akihito to his delusions.
Presently, Akihito was already sitting on Asami's lap, his arms around the man's neck and his face hidden in the juncture of Asami's strong neck and right shoulder as he tried to look away from a particularly gory scene in the movie. Asami's arms were around his slender waist and the thumb of his left hand traced delicious circles on the base of Akihito's spine. Those slow tantalizing circles moving lower and lower as the seconds passed, pretty soon there would be a finger tracing much more wonderful circles in a much more sensitive place. Right before it dipped in to do other more delicious things to the blond.
Asami could hardly wait.
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Akihito was nearly writhing in triumph; honestly, he had no idea how he managed not to let it show.
Asami truly believed that he was scared and hiding from the images playing on the flat screen. Seriously, the man apparently did. After all his years chasing bad guys around to take pictures of their unsavory deeds and roughly four years of being Asami's lover and seeing more than his fair share of gore and violence, he still managed to trick Asami into believing he needed to be coddled during movie nights.
But gods, did it feel good to have Asami cuddle him! It was the best feeling in the world… or close to it, Asami could do some pretty wonderful feeling things so it was hard to pinpoint the top one, but Akihito was sure this was competing for number the one spot.
Every Sunday he would select scary movies, every Sunday he would crawl on top of Asami, every Sunday Asami would comfort him, and every Sunday Asami would fuck him senseless well into Monday morning.
And he didn't even have to give up his pride as a man to beg for it.
Life was good for Takaba Akihito, he only needed to keep pretending to be scared of zombies every Sunday… and pray that Asami never found out.
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Two lovers sat in their living room, both thinking they had one up on the other. Soon they will take their entertainment to the bedroom and wake up wonderfully sated the next day, both thinking to themselves that they had won.
