Emma stood nervously at the dot, playing with her hands and at the Dots counter, biting her lower lip. She had asked Peter to come meet her...how do you tell your own boyfriend your leaving him for not just another guy.. but two?
Speaking of the second, Emma had thought it was Peter who came up behind her, but the way her body tensed, she knew it wasn't. These arms were stronger, and she smelt the waterfall and fresh trees and that smell always belonged to Jay. How he got away with not smelling like cigarettes was beyond her but she had to admit she loved his scent. His hot breath gave her chills at the back of her neck and she shut her eyes before widening them.
"Jay." Emma hissed, turning and slapping his hands off her waist and looked around nervously. Thank god the Dot wasn't that crowded but Spinner turned from the coffee machine from a far and gave them a wierd look, eyeing between the two.
Jay ignored his own friend, taunting Emma, "Oh, singing a different tune today?"
Emma swallowed, remembering last night his fingers inside of her. She went a little red and looked around again before muttering, "I'm meeting Peter right now."
She looked up slowly, seeing his eyes squinting a little. She knew that look, it meant he was either bitter about something or curious...right now he looked, wow, jealous. "And last night? How'd it go with the long lost love?" he mocked her and Sean.
Emma blinked, and tried not to smile, her heart skipping. To know she made the big bad Jay jealous was probably almost the best accomplishment she's ever made. "You're jealous." she bluntly stated.
He glared at her before his eyes dazed off and he clenched his jaw.
"You said you'd be okay with this. It was YOUR idea." she taunted him
"Ya well," he looked back at her and sized her up, making her cheeks go warm. His eyes were the perfect color. Grey. Jay Hogart was one in a million. She felt like a lucky girl.. yet, still felt nervous. With Sean it came easy, they knew another in and out, Jay? She was still figuring out, loving every new thing she found out about him. She already knew his flaws, and accepted and loved them..but learning his good qualities? Falling in love all over again was a precious thing. "You know Jay Hogart doesn't like to share."
Emma tried not to smile but he grinned. Something else Jay only did around her, genuinely smiled. No shit eating grin, no chesire grin (well, sometimes), just a happy I love you smile. And she smiled back the only smile she shared with him too, making his heart pound.
Emma looked back out the door, wondering where Peter was. She really wanted to get this over with. She looked back up at Jay to see him looking down at her, staring down at her. "Can you stop eyeing me like a piece of meet right now?" she taunted him, he ALWAYS did this. "I feel like your only in this to get laid." she raised an eyebrow at him.
Jay chuckled. Maybe the part of getting his hands back on Emma's body excited him but he was not in it just for the fun and games, he really did love her, loved hearing her protest even when it annoyed others but he found it.. cute. Little Miss Save the world. His little Greenpeace. She wasn't like most girls, she didn't dress to impress others (though it happened coincidently) and when she use to walk down the halls of Degrassi, she walked with a strong powerful aura around her like she needed nobody and she didn't so the fact she seemed to fall for Jay back made him feel just as powerful.
"Just to get laid?" Jay repeated, snickering a bit, "Why's it seem like that? Cause I'm not all love and rainbows expressing my love for you on a rooftop like Sean Cameron?"
Emma stared up at him. She knew that, she knew Sean was more open about being in love with her, and she could tell it was hard for Jay giving someone else his heart. He probably never has. She watched him even swallow hard, his adams apple moving down and up until he opened his mouth to speak again but no words came out.
She looked down and admitted, "Actually, you've never said it at all..." was Jay in love with her?
"Well you don't see me chasing any other girls do you? I even chased you when I had my own girlfriend." he snickered at himself, not believing Emma Nelson made a guy like HIM chase HER. She had him wrapped around her finger.
"No but I know your ways." taunted Emma just teasingly but kinda seriously. She knew Sean wasn't a cheater, he never believed in it, but Jay had a promiscuous past..and I know in a way she shouldn't judge him if he DID have another girl on the side because she too had Sean but the bottom of her stomach twisted with jealousy. She didn't want him with anybody else..
"You know my old ways, Emma." he seemed to bitter and scoffed, "You changed those ways. I've known you since I was 15 years old, a little punk and you still had me in the palm of your hand and you never even knew it. And.."
"and what?" Emma's heart was pounding, staring up at him with her eyes twinkling. See? Falling more and more for him.
"And I'm sorry about the other year..with Alex. If I wasn't so fucking stupid or thought you'd really wanted us to be a 'thing', I would of Emma. Alex was nothing compaired to you. You led me out of the shadows.."
Emma's mouth hung a bit, now standing awfully close to him and neither of them noticed Peter now standing between with his own mouth dropped. Was JAY freakin Hogart confessing his love for his own girlfriend? Infront of him!
"Emma, WHAT the hell!" he spat.
Both Jay and Emma turned, the blonde jumped and her eyes widened, "Peter!"
"What is this?" he sneered, glaring over at Jay and back at her.
"Nothing." Emma lied, trying to clear her throat and turned more towards him as Jay stood behind her, looking a bit protective. God did Jay hate Peter. "I-I wanted to talk to you though-"
"She's done with you Poin Dexter." Jay chimed in, shrugging simply behind Emma to the frat looking boy.
"Jay!" Emma snapped, glaring over her shoulder at him and back at Peter.
Peter shook madly and couldn't form him words, "Y-you. YOur?! Your dumping me for this loser?" he pointed at Jay and then rolled his eyes, "Or is it Sean? Are you going back to that juvenile?"
"Both." Jay answered for her, getting Peter more confused
"Jay! Go away!" Emma tried to shove him away. It was cute watching her think she was strong enough.
"Fine." Jay said, rolling his eyes and finally turned, leaving the two alone.
He waited though, in his classic old civic. He played some tunes and he tried to watch through his window at the Dot with Emma in it. Peter still seemed angry, Jay was just making sure if he had to go back in or not but Emma seemed to have it in control. Soon enough, Peter had stormed out of the Dot and Jay tried not to chuckle, turning down the radio. He swore he saw Peter crying.
Emma came out a few moments later and Jay turned his keys and drove over, stopping infront of her. It was beginning to rain and when she saw him pull up she sighed and went in, "I really hurt him." she muttered, looking down at her lap.
"That dork?" Jay asked, driving back to the parking lot so they could just park and talk alone. "Please. He's done worst things to other girls .Your own best friend if I heard right." he raised an eyebrow.
Emma bit the end of her tounge but nodded. That was VERY true.
"You okay?" Jay asked more seriously now as she turned to look at him and nodded and he did so back before leaning in and couldn't take it anymore. He had to kiss her, and he did, passionately. Emma whimpered a bit, not having kissed him for a long time like this, so hungerily and just them alone. She kissed back, letting him tounge enter and teased hers back against his as he growled low in his throat.
His strong hand was on her arm while he kissed her until it slid down and he moved his other hand over to her too to grab her and lift her up and over to him. She smiled a little against his lips and now sat on his lap, straddling him immediately as she playfully bit his lower lip and his mouth dropped, shutting his eyes tighter.
"Emma" he warned til opened his eyes and raised an eyebrow, "Don't do things you won't finish."
Emma felt it, him hard already and she really wanted to with him. He showed her everything else right? And he was so good at it. So this had to be something he was good at too. She couldn't beleive it herself, her, Emma Nelson, Miss nature Freak, was a bit of a horny sex addict when it came to Jay. Sean too, but Jay made her feel more...naughty?
"Well I'll finish it if you'd just start already," she taunted, rolling her eyes playfully and giggled but yelped when he grabbed her hips down, his hardness pushing up more into her heat under her skirt. Gotta remember to ALWAYS wear skirts now..
Emma panted a bit, straddling him and he shut his eyes, groaning before he growled again and stopped her. He picked her up easily again and put her back in the passanger seat. Emma still was catching her breath and sat there, dough eyed and confused. "What the hell!" she said.
He smirked, starting the car once more and glanced back over to tease her, "Is Emma Nelson becoming a little nymphomaniac now?"
"Did Jay Hogart become a born again virgin?"
He laughed, and began driving, "I like to take my girlfriend out before I fuck her. Hows that?" he raised a cheeky eyebrow up at her.
Emma swallowed hard, sitting up slowly and putting on her seatbelt but felt her thighs tighten together. See? Jay made her feel like a bad, really bad girl.
Jay also had difficulty trying not to get so hard. He was finally going to get to be with Emma, more than he ever had. It wouldn't be just a 'fuck', it'd be so much more. She was going to be spending the night at his place tonight.
Meanwhile..
Sean stood with his friends at a car race spot. He did this, time to time. It was fun and good money and nobody knew cars like Sean Cameron.
He stood infront of his red car with it's front open as he checked its engine before the races. Some girls and his guy friends stood around, even some girls tried to flirt but he was a taken man.
Suddenly he heard a bark behind him, "Hey!"
Sean lifted an eyebrow before turning around, washing his hands on a white rag. Who was dumb enough to talk to him like that? Ofcourse, there stood Peter behind him. Right behind Peter was the BMW his Daddy got him. Sean had to snicker.
He nodded to the road, "Get out of here before I turn back around." he simply told Peter before turning back to his car and put down the front and turned back to still see Peter angerily standing there, but fear in his eyes.
It was taking his all to stand up to Sean. The guy had serious muscels but Peter was PISSED.
"Me, you, on the streets." Peter blurted out. He didn't even know why either, it was the only way to get out of a fist fight..he knew he wouldn't win that. The idiot actually thought he had a chance against Sean.
Some of Sean's friends and even strangers around laughed, eyeing the blonde rich boy. Was this a joke?
"You wanna race me?" Sean asked. This would be good. "I take it Emma told you about us." he slightly smirked.
"She's just confused. She'll figure out a future with me is better than a future with a highschool drop out mechanic loser." Peter said, while turning and opening his car door. Almost like he was running away.
Sean snickered, storming to his side of his vehicle, "See you at the finish line, Dexter."
Peter paused before shutting the door, watching Sean's engine roar and swallowed hard but wondered why the hell everyone was calling him Dexter now!? (Dork)
Meanwhile, with Jay and Emma, they now sat at Olive Garden, full and dinner finished. Check down.
"Want me to drive you home?" Jay smirked, seeing Emma looked almost sleepy after all that. She tried not to giggle, nodding and they got up.
When he drove her home, they sat in her driveway, Emma and Jay kissing furiously. I mean, it was so sweet of him, Emma had to give it to him. He made a good last minute Date and he wasn't even trying. A charmer without having to work for it. Jay sighed between the kiss, feeling her hands slowly but shakingly moving to his belt
"Emma." he pulled away slightly and stared into her eyes, "...doesn't have to be tonight."
She looked up at him, eyes big and brown, "But I want to."
He throbbed in his pants and almost hissed in pain. "I want to too but," he looked away, hoping he didn't sound TOO nice about this, "I want to wait. I want it to be good."
"We don't have to wait." Emma said, shaking her head, "I've lost it already, we don't need to take it slow." was she sounding too desperate? Point was she just REALLY wanted Jay to make her his, like Sean had last night.
..maybe she was becoming a nympho? Hmph..
"I don't want it slow." he declared.
Emma shivered and bit her lip.
"I want it perfect."
She reminded him, "but we've already done other things."
"Ya but not that. Trust me, you'll know when it counts." with that, he kissed her once more and smirked when he pulled away, "Night Greenpeace."
Emma was stunned but nodded, grabbing her purse and opened the door. SHe felt his eyes on her and she stood up slowly, her legs a bit shakey.
Did he have to torcher her? She shut the door, and went into her house.
Spike and Snake sat in the living room, watching a movie and smiled at her, "Hey Em. You've been gone a while."
A whole night and day. Had they seriously not noticed? Emma just bared a smile and nodded, heading for bed. Her heart was still pounding, thinking about Jay and she smiled shaking her head as she went down the stairs.
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
When she turned on her light she gasped, seeing Sean sitting there on her bed, rubbing his hands on his jeans in a nervous way before he got up.
"Sean?" Emma softened and he stepped infront of her, a little tears in her eyes. Her heart fell, cupping his face, "Sean, what's wrong?"
From a far, cop sirens were heard.
"I hit someone Emma. I hit a man with my car."
But I don't care what they say Keep bleeding
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
(Bleeding love- Leona Lewis)
