Yay new chapter, I am kinda in a rush but I hope I will update ASAP. Enjoy! And thanks to all the people who reviewed! It means really much to me! Perhaps Jades sister is a little...well yeah, but I thought she has to be tough, she lives with Jade so yeah...

Jade POV

I was lying in my bed and crying helplessly.

Liv, my nine years old sister kept asking me what was wrong which let me to new sobbing attacks.

"Because I'm in love with Beck!" I responded. "You are for like four years so why are you crying now?" she questioned.

"Because he kinda asked if we could get back together. And I want to so badly but he broke my heart and I'm afraid he'll do it again. And then we had this argument and I said some really bad things…" Liv watched me with wide eyes.

Yeah I know a nine year old normally shouldn't get involved in relationship problems but she is my sister so she has no choice.

"What did you say?" she asked. "I compared him to dad." Liv looked shocked. Dad left us when she was five so she remembered him. "Yeah I know I messed up. I was just so furious." "Go apologize to him" my sister suggested.

"It's not that easy" I pressed my head into the pillow. "Why not?" she asked with the innocence of a little child. "

"Because I slept with him afterwards" I mumbled into my pillow, hoping she didn't hear what I was saying.

But of course I had bad luck. Perhaps it's strange to talk to your eight years younger sister about things like that but she's really mature for her age. I mean she lives with me, what else should she be?

"Did you use protection?" she promptly asked. See what I mean? "Because you could get pregnant or…" "Liv" I protested "that's not the problem."

"Just go and talk to him! What do you have to lose?" Well yeah she was right, so I went into the bathroom and took a shower. Standing there I thought about today and what Beck was feeling right now.

I dressed into black jeans and a black top which let my skin seem really pale and mysterious. Then I walked outside saying goodbye to Liv who gave me thumbs up and mom who was making diner.

I walked through our front yard and was about to open my cars door when somebody started talking to me.

"Where are you going?" I spun around. "That's really none of your… Oh… Hey Beck." He grinned. "Seemed like we had the same idea" he said and smiled.

"Yeah" I laughed a little "I was actually on my way to your RV… I wanted to apologize. Look… I know it's easy to say 'I'm sorry' but I really am Beck. It was absolutely wrong and I didn't have the right to say something like this to you because it isn't true. I was just so angry and sad and Beck… I think what happened after our fight" I said sheepishly and he chuckled "made clear that I still love you. I can't stop how hard I've tried."

"That's what I was trying to tell you earlier. And...I won't break your heart again" he promised. "I just can't. I know you hate this cheesy things but you mean the world to me. I just can't be without you. Would you take me as goodlooking as I am back?" he stared into my eyes. I punched him playfully. "Maybe" I grinned. "If you behave well." "I did according to your moans earlier. You were all like "oh don't stop Beck… God!"" he mocked.

"Just shut up!" I slapped him.

"Wanna go out to diner and afterwards to my place?" he asked me.

Yep this was Beck and me. The one minute we were about to rip each others heads of and the next we were all happy and in love again. And I think if I image the weeks without him…

I wouldn't have it any other way.