hi guys. Thank you to all the people who left me a review. Someone said I should make Jana evil and make her try to split up Maddy and Rhydian. Well I was actually going to make Jana good in this fan fiction but that person (you know who you are) inspired me and I came up with an even better idea I think. But this won't be seen until the next few chapters as I am a person of detail which I sometimes take too far but at least you guys liked it right? I have already thought up the whole story but new ideas are always welcome. So here it is chapter 3 of Maddian. Hope you enjoy.
Maddy's POV
i finally told Rhydian I loved him. He told me he loved me to. He had kissed me. It was the most amazing feeling in the whole world. As soon as our lips had touched our eyes had fluttered close. My heart started racing, pounding so hard against my rib cage I thought it would burst out. I felt Rhydian's tears fall on my face. I kissed him back pouring all my emotions into that kiss. It felt as if the whole world had stopped and that there was only me and Rhydian there in that moment. In our moment. My legs had turned to jelly so I was really glad that Rhydian was holding me so close to him. As he was about to deepen the kiss I pulled away, aware that we had an audience Although I didn't really care. I didn't know when I was going to see him again. He told me he would come and find me one day when he was older. I told him we would find each other. He kissed me again but we heard my dad cough so we pulled away. When I looked up at his face he was thinking something. His face changed slightly into a smile as if he had, had a eureka moment. He hugged me closer and whispered in my ear that Jana's pack was only about an hour away. He told me to come halfway into the woods after everyone had fallen asleep. He told me not to tell anyone especially not Jana. I suspected he still didn't trust her but then neither did I so I just nodded my head in agreement. I told him I'd be there and that I loved him. It felt so good that Rhydian finally knew what I felt for him and that he felt the same for me to. He kissed me a final time before letting me go. As soon as his hands let go of me my heart constricted. I started walking away taking mam and dad's hands that they held out for me. With every step I took I felt pain in my chest. The tears I had struggled so hard to keep back fell silently down my cheeks. My mam put her arm around me and held me close. As much as I wanted to I couldn't look back. If I did I would never leave.i could feel Rhydian's pain and sorrow. I could here tom and Shan crying. Dad told us to change into our wolf forms. So I did but this time the transformation was slow and painful as my wolf wanted to hide away. It was going away from the love of its life after all. Tom Shan and Rhydian saw us. I turned to look at them. I sighed then turned back and followed my parents. As soon as we were out of view I heard Rhydian howl and start to sob uncontrollably. I became distressed and howled back. I tried to run back but mum and dad blocked my way and slowly shook their heads. Then it stopped but I could still feel the pain in my heart. I knew he had stopped for me. To make it easier for me.
we had been trudging along for nearly an hour now. I knew we still had just less than half way to go. It had taken long because I had walked really slow. It was hard to walk. There was something that kept trying to pull me back. I remember gran talking to it about me and Rhydian. She told mam and dad we were meant to be together and that we would be the youngest wolfbloods that this ever happened to. This had been predicted thousands of years ago and had become a prophecy. We would bring peace between all wolfbloods. She told mam and dad to remember the pull between them and remember how strong it had been when they had tried to stay away from each other. She told them that the pull between me and Rhydian was 10 times stronger than that. She added if mam and dad could barely survive the power of one pull how did they expect me and Rhydian to survive the power of 10 pulls. To put it lightly if we were kept apart for too long we could die. My mam told gran that Rhydian had left for three months and granted that I hadn't been myself I hadn't died. Gran had replied that Rhydian had, had to leave or else we would have never accepted our feeling for each other. But another event would take place for us to tell each other. Had gran known I would have to leave? I remember I had stood there shocked before realising I should move before I was caught snooping. Come to think of it how come the hadn't sensed me. I guess this was very serious for them. I wasn't going to wait to find out. I was just about to run when I heard dad say I'm so glad it's Rhydian. He's like a son i never had. Mam had agreed. This made me smile before I ran to my room and threw myself onto my bed. I thought to my self do I love Rhydian and I realised that I did. I had began to realise since that day I kissed him on the cheek. I wished gran was right about us but I was sure Rhydian didn't feel the same for me. I couldn't tell him I loved him because if he didn't love me back I wouldn't be able to take it. When he had come back from the wild I used to get jealous every time he was with Jana or another girl. I think I confirmed my feelings for him then. But now he knew what I felt for him and he felt the same. That made me the happiest person in the universe though I would have preferred it if we could stay together. I should have figured out he felt something for me when he chose to stay in stoneybridge instead of leaving with Jana and his mum. At that time I had thought he had other reasons. I should really stop thinking now.
I looked around and realised we were nearing Jana's pack. I could smell them. As we neared the border dad stopped and nodded in our direction telling us to change back to our human forms. As we stepped over the border I was catapulted to the ground as Bryn jumped to hug me. I smiled at him as he helped me back on to my feet.
Bryn:"sorry. I just missed you. How's Rhydian?"
Me:"he's good Bryn. How are you?" I had to change the topic.
Bryn:"I'm ok."
Me:"where is Jana?"
As soon as I said that I looked up to see Jana walking towards us. as she neared us she hugged me and said
Jana:"Maddy, mr and mrs smith. I was expecting you earlier. Was everything ok?"
Mam:"Jana please call us Emma and Dan. Yes everything was ok. It just took us longer to say goodbye than we expected."
Mam gave me a worried look. She still didn't know that I knew about the soul mate thing. I should tell Rhydian about it tonight. He deserves to know. Oh no. Rhydian! Just thinking of him I have to fight back tears. Jana gives me a strange look which make me uncomfortable. We all stand in silence then Bryn speaks up.
Bryn:"come on Maddy. You can share my room with me. Mum said your mum and dad can have the den next door to ours."
We all look towards Jana and she nods. Bryn grabs my arm and pulls me towards his room. Mam and dad follow. Before I enter Jana shouts.
Jana:"Maddy I need to talk to you so I will see you in an hour. Come to my room."
me:"ok" and before I know it I am being hauled into Bryn's room. It's a bit messy but looks very cozy. He has the pictures Rhydian gave to him mum of me, him, Shan and tom. He has hung them around the walls. But there are some I haven't seen before. His room reminds me slightly of Rhydian. The bed is made messily. There are papers and pens lying around the desks. The thought upsets me. Bryn looks over to me.
Bryn:"Hows Rhydian?"
Me:"he's ok Bryn."
Bryn:"why are you lying to me Maddy? He's not ok. How can he be when you are here and he is there in the human world. If you are not ok then neither is my brother. I lived with him for three months Maddy and I saw how he was then. Now that you both know that you love each other and you are apart I definitely know that both of you are not ok." He took my hand. "Come here."
I followed him he told me to sit on the bottom bunk so I did. He reached under the bed and pulled out a wooden box. He opened the box and took out a scrap book. He passed it over to me but before he let it go he said.
Bryn:"he always loved you Maddy. He drew these pictures when he was living here. But he thought you and him would never be. He said you were too good for him and he threw it away. He used to cry all the time. He hated that he had left you but he couldn't say goodbye to you because he blamed himself for the mess you were in with your friends. He used eolas throughout the day and that makes you weak. He thought you would have to leave but luckily your friends accepted you. He was happy that you didn't have to leave but thought how could he go back now. He was talking to himself all the time Maddy saying he didn't deserve you. I heard him talk to himself I used to hear and see him cry when he was awake, when he was asleep, whatever he was doing he was always thinking of you. When he left the room I took the book from the bin and hid it. Whatever he did he did because he cared for you. He did it because he loved you. I knew you loved him to but it wasn't my place to tell it was just lucky I managed to convince him to go back to the human world. I maybe younger than you both but I do know a lot."
With that Bryn left the room. I was left alone with the scrap book, my thought and my tears. I opened the first page and saw myself, hand in hand with Rhydian. There were words written in welsh.
"Fy alffa, fy nghariad, fy mywyd, fy popeth, er tragwyddoldeb.
The translation written beneath read:
My alpha, my love, my life, my everything, for eternity.
I touched the drawing of Rhydian. I missed him so much already even though I had only seen him a few hours ago. I looked closely at my picture. He had drawn it so perfectly. Every strand of my hair, all my features, every little scar was exactly where it was supposed to be. When had he ever studied me this close. I turned the page And me and Rhydian are lying in each other's arms in the woods. The words are written again at the bottom of the page.
Fy alffa, fy nghariad, fy mywyd, fy popeth, er tragwyddoldeb.
My alpha, my love, my life, my everything, for eternity.
As I go through all the pages I realise that Rhydian has drawn all these from memory. We are in poses he would like us to be in as we have never been in these situations in reality. There are so many. Me and Rhydian holding hands, lying down together, holding each other, strolling, running, racing, me laughing and another of me pouting, one where I am angry and then the last picture. It is of us holding each other close, our lips locked together in unity. Every emotion can be seen on our faces on the drawing. This is how he had imagined I would react and how right he had been. I noticed that the quote was written under every drawing but on the last picture it was written larger. It was almost as if the person writing it was willing the quote to become true. I let my hands stroke the last picture as tears ran freely down my face. The pain in my chest had increased. Then I heard his voice. I heard Rhydian. I looked around before realizing that the voice was in my head. So I closed my eyes to concentrate. I miss you was the first thing I heard. Through my mind I told him I missed him to. I sensed his smile then he said them three words again. I love you Maddy. I replied saying I love you too Rhydian. I can't wait to see you again. Take care. I barely heard him say that he couldn't wait either and that he was making the preparations as the door was pushed open and Bryn walked in. He took one look at me.
Bryn:"you were just talking to Rhydian weren't you?"
Me:"I... Erm... I... Er..."
I shut my mouth and look down at my knotted fingers.
Bryn:" it's called ansion if you want to know. Only true soul mates can use it. And very few of them to. You guys are like the third couple ever to be able to use it. Ansion in general can be learnt but it will only show you history. Don't worry i won't tell anyone. Look Maddy you are practically my sister and I love you like a sister. I also love you for making my brother happy. I want you both to be happy. When he's happy he plays with me properly. I can't stand seeing him upset. Anyways I came to tell you Jana is calling you."
Me:"ok." As I stood up to leave I turned towards Bryn. "Can you keep this safe for me please?"
Bryn:"sure. I'll put it back in the box and you can take it out whenever you want."
Me:"thank you Bryn. For everything." I smile at him and am about to open the door when he shouts wait. I turn around.
Bryn:" I'll walk with you. my brother made me promise him to take care of the cub and keep you out of trouble. Said I had to protect you from the dangers of the world." He adds in a mocking tone and winks as we walk out in to the night. "Plus if anything happens to the cub..." He nudges me "it's my neck on the line." He starts to laugh.
Me:" oh" i scoff "I am not a cub and I can take care of myself thank you very much!"
Bryn:"sure you can"
i lunge towards him as he runs of and I start to chase him. I laugh for the first time in hours. Before we know it we are in front of Jana's place. I knock and a few seconds later the door opens. Jana looked at me and then Bryn before speaking.
Jana:"Bryn what are you doing here. I'm sure Maddy doesn't need babysitting." She said venomously.
Me:"Jana it's my fault. I don't like being alone in the dark so I asked Bryn to walk with me."
Jana:"huh a wolfblood scared of the dark." She spat. "What kind of EX alpha are you?" Then she turned to Bryn. "As for you. We'll you can wait here while I talk to Madeline inside."
I followed Jana in and gave Bryn an apologetic look before the door slammed shut.
Bryn's POV
I didn't know what to do. I knew Jana was evil and she wanted to split Maddy and Rhydian up. She had this obscene idea in her stupid head that Rhydian loved her And was her soul mate. She thought that the only reason Rhydian was with Maddy was to make her jealous so she would ask him out because he was to afraid to ask her incase she rejected him. How delusional could a person get? Me and mum had kept this information hidden from Rhydian as he already had a lot on his mind. But what the heck was Jana playing at now? I took a good guess. I needed my mum. She would know what to do. I couldn't leave here though incase I missed something. Just then I saw mum rushing towards me.
Cerri:"Bryn what are you doing here? Where is Maddy? Are you ok?"
Me:"mum I'm fine. I'm not sure about Maddy though."
Mum gave me a confused look. I quickly explained what had just happened. Mum led me to the door and we listened in. We were stood there for about 10 minutes before mum pulled me away.
Cerri:"Bryn as soon as Maddy comes out bring her home ok. Make sure she comes with you. I'm going to go. You act as if you heard nothing. I'll talk to you both when you get home. I'm going to go and talk to Emma and Dan."
She started to run of but I heard her mutter under her breath "that bitch is not getting away with this." Before she vanished. I quickly sat on a log a little away from Jana's place. The door opened and Maddy walked out. She looked as if she would burst out crying at any moment. Jana gave me an evil look before she closed the door. I rushed up to Maddy who tried to smile but she knew she couldn't hide it from me so she just dropped her head and we walked back in silence.
Maddy's POV
As soon as the door slammed shut Jana turned towards me. Her eyes were yellow, her veins tinged with black. She was emanating anger. I didn't understand why she was so angry.
Jana:"you listen here Madeline smith. You are in my pack now and I am your alpha. You will do exactly as I say. And first things first you leave MY Rhydian alone. He doesn't love you. He loves me. He's only with you to make me jealous so I ask him out. Whilst your here you listen to my rules. Don't try to outsmart me. I know that your clever after all it was your ideas and instruction on what to do that made me win Cerri and everyone else over. But I'm clever to I made them out as my own. Do you understand what I am saying. You are stupid just like my father. You would do anything for the ones you love. How dumb can you get. How did you ever think that Rhydian would ever love someone like you, compared to me. Your not even a real alpha. Your still a cub living with your parents where as I already run a pack. You are just an ugly, little, alpha stealing midget. If you take one wrong step I will have you exiled like my father. He was too soft to kill you when I told him to. Yes the whole plan was mine. My father was to come after Rhydian but I knew you would give your life for him so my father would kill you and then Rhydian would be mine. I obviously had to pretend to save you and my father had to abandon me. And all you stupid people fell for my fake tears. Now don't you go and get any ideas about sneaking off to see Rhydian do you understand. If I see you near him ever again I will personally see to the people you love so much. I will hurt them and torture them. If I can be bothered I may even kill them. You have been warned." I nod meekly. "Good now that we are clear you can get out. I will assign your chores in the morning and tell no one about our talk or else..."
I just nodded at her before opening the door and walking out. As soon as I saw Bryn I tried to smile but I knew there was no point as he knew I would be lying so I just put my head down and we walked in silence. So much for seeing Rhydian tonight. I can't see him. I can't put anyone in danger. Does Rhydian really love Jana? But how can he? What about all them pictures he drew of us? Was Bryn in on it with Rhydian and they were making a fool of me? No Bryn was honest with me I could see it in his eyes. But what Jana was saying was true. She was the full package where as I was just a mere stamp. It didn't matter anyway now whether Rhydian loved me or not. I couldn't be with him. I couldn't let Jana hurt our family and friends for our happiness. I was so confused I didn't know what to do. Should I tell Rhydian? No I cant because if I do he would probably confront Jana and I couldn't allow that to happen. What if Jana was right though what if Rhydian loved her and everything he said to me was a lie? But what about everything Bryn told me? URGHHHHH! My head hurt and my heart hurt an I was really confused. All to soon we were at Bryn's place. As we entered mam, dad and Cerri turned to us as one. It was as if they had been waiting for us.
Mam:"Maddy are you ok?"
Me:"yeah mam I'm fine. Just tired so I'm going to bed." I had to move away. I couldn't see Rhydian and I had to nurse my broken heart. How was I going to ignore him once he got inside my head? I started walking towards Bryn's room.
Cerri:"Maddy wait. Please don't do this. Not to yourself and not to my son. He's waiting for you. Don't let him down. Don't break your own heart and don't break his. Don't let that horrible girl do this to you.
I looked at her confused. How did she know? " Maddy I was using eolas and I heard. Your mum and dad know now to. Look I'll explain to you about Jana later. I have already told Emma and Dan but for now we have to get you to Rhydian. Before you both end up hurt becsuse of the pains in your chests. Bryn will go with you and you will not worry about Jana. I heard everything she said to you. Me, Emma and Dan are going to cover for you. Our friends and family will be safe. Do not worry. Trust me."
I looked at mam and dad and they both nodded.
Dad:"Maddy you and Rhydian are our cubs. You know why he couldn't come with us and you know that if he could have he would have come without a second thought. But it was safer for him back home. Maddy Rhydian loves you more than life itself. We can all see that. And you love him the same back. Why can't you see how much he loves you? Does he need a neon sign plastered to his forehead for you to see? I am not going to let that nasty piece of work hurt my cubs. I want you to tell Rhydian everything. And we will sort all this out later. For now though I'm telling you to go."
I smiled a little relieved I had people on my side. Comforted that Rhydian did love me. Cerri walked over to me and hugged me. She placed a hand on my cheek. " my beautiful little girl. Be careful and take care. And take care of my beautiful boy to." she kissed my forehead. " now go"
i grabbed Bryn's hand and we ran out. The pain in my chest became worse as we got closer. We ran as fast as we could. The whole way all I could think of was one thing. Rhydian.
ok sorry guys it took so long but it was a really Long chapter and I had an a level chemistry exam so I was full whack revising. I hope you enjoy it and sorry again. Also I would like to point out that when I was writing some points in my story are similar to others stories but I swear these are all my own ideas. I wrote the whole story before hand and copy the chapters and post when I have time. Please make sure you leave a comment and I love you all xx
