Yay! Third Somewhat Long Chapter! Oh, and nuh duh, I don't own Twilight, SM does.

Bella and Rain woke up at 5:45 in the morning thanks to Bella's alarm clock. Rain kept on sleeping, but Bella needed to make Charlie his breakfast. When Bella finally reached the kitchen, she heard Charlie in the shower. She needed to hurry. While the pancake was cooking on one side, Bella was making Charlie coffee. She flipped over the pancake, and then she heard the shower turn off. She only had a little bit of time before Charlie got dressed and came down.

She served the coffee in Charlie's favorite mug, and she was cutting the pancakes into perfect circles (last time they were uneven, Bella got a blow to the ribs with the plate) she heard Rain come down the stairs.

"Hey Bella. Can I borrow some off your clothes today?" she whispered from the stairs. Bella nodded, not looking away from her plate. She heard Rain's footsteps as she went back upstairs. Bella was just in time putting everything on the table when Charlie came into the room. He sat down at the table. He didn't say anything. He tasted the pancakes, and nodded slightly. But then he tasted the coffee. He didn't nod. He closed his eyes.

"Bella. How stupid are you? How can you forget to putcream and sugar in my coffee?" he said, his voice growing in anger.

Fuck Bella, how stupid are you really? How the hell could you just give him the coffee?! She thought to herself. Charlie stood up quickly, and he grabbed the mug of coffee. He threw the hot coffee at Bella, and it splashed all across her chest and her stomach. Bella tried so hard to keep her screams of pain inside her, but she couldn't. It slipped from her mouth. This made Charlie angrier. He threw Bella on the floor and kicked her in the stomach. She rolled over, and bit her finger, her hand in a fist, to keep from screaming. Tears were streaming down her face.

Bella laid on the ground, until she heard the front door close, and Charlie's car start up. Bella thought Rain waited for that as well, because she came running down the stairs, half dressed.

"Holy shit Bella, how bad is it?!" said Rain, coming to her side.

"I've had worse, but this really hurts." said Bella, trying to get up, Rain grabbing her by the arm to help her.

"Come on, let's go to the bathroom. See how bad the burn is." said Rain, helping Bella up the stairs, to the bathroom. She let Bella go into the bathroom alone, knowing how shy Bella is of her body. Bella stood in front of the mirror, and she took off her shirt. Her chest and her stomach were both a bright red. There was also a bruise starting to form on her stomach. Bella sighed.

"It's pretty bad. I think I might get those nasty boils that you get when you have burns." She said, still looking at her stomach.

"Well, are you going to go to school today?" asked Rain. Oh damn school.

The mention of school made the memories of last night run through her mind. The voice she heard.

"Yea, I'll just go get dressed." said Bella, as she opened the door, and walked into her room. Rain followed her, so she could finish getting dressed.

Today, Bella decided to go a little frisky to school, see what people said. Especially, see if by any chance what the Cullen's said. If they were there, anyways. She picked out a big white shirt that had the British flag on it that reached to her thighs. Underneath, she put on a pair on black shorts, that just barley showed under her shirt. She picked out another light beige colored shirt to put over that was a tiny bit longer, and put it on. She put on a pair of high tops that had buckles on them, spiked up her hair a little bit, put on a long necklace, and went to go meet Rain. When Rain saw Bella, her eyes were wide open.

"Woah. Are you seriously gonna wear that?! If you do, you will seriously be my hero." She said, looking at Bella. Bella nodded, and Rain squealed. Rain had on a pair of checkered capris, with suspenders attached, and a black shirt.

They took Bella's jacked up truck to school, at it took them about 20 minutes. When they got there, there was no silver Volvo present. No stupid shiny silver Volvo owner either. Bella got out of the car, her book bag on her shoulder, with Rain on her side. Bella knew people were looking at her. One guy even whistled at Bella, but then she flipped them off, and they hissed 'bitch' at her.

Bella and Rain had different homerooms. Bella and Rain hugged each other goodbye, Rain slipping a little pack of cocaine into Bella's pocket, and then turning around to get to homeroom.

The bell rung in the middle of Bella drinking water. She cursed under her breath, but ignored it. It wouldn't be the first time she was late for class. She actually waited until the halls were cleared to go to her homeroom class. Biology. She walked pretty slow to class, and got there 10 minutes late.

"Miss Swan, do you have a late pass?" said the Biology teacher from the back of the class. She scanned the room quickly for any sign of a late Cullen. Nope.

"No, sir, I do not." She said, not meeting his gaze, as she sat alone at her desk in the front of the room. The teacher sighed. He was sick of Bella. Who wasn't? She was a disappointment for everyone. He walked over to Bella's desk, and have her a little sharp needle.

Oh Shit. Not this day again.

"Class, as you know, we got new microscopes that were paid by the district, and we are going to study our blood today!" said the teacher.

Fuck.

"Everybody, get the needle, and just give yourself a little pinch on your index finger, and quickly dab I on the slide, and place it under the microscope." said the teacher, as he demonstrated.

Everybody followed. Everyone except Bella. She could already smell the blood of everyone pinching their fingers. She was feeling lightheaded, and without thinking about it, she quickly got up from her seat, and hurried out of the class, leaning on the lockers that were on the side of the door. The teacher opened the door.

"Bella? What's wrong?" he said, studying Bella carefully.

"I cannot stand blood." She said, taking deep breaths, her head was hung forward. That was actually pretty ironic, due to the fact she and Rain have almost nightly cutting sessions.

"Well, you can go to the nurse, if you're feeling lightheaded." said the teacher, eyeing Bella suspiciously.

"Ugh. Same thing happened to me last year." she said. She had to be giving excuses on why she felt sick? He nodded, and then gave her a pass to go to the nurse, along with all her book bag.. Bella didn't go to the nurse though. She went to the bathroom nearby. She locked herself in a stall and took out the little pack that Rain gave her. It wasn't enough to get her super high, but it would make her feel better.

She sighed.

Where the hell am I supposed to use it? The toilet seat?

She considered doing it on the counter where you wash your hands. She'll do it quickly. She got up, and went put her little pack on the counter. She checked the door. You could lock it.Thank god! She did so, and then went to kneel down in front of the counter.

She was right. It didn't make her high, but it made her feel better. She sat down on the bathroom floor, her head hung, enjoying the moment that would soon be over.

"Don't do this anymore." She heard a velvet voice say to her. She became stiff, her eyes wide open, but not looking up. She went inside the small stall, and locked her door. She bit on her sleeve, tears running down her face.

What the hell was happening to her? She was hearing voices now? She ran her hands down the side of her legs, and felt something in her pocket. She put her hand in to her pocket, and she got cut on the hand. She carefully got whatever was in her pocket out slowly. A razor. It looked brand new, probably only used one of twice. But, damn. She picked the wrong fucking day to be so exposed. Where was she supposed to cut herself? She quickly stood up, and put up her shirt. Her stomach was still red, but it didn't hurt that much anymore. Not unless you touched it. No nasty boils so far, thank god. But a big bruise was there. She looked for a spot at the side of her stomach. She got her razor, and slowly made a cut, her hand shaking.

She sighed in relief. She did this again a few times, but then quickly threw the bloody razor on the floor and got a ton of toilet paper to clean her wounds. It was useless though. It was already running down by her knee. She took off the shirt she has on stop, dipped it in water, and started to clean her leg, and then went to hold pressure on her wound.

It didn't matter. She still had a large blood stain on her hoochie shorts. She sighed, her head tilted back. She still enjoyed the painful bliss cutting gave her.

About five minutes later, the bleeding had stopped. She was not going to go back to class like this. She stuffed her shirt into her book bag, thinking up of a plan to get Rain out of class and to go home.

She opened the stall door slowly, and looked around. Nobody was there, thank god. She opened the door of the bathroom carefully as well, but there was only silence in the halls. She sighed, and then went to Rain's class. She opened the door. Ugh. The math teacher.

"Uh, Miss? The guidance counselor would like to see Rain for a moment." Bella made up. The math teacher looked at Bella.

"For what?" she asked in an annoyed voice. Bella hesitated.

"Personal reasons ma'am. She would like to speak to her." She said once again. The math teacher nodded, and Rain grabbed her stuff to leave. When they were alone in the hallway, Rain asked Bella question.

"Why does the guidance counselor want to see me?" asked Rain nervously. Bella smiled.

"She doesn't." said Bella, as she opened the school door. Rain laughed, and they both ran down the stairs and to Bella's car as fast as they could. As Bella was running, she could swear she saw some sparkle coming from around the corner of the school from the corner of her eye. But she ignored it. When they got to the car, Bella quickly turned on her car, and they drove away.

"So, where do you want to go?" asked Bella. Rain gasped.