ROSES ARE RED. VIOLETS ARE BLUE. I DON'T OWN TWILIGHT. SO YOU CAN'T SUE.

(Sorry I just drank a coke which is equivalent to a six year old who finds the keys to the sweets cabinet: D)

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Firstly I want to apologize for my delay in updating. So here it is- I am SOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I had exams this week which sucked like they all do but anyway I'm here now. Secondly I want to say THANK YOU for all of the reviews. I am really happy you all are enjoying this so far. Thirdly I am done with school for awhile ;) so I will be updating much more regularly and just for you to know I already have drafts for the next fifteen chapters of the book. Are you excited?

Okay. Now on to the serious stuff. As promised this is the chapter where Bella comes clean. I know some of you expected this but hey what's a love story without some tragedy? Also you are going to see a side of Edward you probably didn't know existed but hey it's a fan fiction right. So let's begin and please KEEP ON REVIEWING (they mean so much to me). LOVE YOU ALWAYS ;)

BELLA'S TALE.

Chapter Three

Bella's POV.

Mustering whatever little courage I could find now I took a deep calming breathe and gently disentangled myself from Carlisle. I could feel their eyes following me but I needed the distance to tell my tale. With my fist clenched and determination burning through my veins I turned to look at my family and I began.

"He never loved me. I was only a means to get what he wanted."

Everyone looked at me as if I hand just grown a second head. Man this was going to be tough to explain.

Jasper was the fist to respond." What do you mean he didn't love you? I am an empath Bella. I felt his emotions every time he was around you. Off course he loved you and trust me when I say he wanted you badly."

"What did you feel coming from him, Jasper and please don't try to spear my feelings."

"Well for starters there was contentment, love, happiness, determination, protectiveness, lust and an undeniable sense of accomplishment."

At the word accomplishment all of their heads snapped up.

"Makes me sound like a piece of meat huh? But no sadly I was not a piece of meat. I was just a means to get what he wanted or should I say what they wanted."

"Bella sweetheart, what are you talking about? You keep mentioning what they wanted but you are not telling us what exactly they wanted." I looked at Esme, my mother in so many ways and then to Carlisle, a father who entire life was based on compassion and understanding. How was I to tell them that two of their children had no regard for any for of life? They might have been vegetarian vampires but that did not mean that they were not willing to sacrifice a human life to obtain what they wanted.

"What does Rosalie want most out of life?" I asked in a small voice. I hated and resented myself for where this conversation was going to take me. I would have no choice to admit that I was no better than the fragile, naïve little human he always thought I was.

Suddenly Alice's eyes glazed over and she gasped. A look of utmost shock, disgust and more prominently sympathy bloomed on her face as I knew she saw what I was about to say.

"For the better part of my understanding, Rosalie was content with our way of life. The only thing that pained her was the fact that she could not bear children of her own." Carlisle responded. I just looked at them knowing sooner or later they would figure it out on their own and plus I knew if I willed myself to answer them I would crumble so I continued to look at them hoping that they would see the most obvious fact staring them in the face.

Minutes passed. I knew I had to let them figure it out on their own if not they might just believe I was making this up even though I had no reason to but hey there vampires they had eternity to figure this out . I was midway in turning to look out of the window at the steadily darkening sky when a pair of cold arms grasped tightly at my arms if not breaking them then seriously injuring me.

"Emmett what the ………." Before I could finish, I was stunned into silence by the sheer look of terror on Emmett's face. His eyes were pitching black with the rage that coursed through him. Even Jasper was shaking with rage. Carlisle made a move towards me but stopped dead in his tracks when Emmett pulled me close to him holding me at eye level.

"Do you mean to tell me my wife for over fifty years was sleeping with the bastard Edward Anthony Masen Cullen because she wanted to have children? That's bullshit Bella. You really are that sad to make up that story to explain what they were doing. Does that justify anything? Because if you are trying to justify that then you are as guilty as them."

At the end of his rant he just dropped me allowing me to crash to the floor.

"Emmett," Esme scolded. I made no attempt to get up from the floor. Both Carlisle and Jasper were about to walk forward and help me but Alice held them back mumbling about how Emmett and I needed to trash this out and more importantly that Emmett needed to here the story from me. Oh joy as if he did not just drop me, the six feet giant.

"Yes Emmett I made that up to COVER FOR THE MAN WHO BROKE MY HEART NOT ONCE BUT TWICE…………. YOU ASS. I WAS SUPPOSED TO MARRY HIM IN TWO WEEKS. BUT THANKS TO YOUR SHANK OF A WIFE I AM SHATTERED YET AGAIN." My voice went from composed to shrilling banshee in two seconds and I had to admit it- I was actually proud of myself. Emmett's form that loomed in a darkened corner of the room began to shake and I did not need to be an empath to know he was shaking with rage.

"Don't………. don't call her a shank, you bitch. Don't you dare disrespect my wife!" he responded in a cold, soft yet equally menacing voice.

"Really? That's kinda rich coming from the guy who just told me not to defend them. Double standards much?" I could not help the sarcasm that oozed into my voice.

"Well I'm not the lying bitch in the group!"

"What makes you think I'm lying hotshot?"

"Well, where's the proof?"

"Right here Emmett." With that I reached into my back pocket and handed the letter I found in Edward's room the previous day. Emmett took the letter from my hand before I even held it out. With lightening speed, he read the letter and crumpled to the floor with sobs that must certainly shook the foundation of the house. I, knowing how devastating and painful it was for me to read what Edward had written, fell to the ground cradling my teddy bear of a brother to my chest offering what little comfort I could give. The letter, that fluttered to the floor and lay forgotten by myself and Emmett, was picked up by Carlisle. Both Esme and Jasper flanked him peering over his shoulder to see what was written but Alice did not bother and came to embrace and soothe Emmett the best she could.

My dearest and only love Rosalie,

You are evil to me. You have no idea how it pains me every time I see you in the arms of the man you call a husband. It sickens me truly to see the acts you commit with him all under the pretense of being his wife. Why do you enjoy torturing me this way? I have always been and will always be faithful to you. I have been so since Carlisle first changed you. I always wanted you to belong to me, to be my wife but no! You would never allow it.

Rose, my precious angel, how long do I have to wait to have you in my arms again? The torture, the lies, the deceit. Do not misunderstand me my love. I do these acts without question and unwavering loyalty to the woman that my heart belongs to and that woman, the angel that haunts my every waking hour is you.

Now all I ask of you is patience. Soon. So soon you would be the mother of my child. As the man who has, have and will always love you I promised to give you everything that you desire even if I have to sacrifice the life of the other woman who I have so foolishly captured and have successfully led to believe that she possesses my heart . Foolish girl- how could she even believe that her ordinary beauty could compare the extraordinary, flawless and timeless beauty that you possess? So angel, all to soon- you will be the mother to my child, the child Bella would carry for me but the child that recognize you and only you as a mother. I love you angel. I love you my Rose.

Your beloved and the man's whose heart belongs solely to you,

Edward Anthony Masen Cullen.

Emotions played across the faces of Carlisle and Esme. Jasper had only one emotion and we all felt it- rage. Esme looked oddly frail and fragile and sank back down on the bed unable to support herself. Carlisle crouched down by me and picked me up leaving Alice to cradle Emmett.

"Bella, does this mean what I think it means?" Carlisle's voice trembled with the raw emotions that were playing across his face ranging from murderous rage to the deepest of sympathy and compassion.

"Yes Carlisle. If you think that let addressed to Rosalie show Edward's intention of giving her a child by using me and also showing that they had a long ass affair going on that no one knew about then yes- it means exactly what you think it means."

"Certainly Bella dear, it can mean that but you don't know that for sure. We are yet to confirm this." Esme spoke up then, her voice laced with the hope that only a mother could have , her eyes pleading to with us to tell her it was not so, to tell her the devil's spawns she knew to be her children were no that callous.

"Oh it is true Esme. Do you think that I would cause such a rift in your family without knowing the facts first?"

"Bella I did not mean to imply…………"

I cut her off before she could continue.

"No Esme I understand. I understand that you hope that it's not true but sadly it is so. Esme the reason I freaked out the way I did was because I confronted Edward this morning and he flipped. He threatened me, telling me how he would kill me if I said a word of this to you all. It was so menacing and he seemed so sincere about it that I just started to scream knowing somebody in the house would hear me. What I wasn't banking on was the fact that Emmett was the one to save me or that fact that Rosalie was going to come clean on loving Edward to Emmett's face like that. I'm sorry. Truly I am. I wish I could undo this but I can't." After that I hung my head I misery. Yet again I, the mortal Bella, had caused problems in the Cullen household.

Knowing I had no more strength in me, I collapsed only to be cradled by Carlisle. Suddenly pain shot through me on the right side of my chest, along my ribs. I visibly winced because all five vampires were looking at me.

"Bella, darling are you alright?" Carlisle asked with complete concern in his voice.

"Um…… yeah just a bit sore."

"You are lying Bella. Your emotions are giving you away." Damn you Jasper.

"Bella?" Carlisle looked down at me still in his arms using his voice of authority that I knew all too well being one of his most frequent patients.

"Promise you won't freak?" He nodded. "Well when I confronted Edward and Rosalie stormed in to defend her man well she kinda………."

"She kind of, what Bella?"

Alice gasped as she became consumed in her latest vision only to have her run towards me and yank my shirt up to show Carlisle the massive blue black bruise I got from Rosalie's blow.

"She kinda of did that to Bella."

"Rosalie did that?" Esme asked horror lacing her voice. All I could do was nod sheepishly knowing I was in some trouble for not tell Carlisle sooner.

And then Alice snapped.