Disclaimer: I do not own D,Grayman. It, unfortunately, belongs to Katsura Hoshino. I only want to play with the characters for a bit. Allen belongs to Lavi.
WARNING: this is Yaoi so if you don't like that leave. You don't need to read it and you don't need to flame. Be a good person and go away.
Third: Path of Sin
Lavi lay sleeping beside Allen. One arm was casually wrapped around Allen's hips while the other was under Lavi's head. He was smiling in his sleep. Allen knew that Lavi would tighten his grip if he tried to wiggle away, so Allen remained with his head pressed to Lavi's chest listening to his heart beat.
It was another one of those nights where Allen couldn't sleep. Every time he closed his eyes he saw them, the souls of akuma. It had a snowballing type affect. He would see the akuma's soul, think of his father, and cry. It just kept going in rabid could destroying circles. Allen found himself crying softly into his hands hoping not to wake his lover. Allen shook violently as he shoved choking sobs back down his throat. For once in his life Allen was happy Lavi was a heavy sleeper.
He was following the path that fed the fire. He had let his father's soul be molded and used for horrible purposes. Silently Allen relayed every time he had destroyed an akuma. He had set their souls free. He tried to convince himself that it was repentance of sorts. That whoever watched over the souls before they became akuma would look at him and say he had done well. Deep down in him he knew whoever that was would frown. He would give him that disappointed look he had seen so many times before.
Allen convulsed his body trembling violently as he coughed out sobs. This time Lavi woke. Allen felt him shift in his sleep but could not swallow the sobs that wracked his body. He cried as hard as he thought possible into Lavi's shoulder. "Allen," Lavi's voice was quiet, soft and questioning.
Allen gave a loud sob and then trembled. He felt Lavi moving him into his lap and sitting up. The covers fell away leaving them both bare chested and cold. Lavi clutched Allen close to him, rubbing up and down the small boys back trying to calm him.
Allen just sobbed, hard and loud and messy into his shoulder. He wanted to say something to Lavi but couldn't get it out. Soon His sobs stilled and he was left crying silent tears as Lavi rocked him. "Allen?"
Allen hid his face in Lavi's shoulder. He hated when people saw him cry. Especially his face afterward. It got all red and blotchy. He looked horrendous.
Lavt tucked his fingers under Allen's chin and forced his head up. Allen looked away from that concerned face. "Allen, look at me."
Reluctantly he turned his eyes to meet Lavi's and tried to blink back the tears. Lavi wiped them away and gave a soft sad smile. "Are you alright?"
Allen nodded and looked away again. Lavi's shoulder was dripping with salty tears. "I-I'm sorry," Allen's voice wavered and he swallowed heavily.
Lavi startled, "For what?"
"I got your shoulder wet."
Lavi stared at Allen blankly for awhile, then he began to laugh. Allen looked back puzzled his tears drying up leaving salty trails on his cheeks.
"W-What," now he sounded embarrassed.
Lavi grinned at Allen still laughing and kissed his salty lips. "You're ridiculous."
Allen shoved him away and stated frustrated, "Am not!"
Lavi proceeded to tackle the young exorcist and molest him deep into the night hours.
A/N: next we have the topic Words. And no I don't have any idea what I'm doing yet. But that's what friends are for right?
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