~My Life
Chapter 3:
Accept Or Decline?~
Written By: Tragic Panda
Co-Writer: Tamahi-san
Rated T: For minor language and mild child abuse
Genre: Hurt/Comfort/Romance
Anime: Gakuen Alice
Tamahi: Wow...we haven't up-dated in for-ever....=/ And a few other things....-;;
Natsume: Who's fault is it....-.-
Tamahi: Well...me and Yumi had a bit of a writers block...
Natsume: Uh-huh...-.- u and crazy have been obsessed with Yu-Gi-Oh Gx these last few weeks...and that one pairing...JohanXJudai....was it...-.-
Mikan: Uh...let's carry on!!! *sweat drop*
Tamahi: Yeah...*glares at Hyuuga* Sakura-san would you do the dis-claimer please?? :3
Mikan: Of course!!! ^-^ *holds up sign*
Yumi-sempai DOES NOT OWN GAKUEN ALICE!!
Gakuen Alice is owned by Tachibana Higuichi!! Or any of it's character(s)!!!
Enjoy~
Tamahi: Thanks! Now let's carry on shall we?
Summary: Mikan Sakura has been abused, since she can remember. A School and at home. All because of greediness and misunderstandings. Being bullied or abused. Is no difference for her. To her, those are the same. Pain, hurt, sorrow. But she stands tall and smiles. But this time, will she take it. Or will her walls finally crumbled down? Enter the life of Mikan Sakura.
Chapter 2:
RECAP:
Tsubasa ruffled his hair and looked at his sister. "Umm..Mikan...me and Misaki thought and talked about this alot...but we were wondering. Wouldyouliketomoveinwithus??" Tsubasa asked quite quickly. Mikan stood there looking at her brother. "Whaa??"
Misaki slapped her forehead. "We wanted to know if you'd like to move in with us Mikan." Misaki said straight to the point.
Mikan's mouth dropped a bit. Did she hear right? They wanted her to move in with them?? She stood there quite shock. The two couple stared at Mikan. Waiting for her to give an answer. Who knows how long this is gonna take....
The two adults stared at the young teen for what seemed like an hour. Waiting patiently for her to reply. Mikan on the other hand was still deep in thought.
'They want me to move in with me...??? But if I do..what will my parents think...' Her eyes widening a bit. 'Or WORSE what would they do...maybe I should think more into this....'
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Looking up at the two. "Tsubasa-nii...Misaki-nee...would you mind if I had a little more time to think about it....??" Understanding Mikan, they both nodded in agreement.
"Sure Mikan! Just let us know when you decided!"
"Yeah, and we'll understand whatever you choose" Saying their good-byes the young couple left. Mikan waved good-bye to them and started her way home. Still deep in thought. Should she move in with them? Or stay with her parents...??
Mikan reached her home by evening. Opening the door slightly she looked around the room, relieved her parents weren't there. Stepping inside, she took her bag and hung. Sitting down. Mikan started taking her shoes off. Not notice the shadow behind. With one yank, she was thrown across the floor and into the shelf.
Shifting a bit. Mikan looked up to meet the face of her attacker. Her father. His eyes showing anger and frustration. Forcefully grabbing her hair and yanking her back up. He slammed her head against the cabinet. Over and over again. Mikan cried out in pain. Droplets of tears running down her face.
Her face colliding with the smooth and cold surface of the wooden floor. She was able to catch her breath. Not for long though. He picked her up and dragged her down to the basement. Tossing her down on the floor. For one last hit. He stomped on her ankle, Mikan letting a cry of pain and help. Finally content. Her father finally went up the stairs, shutting the door.
Leaving her in pain and crying. Sobbing quietly, Mikan sat up slowly. Wincing a bit, she touched her face; face painted in bruises and a small cut. Ripping a tiny piece of her clothing, wrapped her ankle. Choking on her sobs. 'Maybe...maybe I should move in with them...but I don't know what would happen if I DID move in...'.
Finally crying herself to sleep. All she dreamed of was nightmares. All the pain and suffering she's gone through. And her grandpa...
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Mikan's POV
I started to open my eyes slowly. The sun slightly touching my face. Sitting up, I felt a bolt of pain go through my body. I cringed at the memory of last night. Got up and limped up the stairs. Great, just what I needed. Now everybody's going to question my injury. Well, not unless I pre-tend. It's not like anybody will tell. Well except for her. Shaking my head. No Mikan, you idiot. Don't do this to yourself.
When I finally made it up-stairs to the living. I found both of my parents passed out on the couch. Probably to much drinking. But hell, I didn't care. As long as there asleep they couldn't do anything to me. Making myself break-feast. Eating faster then I should. You'd probably would to if you had parents like mine. After finishing my breakfeast. Which consisted of milk, toast and a muffin. I locked the door and headed off to school.
When I arrived, everyone gave me strange looks. Some laughing and some wondering what the hell I did to myself. I just continued on towards my locker. Hearing whispering.
"Oh my god! She's limping!!"
"What the hell happened to her?!"
"HAHA Sakura! Being a ditz and falling down the stairs?!"(Mochu)
I just sighed in frustration as I opened my locker. Anna and Nonoko walked, or more raced over. Bombarding me with questions.
"Mikan-chan! What happened?!"(Anna)
"Do you need to see a doctor?!"(Nonoko)
"Or, or maybe we should taker her to the schools nurse!!"
"Do you need me to carry your books"
I just stared at my friends. Sighing. "You guys' it's okay! I'm fine! Really! I just had a bit of an accident, that's all! No need to worry!!" Faking a smile. I saw them glance at each other. Nodding and letting it slide. Smiling a bit. "So..i'll see you both at lunch!" Waving our good-bye. We all went to our first classes.
Reaching mine. Opening the door. Everyone in the room, turned their heads towards me. Ignoring them, I walked over to my sit. Which was next to Yuu. Taking a worried look over at me. EVERY few seconds. Annoyed and irritated.
"What is it now?" I snapped. Slightly surprised with my tone. And I think Yuu was also surprised. Shaking his head and giving me a nervous smile, turned his attention to the front of the class. With-in five minutes the teacher finally arrived. My first class was English, with Serina-sensei. One of the only FEW teachers that I actually liked.
She was a nice person. Never has giving me a hard-time. We finally started on our work, when Serina-sensei called me out towards the hall-way. Hyuuga's group snickered at me. Yuu became nervous. Me. I just got up from my seat and walked/limped out. Not with-out leaving the class, by getting a paper-ball thrown at me.
Serina-sensei had a worried look on her face. "Mikan-chan...how...why are you limping...??" I slightly groaned. Knowing that this question would pop up again. Sooner or later. Taking a glance down at my ankle. "I..my...I just had a bit of an accident this morning. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. I ended up falling down the stairs..."
"Didn't your parents help you at all...??"
Biting my lip. I thought quickly for an answer. "They all ready left for work!" Praying that she would buy it and let me go back to my work. She didn't really look like she bought it. But she let me go back to the class.
When I took my seat. Yuu looked over at me. "What did Serina-sensei want?? You aren't in trouble are you???" Keeping eye on my paper, I shook my head. "No she was just wondering 'bout my ankle." Yuu nodded and continued on his work.
This is going to be a looong day.
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EVERY frickin' class seemed to go by SLOW. Before lunch came. Finally, the lunch bell rang and we all got up to go to lunch. I smiled, finally lunch came! This day seems like it's going by very slow. I met up with Nonoko and Anna. We sat down at our usually spot. The Sakura Tree. I'm always happy when I sit by it. I don't know why. I guess it just gives off a cheerful or welcoming aura.
Deep in thought. I didn't notice that Nonoko and Anna were both calling out my name. Snapping out of my thoughts, I looked at the two. Both had worried looks on their faces. Crap. Not good. Now their gonna become even more worried. I hate myself.
Anna moved a piece of hair off her face. "Mikan-chan, is something wrong, or bothering you?? You seem really out of it today..." Nonoko nodding in agreement. "She's right, are you feeling well today???"
I gave a weak smile and nodded. "Yeah, sorry. I just got a lot on my mind right now. But don't worry! I'm okay!" Not convinced the two just kept staring at me. I inwardly groaned. Are these two EVER going to give up. Then the bell rang. Saved by the bell! I quickly packed my stuff, said goodbye and went off towards my next class.
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With all the thinking and recent memorys. I finally decided on what I wanted to do. I was going to move in with them. No more abusing. No more stench of alcohol. Ugh I LOATHE that smell. No more bruises or limping. No more having people constantly worrying or asking me. And more importantly. No more parents.
One small probably that came into thought. HOW. I know my parents weren't just going to let me go like that. I gotta lot of planning to do. I'll have to let them know. And hopefully come up with a plan. Either that or i'm screwed. And i'm probably gonna get my ass kicked if my parents ever EVER found out 'bout this.
Hopefully and i'm praying and that everything will go to according plan.
Beatings, alcohol, bruises, constant bullying.
That's 'My Life'
Tamahi: Yeah...sorry for the really really really really late up-date. Just alot of things have come up. =/ School started up again. FUN. Yeah -.- fun. And Yumi already got slammed with projects. Yeah and it was only the first week of school. Currently she's looking for a monologue for theater. Because they have to do it, unless they want to stay in the class. It sucks. So yeah, Yumi is really really really sorry for the late up-date D= She feels bad.
Natsume: Excuses, excuses...is that all you guys are good for???
Tamahi: -.- I'll smack you if don't shut up!! *has permission from Yumi*
Natsume: Tch...like you can do any damage on me. -.-
Tamahi: I have Imai-san's up-graded baka-gun...
Natsume: "..."
Tamahi: Hahahaha...that shut him up..well anyways! I'll see you guys next chapter!!! =D
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