Chapter 3

The hours after we got back home I cried. I thought about what the heck I am supposed to do next. I thought about jasper, I thought about Rose and Emmett, Edward and Bella, everyone who really were supposed to be with each other. I usually have a strong belief in the everything happens for a reason thing, but, I just couldn't think of anything that could fit this.

After the first couple hours I had a vision of them. I knew jazzy wasn't there yet, but I saw Maria picking him up. Her demon red eyes, they walked out of the airport together. They got in her car, for having nothing she had a nice car. It was a BMW. Yeah, she defiantly needs him. I broke out of the vision screaming. When I watched Bella I never thought I would go through the same pain. I guess I was wrong.

So all day, I kept seeing them, screaming in pain, sobbing, the cycle went on and on. Finally Emmett and Rosalie couldn't take it anymore. Rose entered my room real slow, like a human was approaching a tiger.

"Alice, Alice common, let's go shopping" she said in the doorway.

"I-I-idontwanna" I slurred with my head in my pillow.

She made her way over to my bed and sat next to me. "We can go channel, I hear they have a sale going on"

"Iwastherethism-m-morning" I refuse to lift my head from my pillow.

"Oh, okay, uh, Gucci?"

I do like Gucci, a lot. "Butilookhorrid-d!"

"Well we can fix that in a matter of seconds!" she said, now encouraged further to keep trying.

"WhataboutEmmett?"

"We can drag him along."

"Okay." I lifted my head from the pillow.

Rose was right; it only took seconds to fix me up. But it didn't help what I felt. So, we jumped in the hummer. Emmett for once seemed eager to shop, he knew he was trying to help me. We actually drove the speed limit this time. It seemed to take forever. When we got there we spent away. But I still couldn't control my mood and silent cries every now and then. The visions didn't stop. And when they came I couldn't help but let out a loud wine. We were there till they kicked us out at closing time. And by then I was ready to go home. At home it was quiet. But then again, it was better than being out. All that night was the same thing. Cry, vision, and scream. Cry, vision, and scream. About 7 30 the next morning we got the call. It was Bella and Edward. The trip was cut short. Carlisle was the one to talk to them. I didn't bother to see them. I didn't need to see love right now. I didn't even listen in on the phone call.

"Everyone get down here." Carlisle said, and we all zoomed down into the living room.

That's when we got the news. And I was certainly kicking myself now for not visioning them.

"Bella is pregnant. I don't know how, I have never dealt with anything like this…" he trailed off.

You could hear the shake in his voice. This scared us all, Carlisle is never nervous. I looked at Emmett. He was obviously thinking oh crap. Heh, nice one Edward. And Rose, I didn't even want to think about her thoughts. You could see on her face she was angry. She was jealous of Bella as it was, and she always wanted a baby. Esme was concerned.

And I just can't take this on right now.

I need to stop the visions. I need them to go away. And once I thought that my mind went strait to that dog.

Jake.

I walked casually to the phone. Should I do this? Should I actually ask this favor from an unreliable dog? Yes. I'm desperate.