I'm slowly getting through these. (: I quite like this one.
Enjoy.


So What - Pink.
Pairing: Moe.
Dedicated to: Babyandrea14.

Everything made her laugh. They'd been in love, they still were – it was her fault, she couldn't handle being married. She found the changes it made to her life annoying, she hit out at everyone about the way things weren't the same. Marriage was supposed to be the happiest time of your life, but to her – now – all it seemed was a piece of paper with your names signed onto it.

Of course, Joe had enough with the way she'd started acting. He left, not telling her where he was going; just the simple three words that had somehow seemed to get her into this trouble. I love you.

"Not again, we went out last night Miley" Selena groaned into the phone, clearly still suffering the effects of being dragged along with Miley to every club in town.

"Lena, just one more night; I promise"

"That's what you say every night. How about we just have a night in tonight, invite Mandy and Demi around?"

"Tomorrow night. I'm going out tonight, alone if I have too" Miley replied subconsciously playing with the envelope in front of her.

"Miley we've had this conversation; you're not going out alone!" Selena tried again, she remembered that one night Miley and Joe had their first argument and Miley had decided going on a circuit of town by herself would be the answer. Selena still remembered the way Mandy and herself had found Miley when Joe had sent them all out on a search party; she made a promise to herself and to Miley that night she wouldn't let Miley put herself in danger like that again.

"Well come out with me then, please!"

"Fine, one night, but this is it. After this no more"

"I love you Lena!" She looked down at the letter again. "You don't by any chance know where Joe is do you?"

"You know I don't, why?"

"He has some important post, which no way in hell will I be paying. You think Nick knows where he is?"

"Probably, text him and find out"

"Alright, well I'll be at yours for 7ish. You think Mandy and Demi will want to come?"

"I don't know, there not until the whole going out thing, I'll ask them"

"Okay, thanks Lena. I love you"

"You too. Later"

Miley hung up the phone chucking the letter towards the other ones, before spinning on her chair, her feet landing on the cold tile floor.

--

"Can you ask Joe to pop back home?" Selena asked looking between Nick and Kevin.

"Why?"

"Miley has some important letter for him, bills I think. They're in his name, so she's refusing to pay them"

Nick sighed, he wanted this to all be sorted, he wanted Joe to be happy again, and he wanted Miley to be happy again.

"I'll ask him. How's Miley holding up?"

Selena sighed. "She's not Miley anymore; she's out every night, she's got a completely new attitude"

"Joe's the only one who can help her"

"And we all know that isn't going to happen"

--

"Miley ignore them" Demi spoke through gritted teeth, taking Mileys arm and pulling her away from the group of girls currently shouting things. She remembered now why she always refused these nights.

"They want a fight; I'll give them a fight!" Miley shouted trying to pull herself away from Demi's grip.

"Your drunk Miley and you'll regret it in the morning, when it's all over the news!"

Miley rolled her eyes as Demi continued leading her over to where they had left Selena and Mandy. She spotted three new people sitting around with them and with the intoxication didn't take sense of who they could be.

"There you are. What's with the face Demi?" Mandy spoke up before looking towards Miley.

"Her. She needs to learn to keep her big mouth shut, one day someone will actually start a fight with her and she won't come out winning"

Miley rolled her eyes. "Oh shush Demi, you love me"

"Someone needs to" Demi replied sitting next to Mandy, leaving Miley to sway alone. That was around about when Miley decided to get a better look at the three people sat with them, only she wished she hadn't.

"Hey Miles" Nick smiled as he caught her glances.

"Hey, what are you guys doing here?" She asked pointing her question more towards Joe.

"We decided to have a night out and happened to bump into Mandy, she told us you guys were here"

"Oh right. Well I want to dance, anyone joining me?" She asked already grabbing Selena's hand and pulling her up. Selena turned to the rest of them, pleading eyes.

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

You weren't there
You never were
You want it all
But thats not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall

Miley smiled as she danced with her friends, even if Joe was there, this was one of the best night's she'd had in a while. She turned to Selena motioning with her hand she was heading outside for some air.

Walking away, she sighed as the cold air hit her, gathering around her body and making her feel the effects of the alcohol a lot more. Leaning against the wall, she held her head trying to control the dizziness engulfing her.

"Mi, you okay?"

She turned to look up at the last person she wanted to see at the minute.

"I'm fine, like you care anyway"

"What makes you think I stopped caring?" He moved to stand in front of her as she pushed herself back further into the wall.

"Oh I don't know the fact you left without even telling me where you were going" She spat.

"I thought it would be easier on the both of us, I had no clue where I was heading anyway. I love you Miles, I always have and I always will; you have to understand why I left"

"I do, I pushed you away; I wanted too"

"Huh?" He looked down at her, a confused expression falling across his eyes.

"I didn't want to be married. Everyone told me it was happy and full of great things, everything changed; everything became a lot harder and I couldn't deal with that. I thought pushing you away would make you see it. I didn't think you'd just up and leave"

"I-How was I supposed to identify it as that Miley? You constantly snapped at me, went out without inviting me or even telling me where you were going and moving away from me every time I tried to show you affection. I thought you hated me. I can't see how I was supposed to know you didn't want to be married, our wedding day you said was one of the best days of your life"

"It was Joe; everything else that comes with it is a letdown"

"All this time we could have been sorting this and we've been ignoring each other"

"The way it's going to stay" Miley spoke looking up at him.

"Why – why can't we sort everything out?"

"I've been fine by myself these past few months; I've found single life is more for me. I love you Joe, I'm still in love with you, but right now; I can't deal with it"

"I heard completely different Miley, I've seen completely different; tonight for example" Joe shook his head.

"I'm out having fun, am I not allowed?" She pushed herself up off the wall, standing eye level with him.

"You are, maybe once or twice a week. 7 days a week Miley and you have a problem"

"No, I don't. Know if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go and enjoy the rest of my night" She pushed past him making her way back towards the club.

Hastily he grabbed her arm, pulling her back towards the wall, his arms boxing her in against the wall. "Who are you Miley?"

"I'm me"

"No you're not, what did you do with the old Miley?"

"She's still here, but she needed a little revamping" Miley replied.

"So tell me, why this little revamping turned you into someone no-one recognises anymore. You have an attitude Miley, one you should have had when you were 15. One you can't afford to have being in the spotlight"

"And I care what other people think? I'm me, let me be me"

"I don't even recognise you anymore, is this what the drink does to you?"

"The drink, no? The fact that my whole life came crashing down around me, yes" She chocked back the lump in her throat; it wasn't supposed to be like this.

"It hasn't Miley"

"YES IT HAS!" She shouted inching her face closer to his, before shaking her head and turning the other way. "You haven't bothered with me for the last few months Joe, you let me fall; what gives you the right to think you can pick me back up again?"

"I'm your husband"

"No you're not! I haven't got one, this is what got us into this mess in the first place, and I'm not going back there"

"I love you Miley"

"You might; I love you too but no, no way!" She tried pushing away from him again.

"You want to go on living the rest of your life like this?" He asked lifting her chin to meet his eyes.

She shook her head. "I have no choice at the moment Joe. I don't know what I want in life and it's hardly fair me dragging you along. So please, forget me and move on"

He dropped his hand from her chin, shaking his head. "I can't"

"Try; I'm sorry"

He moved his arm, moving away a little. "If that's how you want to live your life, I can't stop you"

"MILEY!" Miley broke her gaze from Joe turning to see Selena running up to her. Throwing her arms around Miley, Selena scolded her slightly. "Thank god you're okay. I thought you were going to be out here for a few minutes"

"Sorry Lena" Miley smiled wrapping her arms around Selena and burying her head into her shoulder. All she wanted was to head home and curl up in her bed.

"Maybe you should take her home Sel" Joe spoke up as if reading Mileys mind.

"Yeah, c'mon you; we need to stop this. Joe could you let Demi and Mandy know where we are, tell them to come around tomorrow"

"Sure. Take care of her"

"I will" Selena smiled as she hailed down a cab, pushing the two of them in; Mileys head instantly finding Selena's shoulder again. Selena wrapped her arm around her best friend pulling her closer.

If she noticed the tears falling onto her shoulder, she never mentioned anything.