Eh, Izaya's POV starts here!
I hope he's not too OOC :| I really tried hard to make him sound like a nerve-wrecking psychopath who's obsessed with humans :))
Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara!
This is my life.
Being separated from everyone is what I'm used to. I don't usually care about others and proceed to go on with whatever I want to do. I formed an unbreakable barrier around my life and only I can change that.
Aw, too bad. I'm not changing that. You'll have to break in. I doubt you can.
Ah, humans. They're special aren't they? They are very much alike, their reactions, facial expressions and thoughts are all alike. I started to think that they are getting boring. But no, I love all humans and that will never change.
Seeing humans make me excited! Just seeing them troubled and depressed make me want to grab popcorn and watch as they try to solve their problems by committing suicide. Ain't that interesting? That they are foolish enough to believe that disappearing is the only solution?
But it's their foolishness and thoughts that make me want to love them even more. They're all so wonderful, ain't they? Especially in tight situations. They are not afraid to show their reactions in tight situations. Their emotions are just too entertaining!
But too bad. Even if I do love them, I won't stop them from trying to die. It's their choice, right? And if you love them, you'll let go, right? But humans are all afraid of dying, even if they want to die. Funny, eh?
Their fears and wants are also one of their appealing traits that make me thrilled! It's always interesting to find out about a human's fears and use it against them. Ha! It's all just too funny!
Is it just me, or am I seeing the girl that I just saw yesterday at the rooftop?
Eh, I'm not dreaming! It is her! The very interesting spy! Saying that falling down is the worst way to die makes me want to know more about her. She's very interesting. I actually feel good that I get to see her again!
Now, time to play a game.
There she was, right hand clutching her bloody left arm. I wonder what happened, eh? Hmm, let's try to find out, shall we? After all, her life must be interesting.
"Need any help?" I kindly asked her. Well, I have to make her trust me first, right? After all, I am trying to help. "E-eh?" she replied. What kind of answer is 'eh' ? Anyways, Patience is a Virtue. But I don't need virtue, so I'll just ignore her and carry her to my office.
"Sir… where…?" she mumbled. Aw, I actually feel bad about my precious jacket being stained by her nasty blood. "To my office. I'll let Namie treat your wound." Okay, she might not know who Namie is. Hmm, she's actually quiet and not even complaining. Not like other females who scream 'Ah! Put me down!' so annoyingly.
"Sorry. Namie still hasn't arrived. But she'll come." I told her, stretching my arms. Now her disgusting blood is staining my couch. She's such a mess. At least she's human, right? And a very interesting one, too.
She looked around my office, a look of wonder upon her face. What made her wonder? Is she thinking if this is where I sleep? Is she wondering why there's no bed? Is she questioning herself why did she let me bring her here? Humans are so naïve.
"Are you always alone?" she asked all of the sudden. So is that why she's wondering? Her question actually surprised me, nobody ever asked me that. Namie is always here but she doesn't talk a lot, so I'm only left talking to myself half of the day. Either way, I'm still alone, right? Like I said, my life has barrier surrounding it.
I smirked at her, like what I usually do. She is so interesting. "Yes. Why do you ask, eh~" My usual sing-song tone and smirk kind of scared her. I can perfectly see her reactions from here. And I really liked that way her face reacted because of me. So wonderful~~
She didn't stare at me for too long. She gazed outside my window and then around the room once again. I wonder what she's thinking about this time? Her eyes then turned to me once again. There was a shade of sympathy in her eyes. And did I mention that it was shining gold?
I wasn't able to read her, the look on her face, the emotions flowing in her eyes, the thoughts that she's thinking about as she stared at me. I couldn't read her, and it made me a little mad, but at the same time, it made me want her even more. A very strange human.
"… You're lonely." She mumbled. I was taken aback by her sudden thought. She said it bluntly, she was confident in saying it. No one ever dared to say that to me, for they all know that I do not need anyone with me to make me happy. But why? What made her think that way? She's really impossible to read.
I smirked at her once again, showing interest in what she said. "What makes you think so? Hmm~" I playfully asked her. She showed no signs of being afraid, but she shivered a little at my sudden playful tone. So pathetic.
"…You're all alone. You're lonely. You want someone to love you, because you have never felt being loved all your life." She stared deep into my eyes, challenging me. She was a strong opponent, I admit. And her blunt way of saying things adds up to my interest. "Eh? But I love all humans. I do think they should love me in return, but… humans are such weird creatures, right? They prefer to love the people that don't love them back~ Right~?" I accepted her challenge in a very playful tone.
She seemed to look at me in wonder. She looked innocent, like a child. I merely smirked at her and she suddenly looked surprised. "You're right. Humans are troublesome creatures, eh? I'm a human myself, so I know. And we want love that we know we'll never receive from a certain person. Isn't that same for you? You want love even if you know that you'll never have it. That's why you're lonely." She told me.
This time, I was beyond surprised at her. Unknowingly, my smirk got rubbed off my face, and my mischievous look transformed into a very shocked face. I then laughed which made her confused.
"You're very interesting!" I blurted out. She seemed to smile at me. And it wasn't just a smile. It was indeed, natural. "Don't worry. As much as you love humans, a human might return your love someday. Not all humans don't return love. That's why there are things called 'Relationship' and 'Marriage', right? You'll understand, soon!" her tone full of innocence and wonder changed into a childish voice. She was beyond innocent – she was a child. A very peculiar child.
This child might break into my barrier someday, without me realizing it.
Not bad? Oh, dear. Did I fail again ? T_T hahaha anyways, Chapter 4 will be next and another interesting conversation will be encountered! :D :D
