For this sneak peek it's the first chapter of a story written in Goto's little brother's profile because he's the main character in the story. THIS DOES MENTION MALE PREGNANCY SO READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! Enjoy!


My name is Issei Goto and I used to have an older brother.

I don't how it happened. I remember that my brother, Seiji Goto, came to visit me and our parents unexpectedly one day and we were happy to see him. But I sensed something wrong with Seiji right away. He seemed to be tense and nervous about something.

That night was the night something terrible happened.

After dinner Seiji wanted to talk to all of us about the reason why he came to visit us so unexpectedly. The reason was shocking:

Seiji was pregnant with a child.

I couldn't believe my ears.I thought there was no way my brother was pregnant with a child. Before mother or I could say anything father jumped up his eyes blazing in anger and began to beat Seiji half to death while accusing of him having unprotected sex. Seiji screamed at him that he was raped and begged him to listen to the whole story but our father wouldn't hear of it.

After the beating father did the unforgivable.

He threw Seiji to the door and disowned him. He told my brother that he was no longer a Goto and the family will never accept him back. Seiji was sobbing but he quickly obeyed. Before he left he turned to look at me his eyes begging me to do something but I was so scared that I quickly turned away from his gaze and ran to my room.

That was the last time I ever saw my brother.

My mother and I knew that Seiji wasn't lying about being raped but what was done is done. Father told us to never go near Seiji and if we ever saw him we had to give him the cold shoulder. I hated treating my brother this way but I was only a sophomore in high school and looking out for my future. I didn't want my brother to ruin that for me.

Sixteen years passed with Seiji never to be seen.

I had graduated high school and gone into college and got out with a degree archeology. I married Amaya, my college sweetheart, two years later and now we have a little eight-year old daughter named Akemi. She has her mother's black hair and my grey eyes. It marveled me about how much she looked like Seiji that I sometimes joked with Amaya that she looked like someone I cared about deeply.

I never told Amaya and Akemi about Seiji being disowned from the family all those years ago. I secretly placed a photo of us on my side table and looked at it whenever I was alone asking him where he was. Amaya had asked me what happened to him since I was always upset whenever the subject was brought up and I lied to her saying that he had died from a horrible illness when I was sixteen.

It was a half-truth. One part of me believed that Seiji and his child were dead because Ishigami had called my parents a couple of years ago asking why Seiji quit the police force and seemingly disappeared from his apartment with all of his belongings but we couldn't tell him about the disownment. Yet, another part of me still has hope that Seiji and his child were alive somewhere in the world. I just had to dig deeper to find them.

However my search ended when my family and I moved to Nantes, France.

Because I finally found Seiji after sixteen painful years.


Yeah this was painful for me to write and I was reading it over and over before deciding to post it. Read and review!