So I hope you enjoyed the story so far! sorry it's been a couple months since i've undated. I've been super busy with school and i've had so many projects i just couldn't write.

Tell me what you think of the story! I want you guys to be honest with me cuz i'm kinda iffy on this story and i don't know if i should stop writing and start something else. so let me know!

But anyway enjoy!


We're What?

It's been a week since they got back to Bobby's and since Dean's heard from Cas. For that full week they've been researching all about angels. Dean hadn't told them about Cas and what he was. He knew they would bitch him out if they found out but he just had a gut feeling it wasn't the right time. Currently, Sam and Bobby were looking through more books while Dean was headed to town for a supply run. There was a flutter of wings beside him from the passenger seat of the impala. Dean took a quick look to see that it was indeed Cas.

"Look who finally decided to show up," he snapped.

"What, miss me? It's only been a week Dean."

Dean rolled his eyes, "Yes I've been dying on the inside not seeing that fuckin gorgeous face of yours."

Dean saw Cas smirk in the corner of his eye. "How can I make it up to you?"

"Tell me what your part of the deal was."

His smirk turned into a frown, "I can't."

Dean pushed his foot on the brake hard and made the impala come to a screeching halt and glared at him, "You what?!"

"I can't."

"Say that one more time-"

"I CAN'T DEAN! IT'S PART OF THE DEAL!" Cas yelled cutting Dean off.

"What do you mean?" Dean asked his voice just above a whisper.

"When we made the deal, You told me I couldn't tell you about it. That you didn't even want to know about it and made me wipe your memories about it completely. That's why I was so shocked when you confronted me about it. You aren't supposed to know."

"Well you did such a good job didn't you Cas," he snapped glaring at him.

"I am the most powerful thing that walks this earth Dean. I've done so much more then take away memories. So don't think the problem is me, it's you. Your brain is the one who want to remember it so bad and Dean, you're special. I knew the moment I laid eyes on you that you were different."

"And how am I so different?"

"I don't know, but I'm going to find out," Cas said sliding closer to Dean and placing his hand on his thigh. Dean gave a small gasp and Cas was instantly in his lap kissing his neck. It felt like fire every place he touched and Dean never wanted it to stop. "Cas," he moaned out.

Cas glided his hand up Dean's arm and placed it on his shoulder, right where Dean's scar was. Suddenly all he could see was blinding white and he felt pain all over. He thought he heard Cas calling his name from far away but all he focused on was the pain before suddenly it stopped.

He wasn't in the Impala anymore but on a bed laying down. He shot up and looked around. Everything was white and clean. "What the hell?" he mumbled. Then he noticed Cas with white eyes piercing, looking at someone. He knew exactly where he was now. This was them making the deal, only this time he not reliving it; he's watching it.

He got up off the bed and moved in between Cas and himself so he could watch both their faces and actions. Cas was frowning and glared at the Dean in front of him.

"I want you to know if you do this it can never be undone," he said.

"Just tell me!" Dean snapped.

"Bond with me."

Dean rolled his eyes, "you act like I'm supposed to know what that is."

"It's when we cut our souls in half and give it to each other. Our souls then will take the half to make it whole again and we will be bonded forever. I will always be a part of you and you will always be a part of me."

"What the Fuck!" Dean said watching Cas the whole time. He turned to himself to see this jaw tighten.

"Why would you ever want to do that with me? I suck and-"

"Don't ever say things about yourself that aren't true. You sacrificed yourself to save your brother and would do anything for someone you love. How can some who would do that suck," Cas said putting air quotes around the last word. "I know you Dean Winchester and you are the bravest, most beautiful man I have ever seen and I will not let you say things like that."

Both Dean's stared at him in shock. "Cas," Dean whispered.

"You're a demon. Why should I think you're telling the truth?" Dean shot back.

Cas smirked, "you can see I'm not a regular demon. Plus we are making a deal so you never have to take it if you don't want to."

"If we do this then I get to go back to Sammy?"

Cas nodded his smirk slowly dropping.

"I'll do it, but I have one condition."

Cas raised an eyebrow, "and what would that be?"

"I don't want to know. If I know I'll end up hating myself more than I already do and that won't end well."

Cas looked pretty shocked at this and stared at Dean. Dean also stared at himself, "Did I just really say I would kill myself if I found out? That's total bullshit me!"

"I think it would be in everyone's best interest if you knew Dean."

"No!"

Cas sighed and looked towards the bed, "Fine, I'll erase your memories."

Dean nodded in turn, "So how do we finalize it?"

"All we need to do is kiss. During that kiss our souls will separate and hook onto each other's. I warn you Dean it will not be pleasant."

Dean watched himself walk up to Cas and sweep him down in his arms so he was leaning over him.

"Might as well make the kiss good."

"Dean," Cas said a little out of breath.

Dean stared wide-eyed as he bent down and kissed Cas passionately. Cas put his hand on Dean's shoulder and saw gray light come out. Both men started growling but didn't stop as it seeped into Dean's shoulder. The kiss broke as Dean dropped to the ground pinning Cas under him. He started to nip at Cas's neck while Cas's hand was still glued to his shoulder. They started growling again and Dean bit down hard, drawing blood as white light came from his shoulder and into Cas's hand.

Dean couldn't tell if the noises they were making was from pain or pleasure but by the time they were done, both of them were sweaty and panting. Cas removed his hand and Dean saw the hand print burnt into his flesh.

"Well I wasn't expecting that," Cas said with a smirk.

Dean smiled back, "told you I would make it good."

They both started to crack up and started to disappear and the room started to melt away. Dean looked around frantically as the floor melted out from under him and he started falling into complete blackness.

Oxoxoxoxoxoxo

"CAS!" Dean screamed as he bolted up. Dean felt hands on his face and placed his over them. His finally registered that Cas was right in front of him and was speaking to him.

"Dean, it's okay. I'm right here," he said calmly.

They were on the ground next to the Impala and Dean looked around violently.

"Dean, Dean its fine. You're ok," Cas kept saying.

Dean finally looked at Cas and didn't know where to begin, "I-I- um," he started but didn't get to say anything else. Cas pulled him forward and kissed him like his life depended on it. When they broke apart Cas pulled them to his feet. "Don't ever do that again!"

"Hey! You're the one who touched my scar!" Dean snapped.

He stared at Dean for a long time, "is that why that happened?"

Dean sigh and rubbed his eyes, "I don't know. Maybe."

"What happened Dean?"

"We're bonded." Dean said flatly.

Once again, they kept their eyes on each other. Dean was the first to break the silence, "I saw the whole thing and I have questions Cas."

Cas nodded, "we should talk in the impala." He placed his hand on Dean's wrist and they were in the Impala.

Dean sighed. "First, I want to know where you stand in everything. Hell, Heaven and Earth."

Cas looked out the window while he talked, "I am allowed to come and go freely in any place. No one controls me and I live the way I want to. Both Heaven and Hell want me to pick a side. Whichever one has me has the advantage as you can tell. I've made it very clear that I am not going to do that so we've come to an agreement as you might call it. As long as I don't side with either one of them I am allowed to be a part of both. I'm allowed into Hell, in Heaven, and Earth whenever I want. I'm frowned upon in Heaven. In hell I'm feared, and if you're feared then you have power. And on earth, I'm nobody. I'm just a guy walking down the street."

Cas looked at Dean as he said the last sentence. Dean felt bad for him then, he never truly belonged anywhere. Dean at least had Bobby's.

"Me pulling you out caused a little issues with that, that's why I was gone. But I got it straighten out," he finished with a smile.

"Why did you want to be bonded in the first place? And why with me?"

Cas looked him straight in the eye as he talked. "You needed help and I offered it. My reasons are my reasons."

"Oh come on dude, we're bonded. Our soul's are meshed together. You can kinda tell me anything at this point."

"My reasons are my reasons," he stated again.

Dean sighed giving up. "Will this do anything to me? Like will I have super powers now or something?"

"I don't know."

"How don't you know?"

"Bonding with humans is very frowned upon in heaven and there have only been a few cases of it. It's only supposed to connect our feeling, but what I am….. I don't know if it will be the same," Cas answered with a sigh.

"Connect our feeling?" Dean snapped.

"Yes, I can feel what you're feeling and you can feel what I'm feeling. It should start any day now actually."

Dean mumbled, "well that's not creepy," as he started the impala.

"You should only feel me when you focus on it," he stated.

"Will you know when I'm peeping in on your feeling?" Dean asked as he looked at the road ahead of him.

"I shouldn't and the same goes for you."

"Great," he growled as he turned into town.

Oxoxoxoxoxoxo

"You've got to be kidding me." Dean heard Cas yell a few rows down. He immediately went to him to find out what was happening.

"Cas what's…" He started before he saw what he was staring at. Cas picked a hand full up and dumped them in the basket Dean was carrying.

"No. No way are we getting those Cas," Dean stated as he picked them out and threw them back on the counter. Cas just got more and dumped them back in.

"Oh come on Dean you know you want them."

Dean glared at him, "no I definitely don't!"

"Well too bad," Cas said as he stole the basket away from him and continued down the aisle. "You need more beer correct?"

"Yeah, get whatever. But a lot of it" he called after him.

Dean shook his head as he made his way over to the pies. Why did he bring Cas in here with him? He only had to get a few things. They were in the gas station they always shopped at when they were at Bobby's getting supplies.

When Dean found Cas he was still at the beer section piling 24 packs of beers in the basket. He had at least 5 in there and he was still getting more.

"Whoa there, I think that's enough Cas."

He tilted his head to the side, "you said get a lot so I am."

"Yeah well that's enough, let's go."

When they got up to the register the cashier was a young blond girl who seemed to have something against clothes. "You guys having a big party or something?"

Before Dean could answer Cas smirked, "you could say that."

She looked at him and smiled a wicked smile, "oh really?" And leaned against the counter showing off her breasts even more.

Cas leaned on the counter closer to her, "why?"

Dean was glaring at them both and growled out, "ok can we just get our beer now."

She glared at him and started ringing up their items. She smirked when she saw what Cas got, "I presuming these are yours?"

He winked at her, "you know it."

Dean again glared at them. "You know what, how about I just leave so you guys can just get it on right here over the counter." He tried to storm out but Cas grabbed his wrist and spun him around pinning him to the counter. He leaned in close just above his lips.

"Why would I want her when I could have you instead."

Dean turned to look at the girl who had disappeared. He faced Cas again to see his eyes filled with lust. Dean couldn't take that look and devoured his mouth. Their hands explored each other and they peeled away clothes until they were both naked. They sucked on each other and left many marks.

"Casss," Dean moaned out as he made his way down Dean's body, licking and sucking. Dean gasped as Cas took him in all at once. It was so wet and warm Dean couldn't even speak. He moaned and whimper as Cas licked and sucked his cock.

Dean pulled at Cas's hair and earned a hum from the man. Dean was already leaking with pre come and he knew he wasn't going to last much longer if Cas kept this up.

"Stop.. Cas.." he panted. Cas stopped with a pop and looked up at him tilting his head.

"What?" he asked giving Dean an innocent look.

"You… Sonofabitch," he panted and pulled Cas up for another rough kiss. Dean licked the top of Cas's mouth and felt him shiver. Dean smiled at that. He could make this all power being moan and shiver for him.

They parted and Cas growled, "turn around." Dean did and he knew what was about to happen. Surprisingly he was ok with it. He wanted to have Cas deep inside him and moaning his name. The thought of him doing that to that blonde cashier made his blood boil. He wanted Cas to touch no one else but him. Cas chose him to bond with. Cas saved him from hell. Why should anyone else get to touch him?

Dean heard a click behind him and saw Cas spurt lube on his fingers. He threw the bottle over his shoulder and rubbed his fingers until they were so slick that they shined in the light. They locked eyes and he saw Cas ask if he was ok with his eyes. Dean nodded and leaned down on the counter and wiggled his ass a little. That earned a smirk and a growl from Cas as he slid one finger in.

Dean hissed as it went in and tried to reject it. "Relax," he heard Cas say from behind him. He did and it soon turned into something completely different. Dean moaned and Cas started moving his finger around. He added another and moved around making Dean's knees go weak. If he wasn't leaning on the counter, he was sure he would have fallen to the ground by now.

By the time he had 3 fingers in, Dean was moaning and whimpering like crazy. Cas hit his sweet spot which left Dean gasping for air. "Cas. Now," he panted out.

Cas understood as he pulled out and lined himself up. Slowly, he sank all the way into Dean and they both moaned shamelessly. He started a slow thrust and picked up the pace as Dean moaned and growled under him. Cas sucked on Dean's back as he thrust into Dean over and over again. Cas hit his prostate over and over making Dean shiver and quake under him, moaning shamelessly.

Dean gasped as Cas reached around and started pumping him in time with each thrust. Dean's head was spinning with pleasure and the only thing he could think was Cas, Cas, Cas. One twitch of Cas's hand sent Dean over the edge and came all over the counter moaning Cas's name over and over. Dean guessed he sent Cas over the edge by that as he came deep inside of him growling and biting at Dean.

They both stayed like that panting and clinging to each other in a sticky mess. Finally Cas slid out of him and brought Dean up for a sloppy kiss. When they broke apart Cas smirked. "I think we should get back to Sam and Bobby now."

Dean only nodded and looked around for his clothes. "No need," he heard Cas say and found himself clothed with no sweat on him at all. He looked to Cas and found him back in his clothes too.

"Ok that's cool," Dean smirked.

Cas nodded and stood beside Dean in front of the counter.

"Ok what's your problem!" He heard a high pitch voice say in front of him. Dean spun his head around to see the blond cashier glaring at him.

"Umm-." Dean stammered out.

"I'm sorry sweetheart," Cas cut in. "You see my boyfriend here hates it when I try to get him jealous. But I love to," he smirked and ran his eyes over Dean. "It gets him so hot and bothered."

The girl stared at him, "so you two?"

Cas gave a sad smile for her, "yeah." She glared at Dean and rang up the rest of their items in silence. Dean looked over at Cas only to see him him smirking at him.

'You son of a bitch,' Dean thought.

'What can I say?' Dean heard him Cas answer in his head and made Dean stare in shock.

Oxoxoxoxoxoxo

"What the hell took you so long?" Dean heard Sammy yell as he walked through the door.

"Oh I wasn't gone that long!" he yelled back, putting the bags on the table as Cas walked through with the rest of them.

Sam walked in and slowed down once he saw Cas, "Cas.. What are you doing here?"

"Do I need a reason?" he snapped.

Sam looked taken aback, "No I-"

"Well then that's settled," Cas cut in and put the bags next to Dean's.

"Ok," Sam mumbled and headed for the bags. He took out all the beer and stared at the bottom of the bag.

"What?" Dean asked looking at him.

"Glow in the dark condoms?" he asked picking one up and staring at Dean, "What the hell?"

Deans felt blood rush to his face and took a quick look at Cas who had the biggest smile on his face. Sam looked between Dean and Cas as realization washed over his face.

"No, Don't tell me."