Chapter three- slipped away!
Disclaimer-I do not own anything of twilight (sadly)
Bella Pro
I wake up with a scream; I'm covered in a thin layer of sweat.
'It was just a dream' I repeat those words over and over again. When will this nightmare ever end? I always dream of it, of him!
I can feel the tears running down my face as I rock myself back and forward, I need to calm down.
I take a deep breath while I hold onto my pendant, Scarlett and I had the same pendant but in different colours, (on profile) mine in a teal colour, Scarlett's in a purple colour, it was a stone with a tree covered on top of it, it was our birthday gift, just thinking about it brings me to more tears.
I check the time on my alarm clock, the blue lights flashing 7:30 AM.
'You up yet Bella?' Annabel says while knocking on my door.
'I'm up, going to have a shower, ok?'
'Yeah' and I hear her footsteps go down the hall until I hear her door close.
I walk into my bathroom and take of my clothes; I lay them neatly on the chair and turn the water on, once I get it to the temperature I like I start to relax.
The water feels great on my back but I know I can't stay in for too long; I wash my hair with my rose's and strawberry shampoo, use my berry body wash and just out of the shower.
When I enter my room again I head start to the walk-in closet.
(Outfit on profile)
I pull out a black leather jacket, ripped skinny jeans and a white tank top with a nice pair of black heel/boots.
I blow dry my hair and leave it to naturally curl. Some lip-gloss and mascara and I are ready to go. I head down stairs and make some toast for Annabel and me, few minutes later Annabel comes down the stairs and into the kitchen in a pair of jeggings, black and white top, black jacket and boots, her hair is in a side pony tail curled.
'Thanks for the toast' Annabel's says, I nod my head and drink my orange juice, not eating my toast.
'Are you going to eat it? Bella you are already losing enough weight as it is, eat it!' Annabel's says to me, glaring at me.
I take a bite and clean the dishes, I hear Annabel sign.
'I'm just not hungry, the nerves of being the new girl again' I say, giving her a smile.
'I have to use the baseball bat today and for the rest of the school year' Annabel's says, I give her a crazy look and ask her why.
'Because you look amazing and I have to fight them off with something' I laugh and tell her the same thing.
'Let's go' I nod and tell her I just have to grab my bag, I run upstairs and into my room, I quickly put my phone, make-up, book and purse in my grey bag and walk out the door.
(Skip ride to school)
'I don't think I can do this' I say to Annabel.
'Yes you can Bella! I will drag you out of the car if I have too, give me your iPod' I give her a weird look but give her my iPod touch.
'We will listen to your iPod when we step out of the car, listen to the music and hold your head up high' I nod and step out of the car the same time Annabel does. We meet at the front of the car while she picks out a song I pull my black sunglass's on. Annabel hands me an ear plug and we walk, heads held high, from the corner of my eye I can see people pointing at staring. I listen to the song and sing the lyrics in my head.
"Without You by the Darkest Days"
If I had my way,
I'd spend every day right by your side
And if I could stop time,
Believe me I'd try for you and I
And each moment you're gone,
Is a moment too long in my life
So stay right here, right now
[Chorus]
'Cause without you I'm a disaster
(The moment you go)
And you're my ever after
(Just thought you should know)
'Cause I need to know your answer
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I want you to say you're gonna stay with me
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I die every day that you're away from me
If the world ceased to spin,
You could start it again with just one smile
If the seas turn to sand
With the wave of your hand it would rain for miles
But the thought of you gone,
Makes everything wrong in my life
So stay right here, right now
[Chorus]
'Cause without you I'm a disaster
(The moment you go)
And you're my ever after
(Just thought you should know)
'Cause I need to know your answer
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I want you to say you're gonna stay with me
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I die every day that you're away from me
My heart breaks with every beat,
I can't explain what you do to me
So just say you'll promise me,
Please, take me if you ever leave
But the thought of you gone
Makes everything wrong in my life
So stay right here, right now
[Chorus]
'Cause without you I'm a disaster
(The moment you go)
And you're my ever after
(Just thought you should know)
'Cause I need to know your answer
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I want you to say you're gonna stay with me
(Just say you'll stay with me)
I die every day that you're away from me
So just say you'll promise me,
Please, take me if you ever leave
My heart breaks with every beat,
I die every day that you're away from me
By the time the song ended we were in the front office
'Hi Miss, my name is Annabel and this is Bella, were new here and was wondering if we could get our timetable for here?'
'Of course dearie's, my name is Mrs Hand, can I ask for your last name?' she gives us a warm smile,
'Of course, Annabel Leave and Bella Swan'
Miss Hand hands us our timetable
'It's great to have you back Bella, I'm so sorry honey' Mrs Hand is a lovely women. I nod my head and walk out with Annabel; we look at our time tables and see we have most our classes together.
I have Music first while Annabel has wood work first. I give her hug before she goes back up the hall where her locker is.
While I walk down the hall I hear wolf whistles and cat calls until I reach my locker, I open it up and grab my music books, putting away my bag, grabbing my phone and iPod and walking towards the music room, I still remember my way around this school, I hope Annabel is finding her way around and not lost.
I text her asking her if she found her wood work class and she replies yes. I sign and enter the music room/home room.
'Hi, my name is Mr Simmons' he shakes me hands and I hand him a blue slip because I'm new. He sighs it and asks me if I would like to introduce myself to the class, I shake my head no quickly and he laughs and tells me to sit at the back, I nod and walk to the back, getting wolf whistles while walking.
Once I am seated right near the window Mr Simmons calls out the roll and tells the class.
'Class we have a new student today, one that moved back here, you all will know her as Bella Swan' everyone looks at me and I just keep my eyes on the teacher.
(30 minutes later)
'Ok class, who would like to sing a song today, anyone?' he looks out to the class and see no hands 'I guess I will have to pick someone then'
'Bella' I have a look of shock on my face, of course my first day back and I have to sing, maybe I should just walk out of the class room, my thought are interrupted by Mr Hand asking me which song I will sing.
I plug my iPod into the school's docking station and pick the song that I wanted. I take a deep breath and let the music play.
"Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne"
Na (x7)
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh
Na, Na, Na, Na, Na, Na, Na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oh
I hope you can hear me because I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Oh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up?
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere you're not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same no.
The day you slipped away
Was the day that I found it won't be the same oh...
Na (x7)
I miss you
Everyone claps and I quickly grab my iPod and sit back down but not before I noticed one of the guys from the beach yesterday, I think his name is Jake or Jace or Jacob. He stares at me which am a tad bit creepy.
During the rest of the class I just listening to my iPod and texted Annabel though class. Once the bell went I rushed out and went to meet her at her locker.
'Bells?' shit! I turn around and find myself face to face with Jared and Paul.
The hall way is complete empty except for two people walk down behind Jared and Paul, there eyes are gold I think, wait they can't be, not like his.
The is one females and one males, a blonde girl who looks like she would be on the cover of vouge, brown haired male, muscles and was holding hands with the blonde in a romantic way.
I look at Paul and Jared with a glare.
'Get away from me' I say, Jared and Paul looked hurt.
'But Bells, you have to listen to me-' I cut him off my walking away but Jared grabs my wrist and turns me back. That's enough!
I punch him, bloody hard too! Jared falls to the ground and Paul looks at me with shock.
'Get the fuck away from me!' I walk off and head to my locker but when I am outing my books away I hear someone talking.
'Are you ok?' the male with the gold eyes.
'Vampire' I whisper and run away, there both hot on my tail and cut me off.
I start to sob, saying please don't hurt me, not again.
They give me a shocked look and the blonde one hugs me. Telling me it's all right.
'I'm sorry' I say quietly and walk off; they follow me back I head to my next class that Annabel should be in, maths.
Once I walk in I give the teacher the blue slip and he signs it, I sit next to Annabel and she gives me a look but I shake my head and listen to my iPod to calm me down.
(After double maths)
'Let's get something to eat, I'm hungry' I hear Annabel say and I nod. During class I told her what happened, not about the vampires because I know she will freak, the whole point of coming here was to get away from him.
When we walk into the cafeteria everyone is quite, Annabel links her arm with mine and pulls me towards the food. I look at one end of the cafeteria and see Jared and his friends and on the other end I see the two vampires at the other end but now there not alone, two others have joined them, a blonde hair male, looking like he is in pain and a pixie like female with black hair.
After we have paid for our food we sit down at a table in the middle of the cafeteria, we sit and eat while people are still watching us but once Annabel and I glare at them they turn around.
'Annabel' I whisper 'don't have a panic attack but... there are vampires in this school' Annabel nods and I start counting down.
5
4
3
2
1
'There are bloody what!' she whispers/ yells at me. I nod and show her them. 'They can probably here us talking now' she gives me a panic looks and it takes me over 13 minutes to calm her down.
'They have gold eyes though' she says to me
'Just like …. Him' I am close to tears but I will not let them fall.
'Oh Bella' she hugs me and squeezes me hand tightly
The bells rings and we quickly exit the cafeteria, not wanting another talk with either Vampires or Jared and his friends; we head off to double English.
(Skip writing about double English)
'I never thought this day would end' I say quietly
Annabel nods her head and smile as we head off to her car. Once we are there I take one last look and hop in, Annabel turns the radio on.
Lyrics to Wild at Heart by Birds of Tokyo:
You've got your motive, you set the scene
So how about another taste
Or would you like to remind me why we're here
As I walk to the water to cleanse off the blood on my hands
The weight of this crime leaves a stain in the sand
I hope new tides come to wash me clean for good
You know that I fought with many and I won for some
We stared at ourselves 'til our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
This empty bottle, this busted hand
Highlights mistakes of a broken man
He won't speak up; no he won't come out of his hole
We were led to believe that the language of love was god
So few were forgiven
I'll lead a march to the wall
And we'll pull it down
So we can rebuild it
I fought with many and I won for some
We stared at ourselves to our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
When was the moment it all fell apart?
With no sign of warning, no raised alarm
We still wear our bruises, we shows our scars
Forever the wild at heart
You know that I fought with many and I won for some
We started at ourselves 'til our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
When was the moment it all fell apart?
With no sign of warning, no raised alarm
We still wear our bruises, we shows our scars
Forever the wild at heart
You've got your motive, you set the scene
So how about another taste
Or would you like to remind me why we're here
As I walk to the water to cleanse off the blood on my hands
The weight of this crime leaves a stain in the sand
I hope new tides come to wash me clean for good
You know that I fought with many and I won for some
We stared at ourselves 'til our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
This empty bottle, this busted hand
Highlights mistakes of a broken man
He won't speak up; no he won't come out of his hole
We were led to believe that the language of love was god
So few were forgiven
I'll lead a march to the wall
And we'll pull it down
So we can rebuild it
I fought with many and I won for some
We stared at ourselves to our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
When was the moment it all fell apart?
With no sign of warning, no raised alarm
We still wear our bruises, we shows our scars
Forever the wild at heart
You know that I fought with many and I won for some
We started at ourselves 'til our breaking point
We wear our bruises like watermarks
The life and the death of the wild at heart
When was the moment it all fell apart?
With no sign of warning, no raised alarm
We still wear our bruises, we shows our scars
Forever the wild at heart
By the time the song ended we were at home and I sign with happiness and head into my room fast.
(Two hours later)
After my homework is done Annabel shouts at me that she is going to the shops to get food, I yell ok and hear her shut the front door, I hear the car start and then she drives away.
I grab my knife and hop into the shower; I pull the bandages off my wrist and cut myself, I sit down in the shower and watch the blood flow down the drain.
Once I am done I get changed and climb into bed, maybe it's too early to go to sleep but by then I already feel the sleepiness dragging me down.
Ok guys, that's it for this chapter, tell me what you think of it and please leave a review, thanks.
