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Also, is now the time to mention this will probably have spoilers for all seasons?
#3 Young
Rationally, Castiel had, of course, been familiar with the concept of youth but he hadn't quite understood how it felt until now. Now that he was human it was beginning to down on him that there was more to it than age. After all, his vessel wasn't all that young – not for a human, anyway - but he felt… eager. And somehow hopeful and curious in a way he hadn't quite experienced these emotions in while he was still an angel.
Then there was sex. And, of course, sex was… Castiel was convinced sex had something to do with this youthful feeling, too. Maybe that was why Dean liked it so much. As far as he knew, sexual activity did not biologically delay aging but he was beginning to think perhaps he didn't know very far. Castiel was rather proud that he had finally managed to 'do it' with April after all the times Dean had prompted him but he was also secretly upset that the first girl he had slept with had turned out to want him dead. It had been rather nice to feel… desired. It was frustrating that it hadn't been real. Perhaps he should have been able to tell if she was 'faking'? Would Dean have been able to tell? Another part of youth was inexperience. Based on that, he may have been a very old angel but he was a very young human indeed. Perhaps he would be able to get better with practice and pick women to sleep with who weren't enemies and didn't have hidden motives. After all, Sam was younger than Dean and he'd ended up sharing a bed with a monster several times but not so much in later years…
Humans were complicated. Perhaps that was why they had to go through the process of maturing – because unless all the intricacies of being human were learned gradually, they might make one's brain explode.
