Wow! I am shocked at how many hits I have got; sorry I haven't been updating this story; Morning Darkness has been getting my attention. So here is the third chapter, as most questions have been who are the babies' fathers. (Renesemee is not in the story yet!)
What I Wouldn't Give-
Chapter Three- Am I A Father!?
Bella's POV-
I knew Edward saw the second baby, the girl, she looked just like him, He still hadn't said anything "Edward, I'm sorry…" I started, "Bella, Bella. Don't worry I'm just having a moment." He said chuckling, "So am I a father?" he asked a smile playing at his lips, "Well, It sure seems like it, we have to talk about that and everything." I said, "Yes, can I hold her, while we chat?" he asked. "Yes" I said, I hated getting his hopes up, he might not be the father, but his simile, his simile just melted me.
--Meanwhile—Out in the family area.
Carlisle's POV-
How I was going to tell my wife we might be grandparents was something I was ready to do, I knew Emmett and Jasper would not take it well that there brother broke there pack, of no sex before marriage, (Let the Emmett jokes begin!!) I walked out, I would have to give Bella and Edward some time, Hopefully Jacob wasn't here, I never did like him, and I have always wandered what Bella saw in him. Esme had to have seen my facial expression cause she was over by my side at once, "Is everything okay, Carlisle?" she asked. "Yes, It is" I looked over towards Bella's family and my family and of course there was Jacob holding anther girls hand, great. "Everyone, Some things have came up, not bad, just some things Bella and Edward need to talk about alone, I'm sure Addison, Edward or myself will tell you when it's okay for visitors. "WHAT!? I'm the father, and don't I get to see my baby?" Jacob asked, "Babies," Addison corrected, she was now behide me. "Can I see them?" Jacob asked, "NO Sir! You have some questions to answer young man, with me, then maybe you can see the babies, maybe" Charlie said, Jacob squeezed his friend's hand and then went with Charlie. "Is that okay, everyone?" I asked. "Yes. We'll wait." They said, Alice got up, "Where are you going Alice?" I asked. "Going to tell the school what's going on." She said. "Okay." I replied back. I turned to Esme, "Can you go talk alone?" I asked her. "Ooooooo, Dad and mom are going to talk" Emmett said, putting air quotes around talk, making Jasper and Rosalie laugh. "Emmett Cullen, you will not show that behavior here," I said sternly. "Yes sir, I'm sorry" Emmett said. "Sure, Carlisle, anything" Esme replied. Sometimes I wander why we had 3 children and why are trying for more.
--Okay back to Bella's room--
Bella's POV
Edward had picked up my baby girl (sorry, I don't have a name yet) and was walking over to the rocking chair beside of my bed. "So, what are we going to do" I blurted out. I wanted to take one thing at a time but of coruse I had to rush it all. "Well, you are married now" he said, and his face fell. "Yeah, I didn't think you where coming back." I said. "I'm sorry Bella, sorry a million times over, when did you get married?" he asked, "Right after I found out that you died, I stayed overnight with Jacob and then this happened." I said, and I hated it, hated it, if I only would have known. "That's when I came back, I was going to beg for you to come back if I had to, but then everyone told me you had moved on, I thought you died cause you didn't even call Alice" he said. "I know, Edward I'm so sorry, If I only knew, you where back, I would have called, begged, pleaded. I finally felt whole when I saw you in the gym" I said. I didn't know I was crying, until he wiped the tears away, "So what are we going to name our baby?" he asked, Our baby, I think my heart melted at the words. "What are you thinking?" I asked, "hmmmm, I love the names Britney, and Alison" he said, "What about you?" he asked, "I like Eliza," I said, "What about Britney Alice Cullen?" I asked, "I wouldn't want anything else," he said, and he lent down and kissed me. Oh my gosh, he kissed me. My heart was pounding how long had I wanted him to kiss me again, his soft velvet lips on mine, and it was happening, I wander what Jacob was doing, I had hope that he wasn't here, The kiss lasted for a good 3 minutes, with Britney in-between us, He pulled away, "Man, I forget how it was to kiss you" he said, I laughed with him. "So where does this leave us?" I asked in a small voice, "I think it leaves us passionately in love, but your already taken." He said, sad, broken-hearted, If I had only listened to my gut feeling and held out a little longer, Edward and I could have been more the what we were now. We could have been something more. "I don't want to give it up, yet" I said, and then again I was crying, "I don't either" Edward said, he let a tear escape as well. "Will you wait for me, please, wait for me, give me some time, please wait." I said. "Oh Bella, I wish I could, but that anit my time to give." He said, "What." I said, I was fully crying now. "We are going to move soon…." He started, "Don't you give me that moving shit again, Edward Anthony Cullen, I've heard it" I said, I was upset and mad, how could he do this to me, how could he do this me anything. I put my head in my hands, he was still holding Britney, "Bella, you are married, you have two kids, how do you think this is going to work out?" he asked. "Faith and hope, When I saw you in the gym, I felt whole Edward, Whole. I finally slept good, in the helicopter." I said. "You wanted to forget Bella, you wanted to forget so you could live again. That's what I'm giving you, time to forget, time to learn how to live again." He said. "SO, you are going to leave me once again, leave your daughter without a father and ride off into the sunset?" I asked, I didn't know I was yelling, "MAYBE, I will" he said, "sounds about right" he added. I gritted my teeth together, "....Again, Edward, You broke my heart once I am not going to step aside and let you do that again." I said with force in my voice, I'm surprised my voice didn't crack. "Bella, why are we having this conversation again?" he asked. "Again, No we have not had this conversation before, the last time you left I just stepped aside and let you leave, let you give me this stupid little speech about why you aren't healthy for me, and how you had to leave." I was so mad. "I'm going to leave, I may or may not be back later. You have other people you need to see." He said, he put Britney in her bassinet and walked out the door. What was that?
My mom was the first to come in, she asked what the names were, I told her Britney Alice, and Edward Jacob, wait till Edward heard that ha. Next to come in were Esme, Rose, and Emmett. They said the babies were beautiful and then left to give me some rest, next to come in was Alice and Jasper, "Oh! Look at those beautiful little babies!" Alice exclaimed, "What are there names?" she asked, "Edward Jacob and Britney Alice" I said almost starting to cry again. Alice's face lit up, "Britney Alice?" she asked, I think I saw a tear escape from the corner of her eye, I had never saw Alice cry. "Yes, you are my best friend and Edward's favorite brother's girlfriend" I said, "What have you been up to?" I asked, "Well, Jasper and I are getting married, Will you be my matron of honor?" she asked, "Of course Alice! I would love too," I said. "Thanks, Bella, I should have called you when Edward came home, but you didn't call either so I thought you had moved or something, I'm hurt you didn't at least invite me to the wedding." She said. She came and set where Edward had, "I'm sorry Alice, I don't know what I was thinking." I said. "Bella, as your bff I have to tell you something, Jacob came in with anther girl and is holding her hand, I'm sorry I had to tell you" she said. I heard a knock on my door, It was Addison, "Bella we had ran some test right after your babies were born, and we know who the father is" she said, Alice held on to both mine and Jasper's hands, Would you like me to go get Edward and Jacob?" she asked, "Yes please, and the whole families please" I replied. She nodded okay and walked out to go get Edward and Jacob, and my family. I had no clue what was going to happen next. Alice and Jasper said nothing and neither did I, thankfully it gave me some time to think, Whoever was the father is who I would be true to, if it was Edward, which I hoped it was, hopefully we could be together, and if it was Jacob he would never see me shed anther tear for Edward Cullen. Soon one by one, everyone came in, Charlie and Renee', Emmett and Rose, Esme and Carslie, Billy, Jacob, a girl who was holding Jacob's hand and at last Edward. "Everyone, I'm sure you are ready to here who is a new dad and who is not, we ran some test right after the babies were born, As you can see, the baby boy", Addison looked at me for a name, "Edward Jacob," I said, I saw Jacob look down and Edward had a smile playing at his lips "looks like Jacob and the baby girl" Addison started then finished waiting for her name,"Britney Alice" I said. "Looks just like Edward and the father is…"
HA! I left a cliffy, a huge one, you will have to wait till I update again to know who the father is. I'm sorry, don't hate me or be upset and mad, I'm working on the forth chapter right now so you will know soon who is the daddy. Enjoy. Chelsea
Songs:
Pretend: Secondhand Serenade- (How Edward feels, "Please let me be free from you, Please let be free, I can't face the truth".)
Just A Dream: Carrie Underwood- (How Bella felt when Edward tried to say goodbye again and when he did say goodbye, "Baby why did you leave me, why did you let me go, I was counting on forever, now I'll never know, I can't even breath, It's like I' m looking from a distance, everybody's saying he anit coming home now. This can't be happening to me, This is just a dream")
Already Home: Ha Ash (How Edward feels when he kisses Bella, "I Was already home, right where I was supposed to be, you were right in front of me I was not alone, I was already home sometimes you to blind to see the one thing that you really need has been there all along, It took leaving you to know, I was already home")
A Little Bit Longer: Jonas Brothers- (Just a little bit longer till you find out who the father is :p)
Please review! Enjoy Chelsea
