Chapter 3
*Trudy`s POV*
What am I doing? He left me, and I just accept his apology and admit my feelings for him? I am insane. Why did I do that? I wish this had never happened and I could reverse time, and make it so that he never met that Larissa. No, scratch that, I wish we`d never met. I can`t be dealing with the stress. I don`t need it. But there is literally only one upside to this. I am a mother-to-be. Other than that, my whole life is the pits.
"Trudy, can we have a chat?"
I feel so bad. "Sure..."
I walked into the living room with him. We sat on the couch.
"What is it?"
"I just wanted to say, I`m sorry for leaving you. I shouldn`t`ve. Truth being, ever since I left, I thought about you every single day."
"Haven`t we been over this already? Look, I missed you too. But, you should just forget it. It`s over with, you`re back, we`re going to be parents. Just do what I had to, relax. Don`t go planning for any future, we may not even get back together."
"I thought we were back together."
"No, sorry. Not exactly boyfriend/girlfriend, but more than friends."
"Can`t we give our relationship another go? I miss cuddling up with you at night and squishing you during the day. I miss your sweet kisses and cuddles, all your sweet little words."
I felt so mean, but I don`t really want to trust him.
"Please, Trudy. Just one last chance. I promise you, I won`t break your heart again. I really messed up. I can`t see you every day and not give you so much as a cuddle."
I felt absolutely horrible. I can`t trust his promises now, but I really want to!
"Trudy, I love you. You`re the light of my life, your smile lights up my whole world. And the way you look at me makes me feel so bad about what I did."
I looked at him. He looked so desperately sorry, like he really meant what he said. I don`t think he did, but I want to trust him. I am going to regret this.
"OK, last chance. But blow this, I don`t care how many apologies you give me, you are not getting another chance. Is that clear?"
"Yeah."
He kissed me. Well, just call me a spineless little wimp, that`s true enough.
Sorry it was so gooey and mushy, I`m no good with drama. Until next time, please R&R. RandomDizzy. :D
