In my mind: is there the problem.
My thoughts often are in conflict with Jimmy's thoughts.
I am really sorry for him, I took him away from his family ....
Oh God, another feeling: I feel guilty.
Damn! What is happening to me? Am I becoming human?
It's not possible, the Angels are never born, we were created by God, we were not generated.
Jimmy's memories and thoughts humiliate me, disturb me.
He thinks of her daughter and he's afraid for her.
His daughter is like him: special.
She is a vessel and maybe one day it will be asked her to accept a creature like me.
Don't you do it my darling, your father does not want it and ... I also don't want it.
I have trapped your father forever, or at least until I will manage to survive.
I took off him everything: home, family, work: it was my fault if he died and resurrected several times.
His body has been cut into shreds, and he was there to suffer with me .
Forgive me, Jimmy. I know you can hear me more than what happened before my rebellion.
I know you miss your daughter and your wife ... and I am sure they miss you.
You are a good man, you accepted to be my vessel even though I asked you everything.
Maybe I was punished for this: now I suffer with you.
Sometimes I seem to be your vessel.
