Chapter three; Ohmygod! He talked to me!

Jessica's POV;

How can someone be so perfect. All I could do is watch him. Take in every movement he did. His soft breathing, every time he blinked. I actually found myself sighing with lust. Trusting by his smile, he was a nice guy. It was very rare to find a nice guy here. There were hardly any datable guys here. Or any nice guys. The good guys were aways taken. Or already bedded by Lauren. Saying that, she bedded any guy she could get her hands on. Didn't want to touch anyone Lauren had touched. Just in case she had a STI or something. It wouldn't surprise me if she came to school saying she had AID's or was preggerz. Yet again, I heard Edward chuckle. What was he laughing at? Mr Greene had told us all to have a group talk about the movie/book the lovely bones. Not that I wanted to talk about that movie! It made me cry! That poor little girl! Lauren was leaning over, talking to Mike and Tyler and Angela- usually I would join in, but I was occupied watching Edward. What was he laughing about? I managed to peer round, and see he was reading the lovely bones. Hadn't he read it before in his life? It was a good book. Not that I could admit I liked reading. Apparently, I was too 'blond' to like books. Couldn't a girl be like me, and like to read? Obviously not. This was my perfect chance to talk to him. Or will he just.. smile at me. I lent forward again, moving my hair out of my face. "Hey, Edward." I said clearly enough for him to hear- and not for Lauren or the others to notice me talking to him. He turned around, that same polite smile on his perfect face. "What are 'ya reading?" He looked to the desk, and picked up the book- and I was right. It was the lovely bones. I smiled, and moved curled a piece of my brown hair to behind my ear.

"You like it so far?" I asked. He just kinda shrugged. But his lip's parted, and I could of died! "Its rather interesting, actually. I never knew about this book until now. Tragic, but I'm glad I've found it now." His voice was so smooth. Like velvet. Purple blue velvet, that was always the best kind. Or red, that was kinda kinky. I pushed those thoughts out my head, and noticed him looking down smiling to himself. "I cried." I blurted out. Great! Now he was going to think I was a hormonal girl who can't control her tears!

"Surprising, since I never cry." I lied. He just nodded, and turned around again. Still smiling to himself. I inhaled, and lent back. "Well done Jessica, you should of just asked what he had next." I sighed to myself. "i have Math." I heard his sexual voice call again. I smiled, and nodded. Damn it. I was in Chemistry. I looked down, and slumped into the back of my chair. I felt like a idiot! No, I WAS a idiot.

When the bell rang, Edward was the first out of the class. I tried to look for him at lunch. But no sign. The rest of them were- and I had to admit. Mike was right. That blond girl was beautiful. It was unreal. Lauren was also right. The big dark haired guy was rather yummy also. But non of them looked like Edward. The one I had my eye on. The only one I would ever have my eye on. The next day, he was in class. I spoke to him, a few times. He made me laugh, at a statment in the book of the lovely bones. He told me I was kind. He said my name every now and then, but never came close to actually bonding. But as the week passed, and it hit friday, he just said goodbye and left. I would usually wait for the guy to ask me out, but this couldn't wait. I was in love with this guy! I wanted to be his already! So I chose- monday would be the day. I would walk up to Edward at lunch, and ask him out.

Well, that's easier said then done.

Right, prep myself. Just before school. My mom was at work, again. She always worked late, and started early. It was something I was used to now. Her never being here. My dad died when I was 12. So I was used to the fact my dad wasn't around any longer. Mom on the other hand, wasn't. She had taken over time at work so she could stay out of the house more. The house reminded her too much of him. Looking at me reminded me of him too much. So we kinda didn't talk that much. Pulling my hair up into a bobble, I headed out into the cloudy, damp day. School awaited. As did my soon-to-be boyfriend. I didn't have English with him at all today, so when I speak to him at lunch, it will be the only time I would have spoken to him all day. Wish me luck.

"I wonder.." Anyone who knew me, knew what I were going to say next. Something revolving Edward. Sweet, god-like, perfect Edward Cullen. With eyes that could melt any cold soul. Fill any heart with lust. Which, he had done with mine. Crushes were beyond me. But this, Angela said was a crush. But I knew it was more. Way more. I was obsessed with the Cullen boy. With his messy, bronze hair, his golden eyes, his full lip's, that I wished so much would touch mine. Often I found myself staring at him in lesson's, wondering what it would be like to actually touch him. To feel his beautiful skin, that looked like silk in my eyes. Wondered what it would be like to wind my fingers threw his hair, clinging on so he couldn't leave.

"You wonder what?" My train of thought was shaken, when the annoying, and rusty voice of Lauren echoed threw my head. Act clam. She already thought I was mad for the guy, didn't want her to think I was actually going insane over him. "I wonder if we have.. a history test, yeah. A history test." I lied smoothly. Which she shrugged. "Probably." She was right. Our teacher had been very moody lately. Rumor had it that he and his wife had split. So he was taking it out on us. What a nice guy, right? I rolled my eyes, and straightened myself up against Tyler's van. There was only one reason why we were standing out here, in the freezing cold- since it was coming close to winter. Because I was waiting on him. Lauren didn't think that, obviously.

She thought we were waiting on Angela and Mike. Haaha, as if. Did she really think I would stand this cold, bitter wether just for those two? Who I saw everyday? No. I was facing it because I wanted to see him. The face I only got to see on weekday's. Day's that I didn't know if he were going to show up. But when he did, it alway's had my heart in a race, that it felt as if it were going to run out of my chest and down the road. That was the affect he had on most girl's. Constant swooning, girl's always had there eyes on him, day dreaming about him. Okay, I really have to stop describing myself. I'm making myself look as if I were a stalker. Which, I obviousy wasn't. I just liked to wait on him. Be the first to set eyes on him after a long weekend of daydream's. The cold air bit at my cheek's, making them a almost bright colour. Crimson. Almost. My hood was covering my head, to warm up my ear's, but it still managed to tossle my hair around. Damn the bloody wind. But at least I knew one thing. The sky was gray. Which meant Dr. Cullen hadn't pulled them out of school to go hiking. So, it was up to them. Where they coming, so I got to see the god of my dream's - literally - or letting me wollow with his absence? Please god, let it be the first one.

"They should be here soon. Mikes got a game, I think." Did I really give a crap about Mikes game? Of course not. Not when it came down to the knowing if Edward was going to be in the same area as me. Breathing the same air. Oh, that thought almost made me hyperventilate. Him, breathing my air. It was so close to him being close enough to take in my breath. Then our lip's would touch, and.. stop it, Jessica. my inner voice growled at me, making my shake my head and pull out of my trance. Damn, I had this thing bad. "Yeah, I'll wait five more minutes." I simply said to Lauren, who was trying to get Tyler's attention. He was busy messing around with his radio. That thing hardly worked anyway. I had no idea what his parents were thinking allowing him to buy that piece of crap. Who in there right mind would go around in a piece of junk. Sure, my car wasn't top dosh or anything, but it was better than Tyler's scrap metal. Now, the car's people should be going around in, is the Cullen's. My favorite of course was Edwards. Kinda because he actually sat in it! His butt, the thing I often watched, lay in its soft touch. What I wouldn't give to be that seat.

"Cullen's are here." Lauren stated, slightly bored. She had given up on the fact of ever getting threw to the Cullen's when she tried talking to Jasper, and he completely ignored her. As if she wasn't there. Edward was different. I knew it. He did talk to me, sometimes. I had a good feeling about asking him out today. Well, I hoped it was a good feeling, and not what I thought it was. Nausea.

My green eyes perked up, watching as the car I craved to be in- next to him pulled into the lot. And just on time my heart began to climb. One by one, the Cullen family all came out of the small, slek Volvo. Oh how I envied them being able to be in such a small space, so close to him. Each, took a glance around- which I noticed that they always did. But never really noticed me. Guess I was a little too plain. I sighed with that thought. Too plain for Edward? No, don't bring yoursef down. He talked to you. He had a conversation with you. For al you know, he's been watching you too! Well, I would of certinally noticed, since my eyes were always glued to him.

Then his door opened, making my breath hatch a little. Here comes the god of all god! It was like slow motion, only better. His feet first, only making me want to watch more. Then his body, and slowly his head ducked out. Oh lord hep me. I felt as if I could of flown. "Jessica? What are you.. oh, right." Lauren said a little curious, then she too noticed what I was watching. "Isn't he just.. perfect in every way." I said in a love sick sigh. "Yeah, yeah, Jessica. Hes perfect. " Lauren sighed, taking my arm in her hand and pulling me along. Where as I could of stood and watched him all day.

My stomach was suddenly in knot's. Could I do this? I had too! He was born for me.

Like I was born to be his.