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BENE XX

Please don't disown me!

"Remus you don't understand!", Sirius exclaimed while the small family had dinner. "The majority of all the Slytherin's turned bad!"

Remus rolled his eyes while ten year old Alex looked from her Plate to Sirius, then to Remus and then again to her plate. "This still doesn't mean that all the Slytherins are bad!"

Sirius snorted, "Alright, what about the Malfoy's? My family?Crabbe? Goyle? My family, Remus! The Nott's, Avery! My family! Snivellus! My family-"

"I got it Sirius", Remus said annoyed but Sirius continued, " They were all bad."

Alex giggled when Sirius said "My family" four times and Sirius winked at her shortly. On the table was a short silence and Sirius sneered with a dark face, "Honestly, it is just a shame to be a Slytherin, I would disown my children if they would get sorted there." Remus didn't comment it and just rolled his eyes while Alex froze. Disown? A sudden fear spread her body. She was going to go to Hogwarts in about a month, what if she got sorted into Slytherin and not into Gryffindor like Sirius always said? Would he disown her too? Sirius always talked about how she was going to be a great Gryffindor just like her mum and dad. She was sure that it would kill him if she would be a Slytherin, like every other dark family, death eaters and like Voldemort. Maybe he didn't want her anymore and she had to live with the Dursley's? She would never see them again, they probably would hate her. I would disown my children. I would disown my children. She repeated his words a lot of times in her head.

Alex pushed her plate with her favourite dish away and looked down a little.

"Whasamatter, pup?", Sirius asked with a full mouth. She swallowed hard and stood up, "I'm done"

She ran immediately to her room and Remus shouted after her, "Alex! Lexi, you didn't eat!"

Remus and Sirius shared a confused. "What was that?", asked Sirius.

"I don't know!", answered Remus with a frown written on his face. "I'm done, too. I'll go and speak with her", Sirius said and stood up and immediately headed for his goddaughter's room. When he stood in front of it, he knocked and entered the room.

Alex was lying on the bed, reading a book. Sirius smiled at the sight of it. It is only Remus fault that his goddaughter loved books. Alex looked up and the door opened. When she saw Sirius she stiffened a little and fixed her eyes again on the book. Sirius studied her expressions and noticed that she was a little pale and avoided his eyes.

"Lex?"

Nothing.

"Alex?"

Again nothing. Sirius grew impatient and sat on the edge of her bed. "Alex, speak to me, what's the matter with you?", he asked softly.

"Nothing", she whispered and he had difficulties hearing her and leaned forward. "Why didn't you eat then?"

"I'm not hungry!", she said shortly.

"You should eat, pup!", he tried gently.

"I said, I'm NOT hungry!", she shouted. Sirius eyes got wide, not at her words but at the tone they had when she spoke to him. She sounded cold, like she wanted to push him away. Sirius sighed, took the book from her hands and closed it.

"What are you doing?", she asked. "Give me my book back!"

"What going on?", he asked and ignored her question.

"Give me my book", she nearly yelled but Sirius could see the sadness and the frustration in her eyes. "Uncle Moony gave it to me.", she finally said again. "It's mine."

Sirius took a deep breath and said coolly, "I tried to talk to you, but you wouldn't listen! Alex I'm asking for the last time now, why are you acting like this?"

"THAT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS; AND NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!", she cried loudly. "I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK WITH YOU!"

Sirius eyes got wide, since they had gotten her from the Dursley's, now nearly 5 years, she had never, never spoken to him like that. She too looked at him shocked, "I-I...Siri.."

He gave her the book back and went out of the room, trying his hardest not to show his hurt.

"What happened?", Remus asked from the dinning room. Sirius sighed and ran a hand through his hair, "I don't know"

"Alexandra Potter", McGonagall spoked loud and clear. Alex stumbled forward, trying to ignore the whispered which followed her.

"Potter?!"

"Potter did she say?"

"The Alexandra Potter?"

Alex grabbed the speaking hat and sat it on her head.

"Ah Alexandra Potter, I've been wondering when I would have the honour to sort you."

Alex swallowed and shivered in the chair. "Well let's see then...Hmm difficult really difficult", the hat whispered. "Plenty of courage I see. Not bad mind either, Smart girl, cheeky mouth, you take after your father. But never the less in some sort you aren't like him or your mother. You're cunning."

"No, please don't", Alex thought. "Not Slytherin, Not Slytherin."

The hat laughed softly in her ear, "My dear, you can't just wish were to be sorted in and where not. You're perfect for Slytherin, you have everything to be great there, it all there in your head."

Alex could feel the tears in her eyes as the hat suddenly screamed to the whole hall, "SLYTHERIN!"

The scene suddenly changed.

"Siri, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I tried, please, don't do that"

In front of her stood her godfather Sirius and also Remus. They looked odd, had funny expressions on their faces but then started glaring at her. They surroundings were cloudy.

"There no other way out of this Alexandra", Sirius spoke. Why did he call her Alexandra? He never did just when she did something wrong.

"We don't want you anymore!", Remus said, his normal soft and kind voice cold.

"I'm going to disown you!", Sirius said louder.

"No please", Alex whined, tears springing in her eyes. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Alex..Alex cub wake up."

"You'll live with the Dursley's again and I hope they don't treat you good because you don't deserve anything else! You're just a shame for me and everyone and no one is ever going to love you!"

The tears ran now freely down the small girls cheeks.

"Alex..."

"Please don't..."

"You don't deserve anything better, you're just an ungrateful freak, the Dursley's were right."

"Lexi, pup..."

"No..", Alex cried. "Siri...Remmy... Please don't to that"

"Alex, it's just a nightmare, wake up. sweetheart"

"Don't call us that!", spatted Sirius with a grimace, "We're not your guardian's anymore and will never be again, you're dark just like every other Slytherin! You choose you side! We don't want you anymore, we don't love you anymore."

"Alex..."

Alex heart sank. Why did Remus and Sirius do that with her, they had told her that they loved her. Now Sirius had disowned her. Alex fell on her knees and continued sobbing.

"ALEX!"

Alex was shaking in her bed and sobbing furiously. Remus and Sirius were each on one side of her bed and she continued crying. Sirius hugged her to him and she cried in his t-shirt, soaking it with tears. Remus was rubbing her back softly, both men couldn't remember Alex having a nightmare. Just in the first year they had got her, she had had nearly every night a bad dream.

"It's alright, cub", Remus whispered soothingly, "We're here."

Alex sobbed in Sirius chest again and stuttered while she cried and hugged him really tight, "Siri, please don't do that, I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry, I didn't want to, please don't do that."

There it was, the sentence that Sirius and Remus had heard while she had a nightmare and had made Sirius feel bad. His little pup had a nightmare about him?

"Do what, Prongslet?", Sirius asked gently and stroked her hair while her head was still buried in his chest.

She looked up at him with watery eyes and answered, "Please don't disown me"

Sirius paled instantly and shared a shocked look with Remus. "What...Why do you think I would ever do that, honey.?", ´Sirius chocked looking at her desperately. "You-You said you would disown your children if they get sorted into Slytherin? What if that happened to me? What if I'm a Slytherin, that you and Uncle Moony will hate me and I have to-to live with the Dursley's again and-"

"Alex..Alex pup, calm down at first okay.", Sirius spoke softly. "And now listen to me: What I said was absolute nonsense, I would never disown you, and I would never hate you, because I love you too much for that, and I – we – certainly will never – never again let you with the Dursley's."

"But what if...what if I'm a Slytherin and then-"

Remus kissed her head softly and said, "Then Slytherin is going to win a clever, brilliant and beautiful witch."

Alex was still crying as she repeated her question, "A-and you won't send me to the Dursley's again?"

"Of course not, cub", Remus sighed at stroked a tear from her cheek.

Alex frowned a little and her tears stopped, she looked at Sirius then at Remus and back again. "Really?"

"Really", Remus and Sirius said together. Alex laid again on her bed and snuggled into her big pillow. "Uncle Siri?"

"Yes, honey?"

"I' sorry that I shouted at you."

"It's okay, pup."

Remus smiled down at her and kissed her temple, "Sleep, now cub. It's really late."

Alex closed her eyes and when the men heard her breathing regularly and deeply, they left the room with a small smiled toward her.