It took a while to finish this chapter because of writers block urg! But yay I finally finished it! And like I promised it's a bit longer than the last chapter! Enjoy! (^_^*)

Warnings: Child abuse, non-graphic rape, mpreg and maybe smut in later chapters!

Disclaimer: I do not own Durarara!


"Are you serious?" Shinra said with so much enthusiasm that made Izaya look up confusingly. Not understanding why he was so happy, this defiantly was not a good thing. Besides guys aren't supposed to be able to get pregnant! So why wasn't Shinra freaking out as well? It just didn't make any sense to him.

"And why are you so happy about this? This isn't normal Shinra!" He yelled glaring at the boy with glasses.

"Ah normal, no… But this does mean my drug worked!"

"What the hell are you talking about drug?"

"Hah don't get mad, but I overheard you and Shizuo talking about over summer you two were going to have sex for the first time and you see…" Shrina cut himself off as he saw the pissed off expression Izaya was giving him.

"Dammit just spit it out already!"

"Well I have been working on this new drug that makes it too were a guy can bear a child. So when you weren't looking I slipped it into your drink."

"You what?" By this time Izaya was standing up, fuming with anger as he gripped onto the boy's shirt. "Why the hell would you do that? Especially without my god damn consent!" He yelled throwing Shinra off a little because he had never really seen Izaya angry.

"I know you're mad now, but isn't this great Izaya-kun? You and Shizuo are having a baby together!" And just like that, whatever anger Izaya had in him slowly faded and he was back to tears. "Fuck you!" He sobbed shoving Shinra against the wall. "I hope you know your little experiment will be aborted soon enough…" With that Izaya let go of Shinra and ran out of the closet.

Izaya didn't know where he was going, all he knew was he needed to get away before he actually murdered him. He couldn't believe he'd do that! But at the same time he could believe it, this was Shinra after all. Always wanting to run test and do experiments so he wasn't too surprised, hell he wouldn't have even been that mad if it really was Shizuo's baby and that's when it dawned on him. How was he going to explain this too his father? What would his reaction be? What would Shizuo say if he found out?

There were so many questions clouding his mind that he felt dizzy, so dizzy to the point everything started to spin around him. Making Izaya collapse in the middle of the hallway, he held to his head and looked around to see the blurry students gathering around him. The last thing he remembered before he blacked out was Shinra running toward him, calling out his name.


Waking up Izaya squinted at the bright light in his eyes; he groaned and turning his head to look around, wondering where he was. Before his eyes fell upon Shinra standing beside his bed and Shizuo who was asleep in the chair next to them, "it's nice to see you're finally awake. You've been out for quite a while; you hit your head pretty hard when you collapsed." Shinra said, watching as the raven stared over at Shizuo, he gave warm smile "He's been here all day; he didn't want to leave your side because he was worried about you. We all are.."

"Where am I?"

"You're at the hospital silly; one of the teachers called an ambulance as soon as they saw you… They ran some test and said one of the reasons that you collapsed was due to the fact you've barely been eating, you know how bad that can hurt you and the baby? You need to start eating more properly…" He said, resting his hand on Izaya's stomach gently before he felt Izaya knock his hand away weakly.

"Don't fucking touch me. This is all your fault!" He yelled, pushing at Shinra but it didn't do much since he still felt kind of lightheaded.

"This isn't entirely my fault Izaya-kun, yes I may have experimented on you without your consent but you're the one who chose to have sex and the fact you didn't use a condom was your fault… Plus the only reason you had landed yourself in the hospital in the first place was because of the fact you refuse to eat. So please explain to me how all of this is my fault?"

Izaya just sat there glaring at the boy before him, he wanted to scream to bash the fuckers face in, but most of all he wanted to cry and tell him how he had no choice in the matter. He was forced to have sex on a daily basis; he was forced to go to bed without dinner half the time and when he did get to eat, he usually couldn't keep it down because of morning sickness. But Izaya couldn't say any of that; instead he just turned his head avoiding eye contact.

"Just leave, I don't want to see you right now." And with that Shinra grabbed his bag with a sigh.

"I'll call you later, hopefully you'll have calmed down by then and we can talk more about this." He said with one final glance he walked out of the hospital room and shut the door behind him.

It wasn't long after Shinra left when he caught Shizuo staring at him dumbfounded. "So was Shizu-chan awake this whole time? I never thought you'd be the eavesdropping type." Izaya smirked.

"Was what he was saying true?"

"That's none of your business," Izaya sighed not yet wanting to admit the fact he was bearing the child of the man who was supposed to be a father to him.

"Actually that's where you're wrong, if you're pregnant that means you fucking cheated! We had plans or did you forget that? We planned to be each other's first…" He said, his face growing red at Izaya's hysterical laugher.

"You think I'd ever have sex with someone like you?" He managed in between his forced laughter.

"You were nothing but a game to me; I never truly attended to have sex with you." With that he saw how red Shizuo's face was turning. "Besides, I doubt you'd even be good in bed. " Hoping that was enough to send Shizuo over the edge; knowing he was never good at controlling his temper so it never hurt to have a little fun with the brute. Besides the more Shizuo hated him the better, it meant fewer questions and less he had to explain. As much as it hurt Izaya to push him away, he knew it had to be done.

"Can you at least tell me who the father is?" That question alone was to stop the laughing, Izaya glaring up at the blond.

"That's none of your business either… Honestly you should learn to worry about yourself, because what I do and who I do it with is of no concern to you…" He said that's when he saw it, the embarrassment in the other's eyes, the shame and sadness that he had caused. There was no anger like there usually was, nothing flying in the air or crashing against the wall, why wasn't he angry? Why did he look so… so… sad? And why did he feel so guilty because of it?

"Shizu-chan?" A weak voice broke through the awkward silence that had been filling the air, but Shizuo didn't say anything. He just stared at Izaya for the longest, before turning around to leave and that's when Izaya shot up. "Where are you going?"

"Home…" Was all he said as he continued to walk, but before he could make it to the door he felt his wrist being grabbed and Izaya sat there clenching to him tightly. They didn't say anything for the longest time; it was true the two loved each other but neither of them knew how to express that love properly. Izaya was trying to push Shizuo away because he thought Shizuo deserved better then him and Shizuo felt as if Izaya had never even loved him to begin with, so he didn't see the point in wasting his time trying to love someone who didn't love him back.

A few minutes past by without the two saying anything to each other, just staring at one another trying to think of something, anything to say. Before Shizuo stepped closer, pulling his wrist from the raven and taking his hand instead. "Well whoever the father is, I hope you two are happy together and he's treating you better than I ever could…"

If it wasn't for the fact Izaya was trying not to cry, he would have laughed at how sappy Shizuo sounded, he would have defiantly laughed at the fact Shizuo thought of himself as this horrible monster that did nothing but destroy everything he touches, which he knew it was his fault. The reason he thought like that was because he had told him that ever since the first day they had met. But he was far from a monster; he was the most caring person he knew. Yeah he had an anger problem and couldn't quite control his temper and got into a lot of fights. But Shizuo wasn't a bad person.

And as much as he knew they couldn't be together, Izaya was afraid to lose Shizuo. So in desperation, he leaned up connecting their lips together in fear that he would walk out the door and never speak to him again. But as he was kissing him, he could feel that the other was not returning the kiss and he knew he had messed things up between them just like he messes up everything else in his life.

Wrapping his arms around the blond desperately, only furthering Shizuo's confusion. Wasn't he just saying how he was just a game to him? So why was he kissing him so passionately like this if he truly never loved him in the first place? As much as he loved the feeling of the raven's lips on his, he couldn't deal with this anymore. The constant head games, the love-hate relationship, and most of all the heart break that came with it. But as soon as he was about to pull about from the kiss, the door opened and Izaya quickly pulled back looking up to see his father standing there with a sly smirk. "Oh what's this? Looks like I've interrupted something…"

That was enough to make the both blush with embarrassment of having been caught, a moment passed by before he heard Izaya speak up trying to get them out of this awkward situation they had found themselves in. "Ah… h-he was just leaving.."

Shizuo noted the shakiness in Izaya's voice, even the way his whole demeanor had changed once his father had walked in but he didn't think much about it. He just thought it was because of them getting caught kissing? Or maybe the fact he was going to have to break the news that he was pregnant to his father? Whatever it was Shizuo didn't dwell on it too long.

"Yeah I should get going, parents are probably worried sick by now…" And with that he was making his way toward the door, before he was stopped with a hand pressed against his chest. "Hey what's the rush? Don't let me ruin the fun…"

He didn't know how to explain it but the man's tone made him feel unease, even the way he looked at him made him feel uncomfortable. It was like he was undressing him with his eyes and he wanted to just leave to get out of this uncomfortable situation he was in.

"Sorry Mr. Orihara-san…" That made the man chuckle and Shizuo just looked at him confusingly.

"Right, this is our first time properly meeting… My name is Shiki Haruya, but you can call me Shiki."

Shizuo looked over at Izaya and then back at Shiki, wasn't this Izaya's father? He had seen this man so many times at the raven's house so he had assumed that this was his father, so why didn't they possess the same surname? Sure he had heard rumors about Izaya being adopted at a young age, but he thought those were just rumors and even so wouldn't Shiki-san want to change his surname to his own? He tried not to dwell on the thought too much, besides it was getting late and he had to get home.

"Nice to meet you sir, I'm Shizuo Heiwajima…" he said flashing a smile, before he checked the time. "I really must be going now…" He bowed, and then rushed out of the door before he could stop him again.

"Where did you find such a hot piece of ass like that?" Shiki smirked locking the door, and then he made his way over to Izaya, "especially one willing to date your fat ass…"

The insult not fazing him much, he was used to it by now. But the thing that got to him was the fact he was talking about his Shizu-chan. He could hear the excitement in his voice and he already feared the worse, he was just glad Shizuo was strong enough to protect himself, hell he was strong enough to pick up a vending machine and launch it in the air so he knew his father was no match for him and he was thankful for that.

"To bad his too strong, even for you."

"Now.. Now, don't underestimate me my dear child…"

"Shizuo is stronger than you think, you don't stand a chance. Besides what makes you think you can get away with trying to hurt someone else's kid?" The comment had earned him a slap across the face, whimpering as his hair was gripped and he was forced him to look up at him.

"Now who said anything about hurting him? I just simply want to talk to him, now is that a problem?" Izaya shook his head knowing it was best not to talk back to the man. "Good."

"Doctor said you weren't getting out till sometime tomorrow, they want to run a few more tests before releasing you." He said rubbing his hand against his thigh as he moved up the hospital gown some. Staring at the hand shaped bruise he had left the night before, "you know you should really try harder to keep these hidden." He said moving his hand once he felt him shiver at the touch, "what did you tell them when they asked about the bruises?" said man asked.

"They haven't asked; I haven't even seen the doctor since I've been awake. Doubt they even know I'm awake yet."

"Good, I want you to remember what we've talked about. I don't care what you tell them as long as you keep our little secret, got it?"

Izaya just nodded at his father's words, closing his eyes just feeling exhausted and all he wanted to do was sleep a bit more before he had to head back home to where anything could happen. But the thought of sleep was rudely interrupted by him being pulled up roughly, "now is not the time to sleep my child, you still have to give daddy his special goodnight kiss…" His father smirked and pulled back as he unbuckled his belt. "On your knees."

Izaya whimpered and looked over at the door as if hoping for someone, anyone to come through the door and save him. But luck wasn't on his side when he heard the man chuckle, "doors locked boy, now move it."

Hesitantly he moved out of the bed and down to his knees, being careful not to rip out his IV. Once he was fully down, he stared up at Shiki like he was waiting for his next command even though Izaya knew what he was supposed to do. He was just stalling as if the door would magically unlock and someone would actually come in rescue him.

"What are you waiting for?" said man hissed and gripped Izaya's hair tightly making the boy gasp and he took the opportunity to shove himself in his mouth, without any kind of warning he began to thrust his hips, forcing him to take all of him. "Open your eyes and look at me." But Izaya kept his eyes shut tight, not wanting to look at the man. Gagging around his cock, he couldn't stop from tearing up from the pressure on the back of his throat.

He just wanted this too end, why wouldn't he stop? All these thoughts ran throughout his mind, but the main thought was wondering what it'd be like just to disappear. "I said look at me!" And with that he felt him pull out and before he had time to react he was backhanded with such a strong force that he fell toward the ground.

"I'll teach you for disobeying me." Izaya felt a sharp blow to the stomach, making him cry out in pain. In that moment he remembered being pregnant, also remembering he hadn't even told Shiki about it yet. But half of him was hoping the kick was enough to kill the damn thing growing inside of him, because there was no way he wanted it and the other half of him was terrified of what Shiki would do once he found out.

What if he thought he was a freak and hurt him even more because of it? Or maybe just maybe he might actually start to be nice to him again? Just like the first few months he started living with him. Maybe they would actually be a real family once more, a real family was all Izaya ever wanted.

Not having much time to dwell on the thought, he felt another sharp blow in his stomach and he curled up trying to protect himself from the blows. But he was soon grabbed and flipped over onto his back, his hospital gown being pulled up even more as his legs were spread apart for more access. "Please… P-please stop!" He sobbed trying to push the man off of him but that was when his wrists were roughly pinned above his head, it causing the IV to pull out of his arm and blood slowly beginning to seeping out of the small wound.

"And why should I stop?"

"B-because… You'll… You'll hurt the baby…"

"Baby? What the hell are you talking about baby?"

"The baby… Our b-baby… D-dad I-I'm pregnant…"


Another cliffhanger sorry guys!

What did you guys think about Shiki being Izaya's adoptive father?

I just couldn't think of anybody else more perfect for the role. ~No flames please!

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~Till next chapter!~