Title: Long awaited help.
Characters: HP/SS. M/M Slash
Disclaimer: J.K Rowling owns all the characters, Hogwarts, everything. I make no money of my stories. I just enjoy playing with the characters.
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Harry walked through the halls with a satisfied smile on his lips. He avoided the students milling about but occasionally lifted his arm to his nose. The scent coming off Sev's robes was completely intoxicating. It was deep and musty and nothing less than Sev, it was delicious.
He didn't understand what was going on with Sev and him. He never had an idea that Sev would be attracted to him. And he was really curious how he knew so much about Harry's dreams. That was odd wasn't it?
Harry took another whiff off the sleeve and shrugged, oh well what did he care? He was deliriously happy. He never knew that Sev had a sweet side, but he had shown a bit of it to Harry that morning. Sure he was rough and cruel even when he was being passionate, but there was an edge of softness.
With a laugh Harry jerked to a stop and realized that he was pacing outside his door. He pushed it open and walked into the sitting room.
"Harry?"
Harry blinked and looked around; Hermione was sitting at the couch a couple of piles of paper sat around her. "Hi Hermione." He smiled easily at her.
Hermione studied him closely and then bit her lip. "What's up with you, Harry?"
"Nothing…Why?"
"You have the most curious expression on your face."
"I do? Okay." Harry closed his eyes and remembered his goodbye kiss with Sev.
"Harry…whose robes are you wearing?" Hermione asked suddenly.
Harry opened his eyes and bit his lip. He knew Severus would hate it if Harry told anyone but this was Hermione! He didn't want to Sev to me mad at him, but he really wanted to tell Hermione.
"Oh my goodness! I would recognize those robes anywhere!" Hermione's eyes flashed with recognition and shock.
Harry bit his lip and backed away, "Um…"
"Did you sleep here last night?" Hermione was on her feet now, she stepped towards him a maddeningly inquisitive look on her face.
"Um…"
"Stop saying um!" She grinned and pointed at him, "Did you sleep here last night and do those robes belong to who I think they do?"
"No and…maybe." Harry bit his lip and tried not to grimace when she burst out laughing.
"Oh my God! You had sex with Snape?!"
"Um…Yes. I did."
Hermione looked at his face and stopped laughing, though she did have a very big smile on her face, "And how was it?"
Harry sighed, "It was wonderful! It was so un-definable Hermione. I don't know why it happened but it was absolutely…perfect."
"Wow. I can't believe you shagged Snape!"
Harry laughed again, "I know! It is so odd. I don't understand how it even happened. But…it did. And he was so different." He sat heavily on the couch and sighed happily.
He felt Hermione sit next to him, "So you shagged Snape, what's going to happen now?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well, are you going to keep shagging him, was it a onetime thing, or is it more than just sex?"
"I don't know yet. I hope it's not a onetime thing and I really hope that it's not just sex, because I think I really like him."
"That's something I never thought I would hear you say about Snape."
"I know but knowing everything that he did during the war, and how he isn't what I thought he was before. I don't see him the same way. He's Severus. He's rough, unforgiving, and sometimes cruel. But he's also sweet, and understanding, caring and more attuned than people think."
He smiled and looked at Hermione. He was surprised to see her smiling a regular smile, not an amused smile. "Well I hope it works out for you Harry, and that Snape doesn't end up hurting you."
"I'm actually more worried about hurting him. I think he's more sensitive than everyone thinks. He's been alone a very, very long time."
"And you don't want him to be alone anymore. You want to fill that void."
"I don't know…Maybe."
"Oh Harry…"
"Yeah I know. Let me clean up and change clothes, and then we'll go get some lunch okay?"
Harry and Hermione walked into the great hall through a side door and walked up to the teachers table. Harry glanced at the other end of the table and frowned when he didn't see Sev sitting there. He sighed and began eating the food that was popping up in front of him.
He finished eating and walked Hermione to her next class. She hugged him by the door and whispered, "Don't go to stir crazy okay Harry?"
With a laugh he rolled his eyes, "I won't! Have a good class."
"Stephens put McDougal's ears back on!" Hermione yelled storming into her classroom.
Harry chuckled and shut the door. He walked down the hall and up the stairs. He wandered into the library and began picking up reading through the pile of books that Madam Pince automatically handed to him. He spent a few hours reading through the books before getting really bored.
He walked out onto the grounds and looked longingly at Hagrid's house for a few moments. He wished Hagrid been at Hogwarts when he showed up, but he was visiting Olympe in France for the month. Of course he would not under any circumstances ever tell Hagrid about him and Sev.
Harry pulled the hood of his cloak on and straddled his broom. He pushed off and felt the wind lick his face as he sped higher and higher into the oncoming sunset.
Flying around the castle Harry thought about the potion he was brewing and what it could do for Ron. It could bring him back to his family and friends, back to Harry and Hermione. If it worked then he felt everything would be perfect again.
Ron would be back with Hermione, and she would be so happy to have the man she fell in love with again. They could be in love, get married, and have a family with each other. It would be great, for them.
But what about Harry, would he be alone again? With no one to call his own? Harry felt his heart thud deeply and sighed sadly.
Every relationship he'd had from Cho, to Ginny, to Oliver had been great in the beginning but after that he'd felt like they could never really understand him. Because they had never touched the dark the way he had. They couldn't understand why he had so many bad dreams, why he wasn't willing to talk about a lot of what he'd been through.
Harry tried not to think too much about why his relationships were doomed he just tried to focus on the sun finally setting. He flew over the edge of the forest and smiled when he saw a few thestrals fly up too meet him.
He flew around the castle and grounds until it was dark and through back into the castle through a window. As quietly as he could he jumped down from the window and looked around when his feet thumped on the floor.
As his potion needed to stew until the next day Harry had no reason to go down to the dungeons. This definitely made him moody. He wanted to just go down to Sev's rooms but he thought maybe Sev would find that a little presumptuous.
So he would just have to wait until tomorrow, which did not sound appealing to him. He wanted Sev now.
Harry gave a start and looked around. He was sure he'd heard footsteps and felt like someone was around but he couldn't see anyone. Only knowing of one person to be able to be invisible without an invisibility cloak Harry bit his lip and looked deeper into the dark hallway.
With a smile he realized that he knew one person who was as strong as Dumbledore and most likely knew how to become invisible. "Sev, that's really creepy you know?"
He felt invisible hands pushing him back into the wall and smirked. Suddenly Sev materialized in front of him, "I thought you said you were coming back today."
"The potion just has to sit until tomorrow."
"And you could see no other reasons to come back?"
"I didn't want to be presumptuous."
"Presumptuous?"
"Well, yeah. I didn't know if you…wanted me to come see you, again."
Sev's brow furrowed in frown, "God you are slow."
Harry scowled, "Git!" He pushed Sev back and huffed a little, his arms crossed over his chest.
"Okay that was a little harsh, but of course I wanted you too…"
"You did?"
"Yes." Sev pulled at Harry's crossed arms.
Harry who was trying not to grin like an idiot let Sev tug his arms open. He lifted and wrapped them around his neck. He pressed himself into him and kissed Sev deeply. Severus pushed him into the wall and bit his bottom lip. When Harry finally opened his mouth, Sev pushed his tongue in and roughly pushed at Harry's until they were battling for control again.
Breathing roughly Harry pulled back and asked, "Do you always feel the need to control your partner?"
"Only when I'm the dominant one, which I always am."
"What makes you the dominant one with us?"
Sev laughed the first real laugh Harry had ever heard from him. And if he wasn't laughing at him, then Harry would have been delighted to hear it. But as Sev was laughing at him he just raised an eyebrow and waited, "Well?"
With a bit of effort Sev stopped laughing, "Wait that was a real question?" he grinned at Harry's scowl and said, "It's obvious isn't it? I'm older, more powerful and smarter."
Harry snorted, "So that makes you dominant? I think maybe you would like letting me take control for once."
Sev smirked at the thought, it sounded kind of funny, Harry doing what he wanted to Sev without any direction.
Harry must have seen the amusement on his face because he found himself turned and pushed into the wall. Harry tapped his cloak with his wand and all the buttons popped open. His eyes slid determinedly up to Sev's as he pushed aside the cloak and began pulling his belt open.
Once his pants were opened Harry lowered his hand into his pants. He took Sev's hardening cock and gripped it firmly, before moving his hand up and down. Harry bit his lip and enjoyed feeling Sev growing hard in his grip.
Slowly, without taking his eyes off Sev's, he slid down to his knees and yanked Sev's pants down just enough to watch his cock bounce out. His left hand pushed Sev's hips back against the wall, while the other wrapped around the base of his cock.
He leaned in and pressed his lips to the slightly moist slit, he tongued it lightly before pushing his lips over it and taking Sev full in his mouth. He moved his mouth over his erection and pressed the tip to the back of his throat.
While Harry worked on him with his mouth, Sev watched him and tried to quiet his gasps. Harry certainly knew what he was doing, and Sev tried not to think of the other people who had felt this way with Harry going down on them. It bothered him too much, he didn't like the idea that Harry had been with other people.
Than Harry's fingers were squeezing his balls lightly before moving back and stroking his hole. Sev grabbed a fistful of Harry's hair and began fucking his mouth roughly, Harry's fingers pinched his hips roughly but it just turned him on even more.
So Harry let him fuck his mouth, enjoying the bit of pain that came with it. He felt Sev quiver before coming, and while his cum spilled into his mouth Sev was yelling out his name and loosening his grip on his hair.
Harry swallowed thickly and stood shakily. He pressed his body into Sev's but his hands were carefully putting his cock back into his pants, pulling the pants back up and zipping them. The ear that was resting on Sev's chest, heard the thumping of a rapidly beating heart.
Severus let feelings run through his body while he smoothed Harry's hair back. "Did I hurt you?"
"No, not much."
"Good…"
Putting his hands under Harry's chin he lifted it and lightly kissed his mouth. One hand was absentmindedly stroking the other mans cheek, pulling his warmth into him. Sev pecked Harry's lips once more before Harry pulled back his eyes twinkling.
"Was I not doing a good enough job on you?"
"You were excellent. I guess I lost control for a moment."
Harry chuckled, "You guess?"
"It's your fault. You were so good that I just couldn't keep a hold on my control." Sev smirked at Harry.
"You're such a flirt." But Harry definitely didn't mind, he ate it up.
"I don't think anyone has ever called me that."
"Well I guess I'm braver than all your other lovers." Harry grinned and winked at him.
"Since no one has ever dared call me Sev before you, you might say that."
Harry laughed again. He put his hands on either side of Sev's cheeks and kissed Sev firmly. He tried to put what he was feeling into his kiss. He felt it and was slightly afraid of what would happen if Sev felt it. Would he push him away? Mock him? Or ignore it and pretend he couldn't feel what Harry was feeling?
Severus definitely felt the warmth and feeling that Harry was putting into the kiss. His forehead wrinkled but he didn't break the kiss. Did he feel the same? He was shaking lightly, and he didn't want the kiss to end, did that mean he was feeling what Harry was feeling? He wasn't even sure that he knew what love felt like. He'd never felt it before.
But if it was this warmth, softness and feverish need, then maybe he did feel it. Maybe he was falling for Harry. Was that so odd? Harry had never stopped treating him like he was a human being, even when Sev had done his best to hurt Harry. And Harry was the one who kept showing Sev the intimate side of sex.
Harry was smiling when he pulled back, he whispered, "Your chambers?"
Sev smirked, took Harry's hand and walked down the hall with him. He stopped a few times to kiss Harry into breathlessness, or to pull Harry back into the shadows to feel his body or to whisper something sexy in his ear.
When they finally made it to his chambers, the barely wasted anytime before ripping off each other's clothes and pulling each other to the bed. Their love making was wild and harsh at first, which Harry had come to expect from Severus. But he hadn't expected Sev to be gentle and slow the second time they had made love.
It was a shock, but he adored it almost immediately. He couldn't believe that Sev knew how to be so sweet and gentle, and it was making him hornier and hornier. Harry just didn't know what to expect from Sev and he kind of liked it.
He expected that Severus wouldn't want him to sleep in his bed, so when they were both satisfied after a good three orgasms a piece, he sat up and looked around for his clothing. He felt a cold arm wrap around his waist and looked down at Sev who was laying on his side a very peaceful look on his face, "Where are you going Harry?"
Harry blinked, "You want me to stay?"
Severus didn't answer, he just looked down his arm around Harry's waist and then back up into Harry's eyes with an eyebrow raised. Harry snorted and let Sev pull him back down, "You couldn't just say yes?"
Sev nuzzled into his neck and said in a mocking voice, "I have intimacy issues?"
A startled chuckle burst out of him, "Oh Shut up, Sev." But he kissed Sev's temple lightly.
Severus laughed, before yawning into Harry's neck. Harry ran his fingers between the black strands of Sev's hair, "Go to sleep Sev."
Never having felt such an intimate act as having someone hold him as he fell asleep Severus was stiff at first, but slowly he allowed himself to relax. But his grip remained tight around Harry's waist. He just wanted to make sure he stayed close to him.
Harry smiled at Sev's tight hold. It was like he never wanted to let him go. He looked deeply at Sev's sleeping face and realized that he was falling in love with him. It wasn't really all that surprising, it felt natural, like it was supposed to happen at one point or another.
One thing was nagging at his happiness though, what if Sev didn't feel the same about him? What if it was just a fling for Severus, just sex and that was all that he wanted? Harry shrugged mentally. Severus will fall for him just like Harry was falling. Harry figured. It would just take him a bit of time to realize it. After all he was less open about his feelings than Harry; he would need more time to work out his feelings than Harry had.
Snuggling close to Severus Harry sighed and hoped that he was right about how he thought Sev would feel.
