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Olivia stood on the sidewalk, looking up at the sky, letting the raindrops run down her face. She finally felt her heart open up again, just from one little piece of news about him. At a crime scene, she had run into Kathy and talked with her for a couple minutes before leaving for the squad room. Kathy had said that Elliot was doing good, as far as she knew. They had divorced last year, sharing custody of Eli.
Like do we feel we're going nowhere
Unless we're falling
It was the first thing she had heard about Elliot in two years. No matter how hard she tried, he never left her mind. Of course, it was kind of hard when half of his things were at her place. She had pictures of them around her apartment. Some of his clothes were there and she had fitted them to fit her by using hair ties and rubber bands.
We're not ready to give up until we're crawling
Don't make it easy on ourselves
The past two years were like living underwater. She couldn't breathe. She couldn't think straight. After a few months, her senses started picking up on her new personality. She wasn't Olivia Benson anymore. At least, not the complete Olivia Benson. Without Elliot, she felt like an empty shell. Those words she heard from Bernie Stabler a few years ago about feeling the same way about the medication doctors wanted her to take.
Climbing
Risk it all if you ain't living you're surviving
Olivia closed her eyes as the water started landing on her eyelids. The cool sensation against her heated skin made her shiver. Her left hand held her purse while the other opened, palm up, catching more rain drops. She felt like she was being cleansed of something. That's when she remembered what Kathy had said earlier in their conversation. Elliot moved out here to the city. He doesn't live to far from here actually. He told me that he lives a few blocks from you on Lincoln Avenue or something like that.
She opened her eyes and looked in front of her at the empty street. Lincoln Avenue was a few blocks from her apartment. Her old apartment actually. After moving out and moving in with Brian, they started having problems so they broke up and Olivia got a new apartment with the money she had never used before.
Tell me why you tip your toes when you could dive in
Don't be scared to hurt yourself
Olivia knew that she shouldn't do this, but... "If he's not going to come see me, I'm going to go see him." She breathed before hurrying to her car parked on the street. She got in, coating the leather seat with water. The engine came in life before she pulled onto the road and head straight for Lincoln Avenue. Someone had to know where he lived.
Take your heart back off the shelf
She sped down multiple streets, jolting the car when she had to stop suddenly at a red light. The things in her backseat were flipping and sliding all over, causing a racket and a mess. She slowed down when she reached Lincoln Avenue. Her eyes landed on Elliot's car. The same license plate, she had seen for years, was still on the car.
Love covers you up in a landslide
Love pulls you under like a riptide
Love's when you crash trying to hang glide
Love's when you run and then there's no light
Olivia pulled the car over and grabbed her purse after turning off the car. She took a deep breath, looking at the building. If she thought about this much longer, she would bail and head back to her apartment. Before her thoughts continued its torturous journey through her emotions, she got out of her car and hurried inside the apartment building. It was eleven, so, the doorman was gone. She looked around and couldn't find anyone.
Love is a sword when you've got no defense
Love is the rock we throw ourselves against
Her head snapped towards the elevator when she heard in ding, signaling someone was about to come into the lobby. A man, a little shorter than her, came out in a track suit and a ear bud in his left ear. The right ear bud was hanging, hitting his chest every time he took a step. Olivia stepped towards him. "Excuse me?"
The man looked at her with his green eyes. He had blonde hair that was spiked up on end. She could tell from his attire that he was either going for a run or going to the gym. "Yes, can I help you?" He asked, taking the ear bud out of his ear, holding his music device in his other hand.
Love is the healing of a broken heart
The story behind all of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
All of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
Olivia took out her phone and scrolled to a picture of her and Elliot. "Do you know this man?" She watched as he scanned the picture for a second before glancing at her.
"What do you want with Elliot?" He asked, gesturing to her phone.
Olivia's heart leaped at the thought that Elliot was this close. "So, you know him?"
The man frowned. "Yeah, what is this about? Is Elliot in some sort of trouble?"
High-wire
Don't look down, because below you is a raging fire
But love is waiting for you on the other side
We're not easy on ourselves
Olivia shook her head. "No, I just want to talk to him. I'm Olivia Benson." She saw the guy's jaw drop and his eyes widen. "I'm guessing Elliot has talked about me."
"Talk about you. You are literally the only thing he talks about besides his kids of course." The man nodded, scratching his head. "I don't know if I should tell you where he is or not? I know some of your history and he told me how he left things. From his stories about you, I wouldn't put it passed you to kill him."
"Trust me. I am not going to kill him." Olivia chuckled before letting her smile drop. "I just really want to talk to him and find out why he left things the way he did."
The man sighed and shook his head. "I understand that. He lives on the fifth floor, apartment D. He should be home. Don't tell him I sent you."
"Got it." Olivia called behind her as she hurried into an open elevator. She hit the number five and watched as it glowed before the doors closed. The man watched her until the doors completely closed. She felt her nerves kicking in as the elevator was lifted through the shaft. The doors opened the slightest bit. She didn't give them a chance to open fully before running out of the elevator and hurrying done the hallway until she found 5D.
Her heart was beating loud enough for her to hear it in her ears. She lifted her hand and knocked on the door three times. A moment passed when there was dead silence. She was about to knock again when light flooded out from underneath the door. "Coming!" She heard him say. Her breath caught in her throat hearing his voice for the first time in two years. Olivia stopped breathing when she heard him unlocking the door. The door swung open and she was met with a shirtless Stabler. "Olivia?" He gasped.
"Elliot." Olivia breathed with tears in her eyes. The things this man did to her emotions. Ten seconds ago she was ready to interrogate him, now... now she was completely thrown. So, she did the one thing that she always wanted to do. "I hate you." She whispered before stepping forward and kissing him, cupping his face in her hands.
So take your heart back off the shelf
She didn't know why or how she had the guts to do this, but she needed this. Twelve years with this man and she could never kiss him, never love him the way she wanted to. She felt relieved when he didn't push her away. Instead of that, he was actually pulling her closer by her hips.
Love covers you up in a landslide
Love pulls you under like a riptide
Love's when you crash trying to hang glide
Love's when you run and then there's no light
Somehow, they made it to his bedroom where clothes were shed and choice words were expressed through painful pleasure. Olivia was on her back, her legs around his waist, as he thrust torturously slow into her. His mouth was attacked to her nipple, sucking and nipping at it. She clawed at his back, feeling her belly tighten. Just when she felt herself about to let go, Elliot stilled as he softly kissed her neck. "Son of a bitch." She breathed, really wanting to cum already. "El, baby-"
"I want this to last forever, Liv." Elliot breathed against her skin, intertwining their fingers together, pushing them into the mattress. "I'm so sorry I left you. I just didn't know you loved me back. And, I couldn't tell you I loved you when I was still married."
"You loved me?" Olivia asked, feeling her heart clench. His eyes caught hers, holding them in an intense stare that melted her.
"I still love you." Elliot said with a hint of a smile.
Love is a sword when you've got no defense
Love is the rock we throw ourselves against
Olivia smiled and kissed him. "I love you too." She mumbled against his lips. He kissed her again as he began his thrusts again, gaining speed fast. Her orgasm was building back fast and was setting her nerves on fire.
Love is the healing of a broken heart
The story behind all of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
All of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
She moaned when he rocked his hips against hers, hitting her places she didn't even know existed. Her breathing was labored, making her lungs hurt while other parts of her were humming with pleasure. Elliot leaned down next to her ear, his breathing just as unsteady. "Cum for me, Liv. I'm right behind you."
Love covers you up in a landslide
Love pulls you under like a riptide
Love's when you crash trying to hang glide
Love's when you run and then there's no light
When he said those words in his deep bedroom voice, she combusted at the seams. She clenched around him and felt the tense spasms in her muscles as they relaxed. She clawed at his sweaty back and bit down on his shoulder as she came, silencing her cries. She came again when he shot into her, filling her completely. When she tasted blood, she let go of his shoulder and dropped her head to the pillow beneath her. Elliot was still on top of her, still inside of her. He was peppering her shoulders and collarbone with kisses. "I have one question for you." She stated as he continued to ravish her skin.
Love is a sword when you've got no defense
Love is the rock we throw ourselves against
"What's that?" Elliot asked before leaning up and pecking her lips, brushing the hair out of her face.
"You aren't going to leave me again, right?" She asked, feeling vulnerable. She watched as his eyes softened and his kissed her nose.
"I will never leave you again. As long as I know you love me, I am going to stay until the day I die. That's a promise." Elliot said, letting go of her hands and moved them under her back, cradling her head. Olivia smiled before kissing him again.
Love is the healing of a broken heart
The story behind all of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
All of my favorite scars
Oh, all of my favorite scars
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