Another chapter for you all, im getting good at updating regularly :)

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This is more about Cameron and Chase's relationship and isn't that long but still, Review and i will get around to diagnosing her. mwahah you have to review now :)

Anyway on with the angsty Chameron stuff...


House found me. The last person on earth i wanted to talk to, and he didn't seem too keen about the talking part either.

"Oi coward! shes awake"

I didn't say anything or even look at him.

"and for some strange reason she asked for you."

I still didn't move.

"look I get why you ran away..." I looked up, suprised. "your half wombat half chicken!" House said with an over exagerated smile on his face.

I threw him a dirty look before turning my gaze back to my hands.

I heard his cane against the hard hospital floor as he turned and walked away. As he reached the corner he made a noise that resembled a chicken, getting him several odd looks from nurses and patients. I over heard a nurse telling another he was clearly insane and Cuddy must have been too when she hired him.

But he was right. He was always bloody right. I was a chicken. A coward.

But she was asking for me. She was ok and She wanted to see me, the man who ran away from her moments ago. I stood slowly. and walked back the way i just came.

"Oh your back.." Cameron said, raising an eyebrow in what seemed to be annoyance.

Cameron's face softened and she smiled slightly. "Its ok, im not mad really"

I sat on the chair next to her bed.

"You were scared.. I understand..."

"No! Don't do that!" I raised my voice slightly "Don't make excuses for me! you always do that... see the good where there is none."

"Robert.."

"No! I was a coward, im a doctor for god sake and i ran away. You have every right to be mad. Go on, shout at me. Go on! I haven't even apologised yet and you've forgiven me!"

Cameron looked taken aback.

"I haven't forgiven you." she shook her head, shocked. "You were selfish. You ran away from me when i needed you most! I was scared and when i woke up and you were gone! I haven't forgiven you for that. Your a selfish bastard"

After a long pause she continued "But im just as selfish"

I looked at her in confusion. A tear ran down her pale cheek as she silently cried. What had i done now? I ran away and upset her. I came back and upset her even more.

"Alison.."

"No, hear me out. This is important." She inhaled deeply and wiped away her tears furiously with her arm. "Im selfish for doing this to you. for making you stay and.."

"You didn't make me stay! nobody is forcing me to be here Al.. I want to be with you..."

Cameron got angry. "Thats why you ran off? because you want to be here?" Her voice was now loud enough for the nurse outside to curiously poke her head through the door and ask if everything was ok.

I let Cameron do the anwsering but after she left i spoke, "Im sorry."

Cameron was very calm now. "I know." She paused for a moment "Go home. Get changed. Go to a bar. Pull the first girl you see and screw her senceless."

I stood there shocked for a moment, What did she just tell me to do?

"You heard me"

The look in her eyes was almost definant. As if she expected me to protest and any moment and was willing to fight about it.

"I.. did we? Did we just break up?" The whole conversation had confused me. I had no idea what was happening.

"I think its best. I might die Robert, but you have to keep living. If were just friends it might be easier on you in the long run, moving on and all that and.."

"Don't talk like that! I can't believe this! I ran away but i came back!! and now your talking like your at deaths door! House will figure this out! Don't you dare give up!"

"Im not giving up Chase!" She shouted. "Im giving up on us!"

We were silent for what seemed like an eternity. Neither one of us willing to cut through the tence atmosphere and risk it all falling apart around us.

"You can't do this now" I finally said, although my throat was dry and it was bairly a whisper.

Cameron swallowed hard, tears began to fall fast down her flushed face.

"Please Alison"

She made a strangled sobbing sound and collapsed into fast flowing tears.

"I'll miss you" she cried.

"You don't have to miss me! I'm here! and i don't care what you say im not going anywhere this time."

She started to protest.

"Alison!"

"I'll call securitry" She said tears still flowing. The idea was ridiculous.

"You wouldn't really call secrity on me would you?" I could feel the hot sting of tears in the coners of my eyes and willed them not to fall.

"Of course not" She sobbed. i sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped my arms around her shaking form. After little protest she allowed herself to relax into my embrace.

"I didn't think you would" I said as she sobbed into my chest.