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COMMENCING OPERATION WRITE FANFIC


Sollux kissed Eridan harder than before, nibbling his lip slightly. A sharp intake of breath was heard as the emaciated man wrapped his long, thin fingers around his now-erect cock, rubbing him through the thin material of his boxers. "A-ah, Eridan..."

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

The two exchanged wide-eyed looks. Who the hell could that be?

"hey bulgelickers, open the fuck up!"

The two lovers jumped and scrambled to simultaneously sit up and make themselves presentable before Karkat opened the door that Sollux had christened him with months earlier. The fiery albino sniffed for a moment before cringing. "Ugh, it reeks of desperation and cheap whore in here. Sollux, what in the almighty taintchafing fuck? We were SUPPOSED to go to the damn comic book store! I've been waiting for 45 GODDAMNED minutes, and I come over to find you bluthering feculent shitholes sucking face on the goddamned couch! Sollux got off the couch, chasing the boy down the hallway. "ED I'm really sorry, I just have to take care of something real quick! I'm sorry!" And with that and the slam of the front door, Eridan was alone, abandoned for his boyfriend's asshole of a best friend.

ERIDAN'S POV

"He didn't even kiss me goodbye or anything... What if I've become burdensome? What if he's tired of me, like everybody else?" My mind went from one thought to the next, until tears pricked at the corners of his eyes. "Of course he's sick of me, I'm annoying and needy! Everyone's sick of me!". A familiar ache twisted in my gut. Guilt. Hate. I trudged to the bathroom, tears streaming down my cheeks, shutting the door behind me. The moment the door was locked, I fell to the floor, shaking with sobs. "I'm not going to do it... I'm not going to do it..." I mumbled into my folded arms, trembling. After somewhat regaining my composure, I stood up to get a towel from the cupboard above the toilet and turned on the shower. While the water heated,I looked at himself in the mirror. I could feel the fries in a clump in my stomach. It was disgusting. I stripped, tracing my fingers along my ribs, collarbone, hipbones, ensuring they were all still there, still protruding. I stepped into the shower, letting the scalding water run down my body. "It would be easy... Only this one time couldn't possibly hurt... could it?" I reached out of the shower long enough to turn on the radio to some random rock station, in case Sollux came home. The rest, I didn't really think about. My actions were beyond my control. I crouched down, watching the water run down the drain before tentatively slipping three fingers into my mouth. At first, it didn't work; I just gagged loudly. I pressed the fingers in deeper, fingertips brushing against something hard and rigid, before I felt his heartbeat quicken and vomited profusely along the bottom of the shower. I shoved the fingers fingers in again, again, again. I felt like I was choking, but I couldn't stop. I HAD to get rid of every single calorie. Tears and snot were pouring down my face, vomit clinging to my face and hair that got in the way. When all that came up was bile, I drank surely filthy shower water, cringing at the flavor. I leaned over this time, forcing my fingers to the back of my throat, ignoring the ache in my knuckles. When the water came up clear, I stopped and pushed the partially digested food down the drain with my foot before looking at my hand. I'd accidentally bitten open my first knuckle. I sighed and finished my shower with shame. "I'm so weak... I shouldn't have eaten in the first place. I'm pathetic... I have no fucking self control..." I got out of the shower, towel around my waist, and swished some mouthwash around for a minute before spitting the burning liquid into the sink. I turned off the radio and went to my room, putting on some boxers before quickly passing out in the bed.


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