Trapped In Paradise

Day 4: Damnation

Author's note: I am having MAJOR computer problems so you'll have to bare with me here. This story is coming along nicely and I can't wait to continue it for you guys! Be warned though, there is some graphic stuff coming up!

"Listen to me, I don't give two shits about Lilly, just leave Olivia alone." Elliot said to Katrina when they were sitting at the table having breakfast. Katrina was enjoying her meal until Elliot had decided to rant at her. It wasn't true that Elliot didn't care about Lilly, but he did care less about Lilly then Olivia. If it meant that Lilly would get badly treated instead of Olivia he was willing to deal with that. He felt horrible choosing favorites but Olivia had been with Katrina for two years and he wasn't sure how much more of it she could take. Katrina looked at him and then put a spoonful of cornflakes into her mouth.

"Prove it to me." Katrina said after chewing her food to a point where she could talk. Elliot felt his stomach drop, how was he going to prove that he didn't give a fuck about Lilly? He didn't want to have to prove it to her, but if it came down to that he would.

"How do you want me to prove it?" He replied, sounding casual. He looked at his bowl of cornflakes when he had finished about five minutes ago. Katrina put one last spoonful into her mouth and then picked up the bowl and started to walk from the patio, inside, towards the kitchen. Elliot picked up his bowl and followed her. She set hers down in the sink and from out of nowhere a tiny Asian woman came around the corner and to the sink to wash it, "Where did she come from?"

"Don't try to change the subject. If you really want to prove to me that you don't care about Lilly then you'll fuck her." Katrina said and then added, "She arrived by boat last night and she doesn't speak a word of English so don't waste your time." She motioned to the girl who was now cleaning both of the bowls that had been brought in. Elliot knew that by fucking Lilly he would be willingly committing rape, he was wondering if Lilly would even begin to understand why he did it.

"Fine bring her in here and I'll slap her around a bit." Elliot replied, hoping that he was calling her bluff. She looked at him and then started to walk towards the front door. He followed her slowly, but stopped when he got within six feet of the door so he wouldn't get shocked again. She grabbed a leash and collar, which was hanging on a nail, and opened the door. She then turned and smiled at him.

"Elliot, if I bring her in and get her ready and you pussy out of this, you better believe I'll be hurting Olivia." Katrina said and then stepped outside. She didn't seem like she was making any move to stop herself. Elliot swallowed hard and as soon as the door shut he felt like he needed something to smash. He walked over to the set of stairs, next to it there was a table with a vase sitting on it. It was a very nice crystal vase, probably worth a grand. At that point he didn't care and he picked it up and threw it against a nearby wall. It shattered into a thousand little pieces. He stood there, seething, when he saw the pretty Asian woman come into the hallway with a broom and dustpan.

"Hi there." He said to her, he knew she couldn't speak English but that didn't give him the right to ignore her, "What's your name?" She looked at him briefly and then started to sweep the shards into a pile. He took in a deep breath and sighed and then sat down on the stairs. He was still angry but now he was frustrated. He said he'd fuck Lilly, but now it was different, he couldn't go back on his word or else Katrina would hurt Olivia, so he had to do it. He took in a deep breath and let it out slowly before standing up, he turned and walked up the stairs towards his room. He was caught in a catch-22 now, so he had to do what he had to do.

"Time to get up Lilly!" Katrina called when she walked into the stables. Lilly groaned and rolled over so she was on her back and then slowly got to her feet. Her legs were a lot less shaky because she had been practicing walking around the stall, which was driving Olivia crazy.

"Where are you taking her?" Olivia asked, she was already awake and had been pacing the stall for about an hour. Her watch was still set to go off at 6:00am. Lilly opened the stall door and unclipped the tazer from her belt, the one that she always kept on her belt.

"Elliot wants to see her." Katrina replied, Lilly took one look at the tazer and dropped to her knees so Katrina could put the collar around her neck. She was guessing that's what she would have been asked to do anyway seeing as how she was a foot taller then Katrina in the shoes she was wearing. Katrina smiled and attached the collar to Lilly's neck, followed by the leash, and then pulled her up to her feet after clipping the tazer back onto her belt.

"Why does he want to see her? Why not me? Katrina take me!" Olivia cried and then started to pound on her stall door with her hoof gloves. Katrina shut the door to Lilly's stall and then shot a glance at Olivia.

"Trust me, you don't want to see Elliot right now." Katrina replied and then started to pull Lilly out of the stables by her leash. Lilly turned to look at Olivia.

"Don't worry I'll tell him you said hello." Lilly said and then turned back and started to look where she was going so she could walk. Olivia growled and muttered a few choice words under her breath before sitting back down in the sand. She didn't know why Katrina had told her that she didn't want to see Elliot right then, all she did know she was ready to kill someone if she could.

About an hour later, Elliot was sitting on his bed trying to think. He knew now that if he went back on his word, Olivia would be hurt. He couldn't let that happen and yet he just couldn't force himself on Lilly. He was sure that Katrina would closely monitor any interaction with Lilly, so it wasn't as if he could explain the situation to her. There was a knock on his door and then it opened slowly, Katrina poked her head inside and looked around until she found him.

"Lilly is all ready for you, come with me." Katrina said and then motioned for Elliot to follow her. He slowly got up and made his way out into the hall. The house was truly huge with large arching ceilings and pictures in frames that looked to be solid gold. "As you know I'll be watching everything you do with her so don't be stupid."

"Oh bite me." Elliot muttered under his breath because the last time he told her to bite him she actually had and that wound was just starting to heal. When they reached the last door on the right, Katrina pulled out a set of keys and opened the door. She shoved Elliot in without giving him a chance to look around, and then shut the door behind him, locking it. Elliot's eyes were immediately drawn to Lilly who was in the same business suit she was in when they were captured. The only thing different was the pony boots she was wearing on her feet. Her hair was clipped up, he still had never seen it down, and she looked completely professional. Elliot thought it would be easy if she looked like a sex slave, but there she was looking like a picture perfect FBI agent.

"Olivia decided to eat, so that's some good news. Why did Katrina say you wanted to see me?" Lilly asked and then stood up from the couch where she was sitting. Elliot looked her in the eyes, her cheek was bruised above the skin where it was probably broken. He made a mental note not to slap her across the right cheek. He stepped forward and grabbed her by her hair and threw her to the floor, without a single word as to what he was doing. "Elliot, if you want a fight then you don't want to pick it with me." Lilly growled and then got to her feet in a fighting stance.

"Then let the battle begin." Elliot replied in a cold, uncaring voice. He didn't want to have to hurt her but it was looking like the only way to get her to submit was to beat the crap out of her. She looked tentative and did not make the first move to fight him. He came at her again and she swung into a powerful roundhouse kick, which hit him, square in the chest. He didn't even have time to cry out and he was knocked to the ground trying to catch his breath.

"Elliot I don't know what you are trying to accomplish here but I can assure you that—" She was cut off when he made a sweeping kick and took her legs out. She fell to the floor with a quick yelp of surprise and then he was on top of her, pinning her down with his legs. She couldn't believe she was stupid enough to leave herself open like that. She struggled and put her hands on his shoulders, ready to head butt him, when he backhanded her across the face as hard as he could. She cried out, even though he hit her left cheek, the pain radiated throughout her face causing her broken one to flair up and throb like crazy. Her eyes started to water from the pain, and she was feeling dizzy. Immediately his hands pushed her skirt up and one of them went into her panties where he inserted a finger into a body that was not aroused in the least. He was going to add another finger when he felt something that surprised him, causing his hand to retract.

"You're—"

"A virgin…" She cut him off and gave him a cold stare. Elliot couldn't believe that this woman was still a virgin but five seconds ago his finger had been resting on her hymen. He knew then that he couldn't rape her, he just couldn't take that away from her. He didn't know the back story to why she was still a virgin, maybe she was really catholic and hadn't found the right mate, or maybe she was just a lesbian and had figured that out at an early age, in any case he would not be popping her cherry any time soon. He got off of her and stood up, she laid there for another moment, looking like she was about to cry, and then got to her feet.

"How are you—"

"That's really none of your business, why are you trying to rape me?" Lilly asked him with a very shaky voice. He knew that he couldn't answer that without Katrina doing something to hurt Olivia so he lunged at Lilly and took her down to the floor again. She cried out in surprise and her hands went to his neck and she started to choke him. His hands went to his neck, on top of hers, and tried to pull them away, when she kneed him in the nuts as hard as she could. He grunted with pain and then fell off of her onto the floor, his hands clutching his balls. Lilly got up and ran for the door, when she got there she started to pull at the knob, which would not budge in any direction.

"You come here, right now or I really will hurt you." Elliot threatened. Lilly turned to look at him, pushing her back against the door. She seemed more scared then ready to fight, and he knew that the fear was of him and what he planned to do with her. After another moment she turned back to the door and started to claw at it with her manicured nails.

"LET ME OUT OF HERE!" She screamed and continued to scratch at the door until from behind she felt Elliot's hand grab a chunk of her hair. He pulled her towards him and put his arm around her neck in a chokehold. She gagged and tried to cry out, but she couldn't. He gently applied pressure to her neck and slowly she lost consciousness. When her body went limp he let up on the pressure and then picked her up in his arms and moved her to the center of the room and laid her down on the carpet. He rolled her over onto her stomach and hiked her skirt up before pulling her panties down and completely off. Lilly groaned something but he couldn't understand what it was. "Elliot I don't know why you are doing this but it can't justify rape."

"SHUT UP!" He yelled at her and then pulled her head back by her hair. She screamed in pain and went to kick him again, when Katrina barged in the door with her gun handy. Elliot turned to see what the noise was and was immediately met with a tazer to the neck, which Katrina was holding in her other hand. Elliot's cry was cut off in a choke and he fell back, letting go of Lilly.

"ELLIOT! JUST WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" Katrina yelled at him, Lilly looked surprised at what had just happened, just as surprised as Elliot would have looked if he hadn't just been shocked with a tazer, "You tell me you want to talk to her and this is what you do? I should rip off your nuts and shove them so far up your ass…"

"You mean this wasn't planned?" Lilly asked, sounding quite confused.

"Katrina don't pull this shit—" Elliot was caught off guard again when she shocked him in the neck for a second time. "GOD DAMN IT STOP THAT!" He reached for the wrist of the hand that was holding the tazer and she stuck the gun out and put it to his head.

"Don't say another word or I kill you. I can't believe I trusted you." Katrina snapped at him, she had tears in her eyes, almost as if she had really betrayed Elliot. He clenched his teeth, he had no idea that Katrina would go through such lengths to frame him. Elliot wanted to scream with rage, he wanted to jump up and choke Katrina, but what could that possibly accomplish at this point? He swallowed hard and stared her down, despite the gun that was pressed against his head, "Lilly, how about we go have a nice cup of coffee….does that sound good?" She held her hand out to Lilly after clipping the tazer back onto her belt, the hand with the gun didn't stray from Elliot's skin for a moment.

"Coffee would be great…" Lilly said softly and then took the hand that was held out to her and stood up. She pulled her skirt down and cleared her throat, looking at Elliot like she couldn't believe he had just done what he had. Elliot wanted to say something but knew better then to try, he doubted that Katrina would actually shoot him, but he did not doubt that she would shock him again and he really didn't want that. The two of them walked out of the room together, Lilly didn't take one backwards glance at him.

Olivia was pacing her stall, wondering what exactly was going on with Lilly. She was mad that she didn't get to see Elliot, but on the other hand she knew there had to be some sort of devious plan of Katrina's that she couldn't see yet. It had been a few hours since Lilly left, and she was starting to get a little paranoid. What if Katrina managed to some how bring Lilly onto her side? No, she was being stupid they had only been there 4 days, there was no way Lilly could have been broken in four days. Olivia didn't know much about Lilly, except she had the body of a supermodel, her parents died and left her a fortune, and that she was a damn fine FBI agent and psychiatrist.

"She's back! Did ya miss her?" Katrina called as she pulled Lilly back into the stables by her leash. She was back in just a corset and boots, but she didn't have any hoof gloves on. Olivia sighed with relief. She looked fine, no cuts of bruises, other then the one on her right cheek but that had been there before she had left.

"Thank god, Lilly are you alright?" Olivia asked, ignoring Katrina. Lilly looked at Olivia suspiciously and then nodded slightly. Katrina opened the door to Lilly's stall and unclipped the leash. Lilly walked in and sat down. After Katrina closed the stall door she opened the hatch and pulled a pack of cigarettes out of her back pocket, along with a pack of matches and slid them through the hatch on the door. Lilly smiled and took them.

"Thank you Kat." Lilly said and pulled one of the cigarettes out of the pack and struck up a match. She lit the cigarette and took a long drag from it.

"Kat? Thank you? What the hell is going on here?" Olivia snapped and looked over to Katrina, who smiled deviously and then started to walk out of the stables.

"I think you two have a lot to talk about." Katrina called and then walked out of the door, shutting it behind her. Olivia walked over to the dividing fence in the stall and looked over at Lilly who was thoroughly enjoying her cigarette. She looked up at Olivia, still with suspicious eyes, and exhaled her cigarette in her direction.

"Elliot tried to rape me." Lilly said after another moment and then put the cigarette back in her mouth to take another drag. Olivia was absolutely dumbstruck by that statement. The words left her mouth, the breath escaped her lungs, she couldn't speak.

"Well, I think that if he did then there is a damn good reason he—"

"No, there isn't a damn good reason! If Katrina hadn't have come in when she did he would have been all over me!" Lilly replied, tears started to well up in her eyes. She stood up and turned away from Olivia, the smoke from the cigarette trailed over her shoulder as she did. Olivia couldn't believe what she was hearing, but she did believe that Elliot had his reasons, however bizarre they were. Lilly didn't look like she was going to be convinced otherwise.

"What if she said she would hurt one of us if he didn't?" Olivia debated. Lilly took another drag from her cigarette and then turned to look at Olivia again.

"I don't care, besides he would have said something if that was the case." Lilly replied and then sat back down in the sand. Olivia stayed standing, looking down at Lilly. She didn't know what to say, obviously Lilly had made up her mind about this and probably had a chat with Katrina after the fact to seal the deal. "Katrina has obviously gotten to him, but I can assure you that won't happen to me."

Looks like it already has. Olivia thought and then sat down in the sand. She put her head in her hands and tried to think. She didn't doubt Lilly's story, but she did doubt the motive behind it. She thought, no she knew, that Elliot wouldn't even consider rape unless there were dire consequences if he didn't do it. She couldn't believe that Katrina had gotten him to the point where he was some sort of savage animal. She sighed and laid back in the sand, thunder crashed overhead, and the only thing she had to be thankful for was she had a roof over her head.

Elliot was down in the kitchen holding an ice pack to his neck where he had been shocked. The Asian woman was there and she was busy preparing lunch, which looked like it was going to be sushi. The woman was an expert at making it, she looked like she knew exactly what she was doing. Elliot was standing at a near by counter eating an apple. The woman remained quiet, she didn't even seem to notice that he was there. He wanted to try and talk to her, there had to be a way to communicate with her even if she didn't speak any English. He decided he would at least try to figure out her name. He walked over to the sink and opened the cabinet under it and threw away the apple core, then swallowed his mouthful and turned to look at her, she was checking the rice.

"Hi there." He said to her, she looked at him strangely and put the lid back on the pot that was cooking the rice, "I'm Elliot…" he motioned to himself and said his name again, slower. She smiled at him slightly but it actually look like she understood what he was trying to say.

"Shizu." She replied, pointing to herself. She then went back to rolling the sushi. Elliot was amazed at how fresh the fish on the island was. He didn't know if it was caught off the shores there or if it was brought to her by boat, in any case it was absolutely delicious. They had fish the past few nights for dinner, and Elliot would have been lying if he said he was sick of it. "Elliot." She said and then pointed at him, a big smile crossing her face. She was very attractive, with almond shaped eyes and jet black shoulder length hair.

"That was your first English word, congratulations." He said to her and moved the ice pack from his neck. He hadn't seen Katrina since the incident with Lilly, he had just gone to his room and smashed everything that wasn't nailed down. He didn't want to see her but he knew that he would have to sooner or later. Just as he was putting the melting ice pack onto his neck again Katrina walked into the kitchen. "I have a bone to pick with you."

"That was great wasn't it? Maybe I should really be an actress." Katrina said and then laughed, "You should have seen the look on your face when I burst into the room, it was classic. I have it on video tape if you want to see." Elliot glared daggers at her.

"I really don't get you Katrina, what the fuck is your deal?" Elliot snapped back at her, he wished that she hadn't gotten him on tape about to rape Lilly because he knew when they were found and all was said and done people would be reviewing those tapes and he would look like a total jackass. Katrina walked over to the counter where there was a bowl of fruit and picked up a banana. She started to peel the outer skin off of it slowly.

"Everything I do is for a reason, Elliot. Just remember I am one step ahead of you at all times." Katrina replied and then took a bite from the banana. Elliot advanced on her, he really was ready to choke the stupid bitch to death, when she pulled her tazer. It would never be a fair fight if she always had the tazer, she was like quick draw McGraw with that thing.

"You keep saying that, but you can know that I don't believe any of the bullshit you are feeding me." Elliot said and then took a step back. It hurt bad enough being shocked on the neck twice, he wasn't willing to face that pain again, at least not until his neck healed.

"Hope you like Japanese food cause that's all you are eating while she's here." Katrina said and then clipped the tazer to the back of her belt. Shizu looked in Katrina's direction for a moment before slicing the long roll of sushi into smaller, bite sized pieces. Elliot still didn't think it was fair that he got to eat gourmet food while Olivia and Lilly were stuck eating plain oatmeal and the occasional apple or carrot.

"Give my food to Olivia and I'll eat whatever she would have eaten for lunch." Elliot commanded. Katrina looked at him like he had just spoke a language other then English. Then she laughed and reached over and patted him on the shoulder.

"It just doesn't work that way Elliot. Get used to it." Katrina said with a snicker behind it and then took another bite of her banana. Elliot was getting mad at how cocky she was, if only he could find her gun then he'd be in control….even barring that if he could get the tazer he would be in business. As it was, she didn't carry the gun with her everywhere, and the tazer was very close to her body and clipped there, making it hard to get off without fumbling with a clip. She seemed to have mastered the art of getting it off her belt quickly but Elliot knew he would have a hell of a time trying to unclip it.

"Please just leave Olivia alone. I don't care what kind of monster you make Lilly think I am, just leave Olivia out of all of this!" Elliot nearly shouted, and it was true that he didn't care if Lilly thought he was a monster until they got off the island, if that's what had to go down to protect Olivia then he would gladly play the part. Katrina walked over to the trashcan and tossed the banana peel in there unceremoniously.

"I can make her hate you, you really want that?" Katrina asked and then swallowed the rest of what she had in her mouth. Elliot narrowed his eyes and stared at her, he could take it, "I can leave Olivia alone but then Lilly will get 100 of my attention, you're willing to let that happen?"

"More then willing." Elliot replied, "Do what you have to do."

"Fine, if that's the way you want it I have some entertainment lined up for after lunch." Katrina said and then watched Shizu set the table with plates that were probably more expensive then Elliot's car. "Also, stop smashing anything that isn't bolted down I pay good money for my stuff." Elliot rolled his eyes and pulled the ice pack away from his neck. It wasn't so much ice any more as it was cold water. He walked over to the freezer and put the pack back in, he was almost certain he was going to need it later.

After lunch, Katrina took Elliot to the room where he had attacked Lilly that morning. She locked the door behind them and then walked over to a table and opened a locked drawer with a small key she kept in her pocket. From that drawer she pulled out a bottle of red liquid and a syringe. Elliot recognized the liquid immediately; it was that Spanish fly stuff she had given him before in order to make him attack Evelyn. He took a step back, now it really looked like he would be raping Lilly whether he liked it or not. Katrina smiled and placed the needle into the bottle and drew out a very small amount of liquid, before placing the bottle back in the drawer and locking it.

"Please don't give me that stuff again." Elliot tried to plead with her in a voice that was calm and not pitiful. He didn't want to sound pitiful in front of her, and he didn't want to sound like he was begging either. Katrina came toward him with the needle, but he made no attempt to escape her. He had really brought this on himself when he said that he didn't care what Lilly thought about him.

"What's done is done." Katrina said and then injected it into his neck, "You know how this works so I'll send her in and….you know the rest."

"One of these days Katrina, you're gonna get it. Karma is a bitch." Elliot spat at her, he could already feel the injection starting to coat his insides. She laughed and then unlocked the door and left the room. By that point Elliot could feel his blood beginning to boil his arousal was coming to a point that he couldn't ignore. His hands clenched into fists and his teeth clenched along with them. He stared at the door, at this point he didn't care who came through the door, she was going to get it. "Come on Lilly you stupid bitch…" Slowly the door opened.

"Elliot?" A voice said before he could see who it was, and instantly he recognized the voice, it was not Lilly it was Olivia.