For all you out there that have reviewed, followed, favorited, and P. me and my stories have I have to thank you from the bottom of my heart...

This is not an update... I don't know how long it will be until I am able to update or write for any of my stories... No it's not school that's making so I can't. It's myself, but to be more exact, I mean the demons the reside in my mind.

Anyone of you that gone through depression and thoughts of suicide and have made it though it so you have a happy life again or just have a happy life, I am so very proud of you, yet slightly jealous of you at the same time. I have almost taken my own life several times just this month... Nothing helps the empty feeling inside of my chest.

Not to long ago, I was told by someone very important to me, that she wished that she was feeling how I feel and I almost screamed at the top of my lungs. I don't care if I have never met any of you, I never want ANYBODY on this planet to feel this way, I wouldn't even wish it upon the people I loathe most.

Please don't get angry with me, I really want to write more for you guys... but even as I write this for you, It hurts to take each breath that I need to continue living...

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Good bye for now and I hope that you guys will forgive me