A/N: Thanks for the reviews I hope you all continue to like it. I will continue to update as long as inspiration keeps coming. I have a few chapters already planned out so hopefully that will keep this story moving forward.
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Chapter 3
BPOV
Did I really dream everything that happened last night, please lord tell me I didn't. Tell me when I open my eyes that Jasper and Edward will be here in my house after all these years. I honestly wish that I was able to get a hold of Alice for everything that she did to us. If she would have been honest everything would have worked out the way it should, and maybe Charlie wouldn't have had to see his daughter deteriorate right before his eyes for the last few months of his life. NO, NO I refuse to go back down that road again, but I'll be damned if I don't give a little bit of what she deserves one day.
After they told me everything that they had both been through I was a little relieved to see that I hadn't been the only one to suffer, although knowing that they suffered any made me feel even worse. Edward didn't say to much last night, of course I didn't say to much to him either but I was to scared that if I opened up to him to much and started to feel anything again that I wouldn't recover once they left again. Who am I kidding I will be devastated when they leave me again, I better get a refill of my Valium and Zoloft because I won't make it on my own.
Resigning myself to the fact that no matter how much I would like to I can't stay in bed and hide from the inevitable heartbreak that is to come. (that's if they even stayed last night after I fell asleep) I don't know if it was a dream or not but I remember asking them to stay with me, and when Jasper started to leave I told them both to stay. Scared to look I slowly open my eyes and find that I am in my bed, minus my two vampires. My two vampires?
Stretching and trying to make myself look somewhat less scary I make my way down stair for a cup of coffee and some Tylenol, uh tequila you dirty devil. After leaving my room I smell what seems to be coffee and breakfast cooking. Well it seems they stayed around after all at least until the human was up and fed.
Entering the kitchen I find that it is only Edward, knowing that it is me he asks, "I would say good morning, but considering it is almost 1 in the afternoon I will just ask if you slept well last night? We didn't know if you wanted us there just until you fell asleep or until you woke up so this morning we left you to sleep by yourself."
"I'm sorry if me asking you guys to stay made you uncomfortable, but thank you I haven't slept that good since before you left." Edwards had a pained expression on it so I quickly said. "I didn't mean to make you feel bad, you know me I usually just say things without thinking. This coffee is great by the way, I can't get over the fact that you guys can't eat yet you make the best food." My attempt at distraction doesn't go unnoticed but he lets it slide.
"Hey where did Jasper head off to?" I ask trying to get rid of the awkward silence that seemed to set over us.
"He went out to feed and water the horses, he thought that we would let you sleep in and he would take care of them for you. He loves horses by the way, I guess considering that he grew up with them it makes him feel closer to his life before his change."
"Oh you guys really didn't have to go to any trouble I am used to taking care of things on my own. But I appreciate it so thanks and I am sure that Major and Mason will love Jasper as well."
"Can I ask you a question? Why did you name you horses Major and Mason?" Edward asked as he cleaned the kitchen of the breakfast dishes.
"Well its kind of weird but a couple of nights before I bought them I had a dream about two dark brown horses, in my dream I had called them M & M because they reminded me of the dark chocolate ones. So in my dream someone told me that their names were Mason and Major. Anyway when I went to pick out some horses those two were there and wouldn't leave my side, and they looked just like the two in my dream so I bought them and gave them the names that were in my dream. I know its silly to name something because of a dream but the names seemed to fit them."
"Oh we like the names its just that it kind of shocked us when you introduced us last night because my last name when I was human was Mason and Jasper was a Major in the confederate army before he was changed. We were just curious how you came by those names."
To say that I was speechless was an understatement, I had unknowingly name my boys after Edward and Jasper. Well at least now when they leave again I will have at least something that will remind me of them. Just then Jasper comes in and kisses the top of my head, a jolt of electricity runs through my body. Did he feel it, before whenever Edward and I was near each other I would feel the same thing from him. Was it still there or did it go away the same as when he left. Please, please don't tell me that it isn't there anymore.
"Well it's good to see you up Darlin', I was beginning to think you was going to sleep the whole day away. I hope you don't mind but I fed and watered the horses for you, I haven't been around horses in years."
"Of course not Jasper you can spend as much time with them as you like, I hope they didn't give you to much trouble. I have to take them out today for a run I haven't taken them for a ride in about a week. Mason likes to go down to the creek at the far end of the property, I usually go down there to write or if I feel like it swim. Major on the other hand like to just run where ever we usually just go for hours just me and him roaming the property."
"Well if you need some help let me know I would love it. Well that is if you don't kick us out and want us to never return. We would understand if you never wanted to see us again, but if not we just wanted to tell you that we don't plan on leaving again. Well not unless you are with us. I could feel your fear from outside when you woke up, so I am guessing that you were afraid that we weren't going to stick around."
"Bella look at me please." Edward asked when I closed my eyes to keep the tears at bay. He cupped my cheek, and I felt that electric current again. I know that he felt it when he closed his eyes before looking back at me. "I made the worst mistake of my life that day, but if you will let me I want to spend everyday making it up to you. I don't want to leave, and I honestly I don't think that I would be able to again."
"I don't want you to go, either of you. I want both of you to stay, or if you go I will hunt you down until my last breath because I won't make it a second time without you. Jasper I want you to stay as well, I don't blame you for anything that happened. Besides you can spend as much time with Major and Mason as you want."
"Well then Darlin you have yourself a deal, I guess we all stay together." Jasper came and wrapped me in a hug where I felt the same electrical currant again, it was the same as the one I get with Edward. Edward and Jasper share a look which I know is them having a silent conversation.
"So where does that leave us Bella. Do you want to try and get what we had before back or do you just want to be friends, I am willing to take what I can get from you." Edward asked as Jasper released me from his hug.
Turning from Jasper to Edward I said, "How about we just leave everything where it belongs and start over. We will see what happens, ok. I don't think that we will have exactly the same relationship as before but you never know this may make it better."
"I have a feeling that everything is going to be better now darlin. How about you go get dressed and we take those horses for a run." Jasper asked.
"I think that while you guys do that I will just run out and hunt. If you need me I programmed my number into your phone. I will see you both when you get back." Edward kissed my forehead before turning and walking out the door.
A/N: Okay so I hoped you liked that one, the next one will move them closer to one another. I think that I will put it in JPOV next time, what were him and Edward having a silent conversation about. What does he think about the electric current that is caused when him and Bella touch.
