Disclaimer: I do not own anything. Twilight is all Stephenie Meyer and Harry Potter is all J.K. Rowling.

Warning: SLASH. Suicidal at times. Don't like it. Don't read it.

Author's little note: Here is the third Chapter. It is in EPOV and is setting up some relationships and history stuff so we are all on the same page before i continue with my own plot.I dont believe in love at first sight. and i dont believe that Edward would just drop everything and run off with Harry.. after all I believe that Edward is trully in love with Bella at this time in the story. So hes confused. For those of you who are Bella haters .. sorry i couldnt just leave her out. she brings in too much to this story and i like her.


Where to go

Edward wanted to chase after the boy, Ronald, but kept himself standing where he was perfectly still. Edward knew that Ronald was not his real name. He had heard the boy's inner struggle about lying to Edward concerning the use of the name Ronald. That name was dead to him. Edward found himself wondering who the real Ronald was and what had happened that had caused this boy so much pain to consider the name dead. The vampire also found it strange how 'Ronald's' mind would sound like a whisper that he could not understand. But every so often there was a thought or two that Edward could hear perfectly. Like the only time he could read his mind was when the human said something to himself that nearly came out verbally. It was terribly confusing to Edward to sit across from 'Ronald' and try to read his mind. It was like listening to a scratched record which had more scratched music than an actual melody. Yet the notes were there and every so often admits the scratched nothing was a beautiful harmony that sang to him.

Edward watched as 'Ronald' handed his ticket to the stewardess and looked back once more. He noticed the dark circles beneath this human's green eyes that looked like they have seen a hundred years of sorrow. Although 'Ronald' appeared to look around 19 or maybe 20 years old, Edward could tell that those emerald eyes have seen much, much more. His raven hair was unruly but it looked like 'Ronald' liked it that way. It was like he hid himself from the world little by little with the start being behind those dark locks. And the next layer being behind those sullen eyes which at some point must have been his most captivating feature. Not that Ronald wasn't good looking; he did have a rugged handsomeness. To Edward he was beautiful and intriguing.

'But why? Why am I so interested in this human? I just left Bella, the love of my existence alone in Forkes with a bunch of rabid wolves.'

Bella, Isabella Swan. Edward's beautiful and sweet Bella whose mind was always a mystery to him. Her blood sang to him, like nothing else could sing to him in the world. When she was absent there was a huge cloud that hung over him constantly. It was only her presence that made him feel alive, if he could call it alive. Maybe he should just go back to her after all he was in love and wanted her to be happy and safe.

'Happy and safe; the two reasons why I of all people should stay as far away from her as possible. I am a monster and will only end up being the cause of Bella's destruction.'

Edward had left Bella. So she could live her life and love someone who was actually capable of taking care of her. She wanted to be changed. She wanted to be a Vampire. She wanted to be this soulless monster that he was. She had no understanding of what she was asking of him and he would never comply with that wish. Bella was too beautiful and innocent. So Edward had left. He had packed up everything and moved his family out of Forkes so that Bella would have the chance at a life without Vampires and death. Carlisle had been very worried about him and did not like Edward's idea of leaving so suddenly. But Edward had insisted and sent Carlisle and the rest of his family to Alaska ahead of him. He didn't want to go to Alaska. He was in desperate need of some time away from everyone but wasn't sure exactly where to go. Back to Bella? No.

'I can't go back to her. I won't go back to her. Ever. She deserves life. I cannot imagine this world without her being a part of it.'

Edward had thought all of this in the few seconds that it had taken for 'Ronald' to turn around and walk out of sight. He felt a second shadow fall over him with the absence of this boy. He wanted to protect 'Ronald'. To find out what it was that had caused his eyes so much pain and heal it. Then shield him from every feeling that kind of pain again. Edward did not need Jasper's gift of feeling emotion to feel the depression that ran over 'Ronald' like a constant stream.

Edward had made his decision. He walked to the front of the airport to the next airline that had a open reception.

"Excuse me Miss." Edward asked flashing a little smile. "When is the next flight to Toronto, Ontario departing and are there any seats left?"

The young female attendant looked up to Edward. Seeing him smile she blushed and quickly typed on her keyboard.

"There is one departing at 3:45pm and there are still a few seats available. Would you like to reserve one?" she asked and gave him a flirty smile.

'God he's gorgeous. Too bad he wants to go to Toronto. So far away... and I'm off work at 4 today too. Oh the things I would do to this hunk...' Her thoughts invaded Edward's mind and he tried to drown them out. He had absolutely no interested in this woman apart from getting him a ticket out of here.

"Yes, I would like a seat on that flight." He handed her a shiny black credit card and his fake passport.

She typed quickly on the computer and printed the ticket.

"Is there anything else at all I can do for you?" 'Like maybe run away from work and do anything you want...'

"No. Thank you. Have a nice day." Edward replied and took his ticket.

'You could have made it nicer.' The woman thought as Edward walked away.

So he was going to Toronto after 'Ronald'.

'I am going to keep my distance though and only make sure he doesn't try to kill himself.'


AN: So I have decided that Edward can partially read Harry's mind. The reason will of course be explained later on. But for now it is a scratched record with occasional thoughts. ALSO i know Harry is suppose to be 25 but i have decided that on the outside he still looks younger. Like 19 ish. Ill tell you why now so i dont get you all flustered over it. I figured that since the people in the magical world live longer than muggles do that Harry`s ageing would slow down after he turned 17 just like everyone else in the magical world (in my story) of course Edward does not know this ...yet. Hope you enjoyed this... let me know!!!!