I Hate What I Hate

Author: Kazumi Kairi or Kairi-chan

Kairi: Finally I update this third chapter. Sorry that I haven't update this one so soon 'coz there's an exams to take since January and I was having some projects to do which I have no time to write this story but now it's finally over I'm back for more of this .

Phase 003: Dazzling Thoughts

It was late night in the streets, cats and dogs were making a racket that wakens up the neighborhood. One house, the window was left open by Shinn as he lets the wind to enter his room. Shinn was in wonder, as he wonders about the mysterious singer he heard from the previous day. That has been on his mind ever since.

"Why do I get a feeling I heard that song before?" Shinn thought, "Also I'm not familiar from any girls… or even heard them singing."

Knowing that it was actually useless he sighs heavily and continues to gaze at the scenery of his window. Then he looks up at the sky seeing the beautiful stars were shinning as he smiles at it.

"They're getting prettier than the last time I've seen them." He commented, "I wonder how they got so beautiful all the sudden?"

Shinn continues to star gaze finding it's still beautiful to watch them and he doesn't want waste or miss to see the opportunity. Far away from Shinn's neighbor area from another house that belongs to someone, again, else, a girl, was also watching at the stars.

"So pretty…" she complimented the night's beauty, "Feels like the stars are performing. I wish I could shine more like them."

"Honey, it's getting late, you have school tomorrow and I don't want you get stress since you also have work." A middle-aged man reminded her.

"I understand, Father. Good night." She answered back.

"Good night, Stellar." The father said.

Again, far away from Stellar's neighborhoods, in the Hawke's sisters' home, Lunamaria was in her room busily doing her homework. Although she doesn't seems to look like doing it instead she had her textbook, paper, and her pencil left there as she had her eyes gazing at the starry star.

"Rey Za Burrel, huh? I got to admit that he is incredible hot although he's no match than him." Lunamaria thought.

"Oneechan." Meyrin's voice called her.

The older Hawke turned around from her seat and looked at Meyrin, "What it is now, Meyrin? Do you need help?" she asked her.

"Do you… know a guy named Auel Neider?" she asked her nervously.

Lunamaria raised her eyebrow while she stares at Meyrin, "Yes, in fact he is my classmate." She answered, "Why are you asking me?"

"Oh nothing at all, Oneechan." Meyrin lied, "Anyway thanks."

Before the older Hawke sister could even say a word to her sister, Meyrin had already exited herself of Lunamaria's room so quickly. The older sister stared at the door where her sister stands there a while a go.

"Okay… why was she asking me that kind of question?" she wondered.

-Few days later Wednesday School time

In a nearby storage room, Mirialla Neline were walking on the school's hallway heading her way to their next class. The short brown haired girl was either in a good mood or a little bad mood as she was being bothered something in her mind. She seems can't overcome on it. Neline was getting more worried to her friend.

"You face is falling, Milly." Neline said.

"Eh? What do you mean by that Nel?" Mirialla asked her confusedly what she said.

"It means you have problem. Is there something bothering you at all?" she asked her.

"Errr… nothing at all, Nel. It's just that I was worrying… about my father if he… forgot to lock the… door again." She stammered.

"I see…" Neline muttered.

"You gotta focus Mirialla Haww!" Mirialla told herself, "You should not focus on the past but here in the present!"

While Mirialla was mentally telling herself through her mind and Neline looked at her curiously as they were heading their way to the next class, little know there was someone who was following her behind. She senses someone's presence but when she turns around she saw no one was there. It was probably her imaginations. So she turns around and continues what she was doing. Then someone appears behind her secretly yet was hiding.

"Mirialla…" it whispered.

From the other floors of SEED Academy school, Athrun was running really fast as his legs could carry him. As he took of the blast, he spots one place then he hid himself completely. While he stays there, Mia suddenly appears, who seems to be running after someone.

"ATHRUN! WHY ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY FROM ME?" Mia cried, "COME BACK PLEASE! THERE'S SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO TELL YOU!"

"The reason why I'm running away is because of you." Athrun thought. "I don't like snotty girls like you."

Athrun stayed there for a while and waited for Mia to disappear of the place. The blunette haired guy was getting a cold shudder when he heard the sluttish girl calls out his name loud. He waited and waited until he no longer hears the girl anymore as he gave out a relief sigh as he can finally get out from his hiding place.

"That was a close one. That Campbell sure is the opposite of Lacus. God, I don't like that Campbell girl at all." Athrun complained.

AS the blunette haired soon got up from his hiding place and was about to head to his next class, he suddenly bumped into someone without even looking. Luckily he didn't actually fall and land on the ground as he was still standing then he caught the person's hand to prevent it from falling. And the person whom he had save and met was Meyrin Hawke.

"I'm terribly sorry. I wasn't paying any attention." Meyrin stammered.

"It's okay… at least we're both okay." He told her as he let of her hand slowly as Meyrin could stands, "You're not from my batch are you?"

"I'm… M-M-Meyrin H-Hawke from class 10-C." she introduced herself. "You are?"

Athrun kindly smiled at the young Hawke sister, "Athrun Zala from 11-A but I prefer you call me 'Athrun' okay.' He said.

"Then… you can call me Meyrin, Athrun… sempai." She blushed when she saw his smile.

Meyrin took one quick glance at Athrun who was still smiling at her handsomely and kindly. The younger Hawke sister was melted at the first sight of the blunette sempai. Before she could talk to him more, Athrun excused himself by telling her that he has to get into his next class then he bid her 'later' in a kind way. Meyrin stared at him admiring as she could feel her heart is beating faster.

"Maybe Athrun-sempai is the right guy for me. Meyrin whispered dreamingly.

"What are you doing here, Meyrin?" Auel's voice asked her.

The younger Hawke had snapped out from her fantasies then she turned around and saw Auel was standing behind her. The light blue haired lad seems to be anxious as he had saw Meyrin was staring at the other side of the direction. Meyrin simply answered him that someone to meet her although no one appears was calling her. As Auel heard her answers, he wanted to ask more although the younger Hawke sister went off alone and told him she has to go to her class.

"I really can't understand women after all." Auel thought. "I'd better get to my PE."

At the courtyard where the students do to their PE Class 11-C were having that subject, the boys were wearing short sleeve white shirt, blue shorts about three inches below of their knees, short white socks and pair of blue and white rubber shoes. For the girls, they are wearing similar uniform and color to the boys although theirs shirt has long sleeve, and their gym short reaches about two inches above their knees and some were wearing bloomers(you know panty-alike from those animes when they're having their PE). The girls were either playing volleyball or run in the field while the boys were either playing basketball, soccer or run along.

In the girls where boys and girls were separated, Lunamaria was playing volleyball with the other girls from her class while Stellar was running on the track and field alone. The older Hawke sister had invited her to play volleyball although she declines her offer and suggest that she will do track and field instead. Lunamaria was really anxious of her friend's strange behavior since she had noticed that she seems distance to other people. As she played volleyball with the other girls she suddenly wanted to take a break so she went to the backyard to wash her face,

"Stellar seems to be so secretive for some reason." Lunamaria thought, "Yet sometimes she almost decline all my invites."

As Lunamaria was done washing her face she headed back to play volleyball with her female classmates, she suddenly caught a quick glimpse of a person with light green hair. When she turned around and go after to who ever the person has light green hair although the mysterious person was nowhere to be found.

"Can it be him? Impossible, I thought he was still in space." The older Hawke sister gasped.

While the older Hawke sister was shocked and wondering about the person, away from her in the track and field where Stellar was running alone. The magenta-eyed girl was getting really tired from the entire time for running. It was already her sixth round yet she was incredibly really fast. She wanted to take a break although part of her was urging her to continue running. Then she heard another footsteps were coming behind her. She felt someone was beside her so she looked to her right side and gasped seeing the familiar person who was running next to her. That person was no other than Shinn Asuka.

"You don't mind if I run along with you?" Shinn asked her kindly.

"Not at all, Shinn but I thought you're playing basketball." Stellar inquired him.

Shinn smiled at her nervously, "Yeah but I get an urging feeling that I should try something else." He replied. "But I didn't actually know you ran pretty quick."

"Well… actually… I used to jog everyday when I was little." She confessed. "So that's why I ran fast."

"That's cool, Stellar. You're really something." He told her with a smile. "You and I are really different."

Stellar suddenly blushed what Shinn comments but she takes it as a compliment. She had never heard from anyone not even from a boy like Shinn would compliment her. Although she remembered her parents said something but they weren't counted. The magenta-eyed girl fell into silence and continues running along with Shinn. As for the messy raven-haired lad, he continues to smile at her and run.

"I've forgot… Luna told me Shinn is a runner to track and field but I didn't actually know he is a good runner too." She thought. "Hold on what does he mean he and I are different?"

Back to the school building again, in some classroom where Kira and Athrun and some of their familiar classmates were taking.

-Kira's POV

It is Math time already yet the teacher, Mr. Mwu, still has not arrived to this classroom. The class was getting noisy as some were gossiping, chatting or even shared jokes or tells stories to each other. I looked around to this math classroom until my sight landed to my twin sister, Cagalli, who was busily talking with Lacus(Not Mia mind you).

Looking at Lacus, my heart suddenly beats really quick like a leopard running after its prey. I was confused when I first looked at the beautiful long pink haired goddess… Gasp! Did I really said that? Okay that was not suppose to be in my vocabulary although Lacus does looks so beautiful and a goddess and – okay stop it Kira Yamato, this isn't like you at all!

My mind is beginning to confuse me more then I realized I was still looking at Lacus and I was ALSO staring at Lacus's beautiful smile. I really can't help just looking at it until – someone had hit me on my head using something hard. I winced a little then I looked whoever the person had hit me. As I looked up on the person I saw Athrun was still facing at the blackboard then I noticed he had his right hand holding a hardbound book.

"Why did you do that, Athrun." I hissed at him.

"I've been trying to call you several times but it seems you were brought to another world." Athrun answered calmly.

I glared at him angrily giving him my best 'that's-not-what-you-think' look although he was not affected to it as he just continue looking at the blackboard and let out a small relief sigh. I simply don't understand most of it from him still he's my best bud.

"By the way, Kira, don't stared at Lacus like a pervert the next time." He advised me.

Hearing such kind of advice, I was about to shout at him so badly although I was taken back since I don't like to get the attention in front of my classmates. So I completely shut up and looked back at the blackboard again. Then I could feel him was smirking victoriously.

"This isn't funny, Athrun." I whispered.

"Oh yes it is." He smirked.

Again I didn't rage up so I continue to keep it down. While we were still waiting for our Math teacher to arrive, I suddenly felt uncomfortable feeling like someone was watching behind my back. I looked around the classroom to find that person although none of them were wither watching at me. Then my sixth sense was telling me to look at the sliding door at the end of this classroom, which I really obey. Looking at it, my hunch seems to be getting stronger as I feel someone was there until I no longer sense someone's presence anymore. Was it my wild imagination that there's someone watching at me? I asked myself.

"Nah… it can't be really it… right?" I thought

-End of Kira's POV

Lacus and Cagalli were still having a lively chat. The pink haired goddess was all in smile as she was listening attentively on Cagalli's joke/stories. She was having a great conversation but then she suddenly felt someone was watching her as she turn around she sees no one suspicious.

"Was there a problem, Lacus?" Cagalli asked her curiously.

"Nothing at all, Cagalli." Lacus answered, "By the way is Kira protective brother?"

Cagalli raised an eyebrow at her and answered, "Yeah… he is overprotective. He always protected me ever since elementary school when boys near me he stays on my side." She explained to him, "He even laid a punch on them if he ever lays a hand on me. If you were there you could see how overprotective he is."

Lacus gave out a slight laugh as she sees Cagalli's sour expression as she was recalling come memories of her past. She really enjoyed the conversation with her so much it made her feel like she had a sister who could tell her a good story. While Cagalli still has the sour face, she secretly looked at Kira who was rubbing his head while staring at the blackboard.

Outside of the classroom where Kira, Athrun, Lacus and Cagalli were attending, one student was hiding below of the sliding door as it was trying to avoid being seen through the window. The person, a girl, with dark pink hair tied beautifully in half way, stood up from her hiding and watches at the person who was sitting in the middle of the classroom and sits next to another guy with blue hair.

"That was a close on." She whispered. "He is absolutely gorgeous than him."

"Excuse me, I hate to interrupt you but you're not suppose to be in here." The teacher's voice boomed.

The mysterious girl turned around and looked at the teacher after she gasped when she heard the teacher's voice. She quickly excused herself that she went to the wrong classroom and hurriedly went to the other side. The teacher, Mwu, stared at that student wondering what was she doing in his class first of all.

"Teenagers these days." The teacher whispered. "What are they up to?"

In the boys changing room, Class 11-C were changing their PE uniform to their casual clothes that they've worn before they started their PE. Rey and Shinn were busily talking about their plans, as they were about to ask Auel for his opinions they've noticed he was spacing out as he was slowing his changing. It was unlike him to act like that.

"Auel can you hear a thing what I'm saying?" Rey asked Auel while he puts on his shirt

"What? You were saying?" Auel asked him

"Sighs. What's wrong with you, man. You seem to be dazzling from what I see." Said Shinn

"She seems suspiciously." He replied yet without realizing he was saying out loud.

Shinn and Rey were quite surprise to hear what Auel answered this is an unexpected from him. They both knew that Auel was not interested in any girls since in their elementary school. They both remembered that Auel rejected some girls who have confessed that they liked him either from the same grade or higher or even lower. But in this school year was probably the new of him.

"Since when were you interested?" Shinn asked him.

"Yeah." Rey agreed.

"Leave me alone…" he said. "I really don't want to talk about it."

Auel left the boys' changing room really quick leaving Shinn and Rey behind. As he left the room, he felt the hot temperature was rising up from his face. He quickly went to the nearby sink, which only takes two minutes to get there. Then he splashed some water to his face over and over again until he finally calms down.

"Why am I thinking of her? I've already like the other girl but why her?" He questioned himself.

"You okay there, Auel?" someone asked him.

The light blue haired lad turned his head putting his attention to the person who called him. The person was Nicol who was smiling and he was carrying a bento box with him. Before he befriended to Rey and Shinn he and Nicol were best friends since they were young yet they have not seen each other for the last two years. They first met again from the other day in their first day of school. First they didn't recognize each other but when they get the same class they finally knew.

"Aren't you supposed to be in another class, Nicol?" Auel asked Nicol.

"My Math's over so it's recess." Nicol replied, "In case you're wondering I just saw you a while ago ran all the sudden so I followed you. So what's the problem?"

Nicol smiled at his friend who was staring at him slight surprisingly at what he said. Then Auel recalled that the green haired lad can also read his mind or knows that he has a problem.

"It's okay if you want to keep yourself, Auel. But remember that you can't hide it forever." He told him.

"Thanks but I don't want to talk about it so please wait." He said.

"If that is your answer then I won't force you." He smiled, "You gonna eat lunch with me and my friends I'm going to introduce them to you."

"That would be cool Nicol but do you mind if I invite Shinn and Rey too? They're also my friends." Auel requested.

"Sure, Auel. Having a large company wouldn't be such a bad idea." Nicol smiled.

Both boys smiled at each other then Auel gave out a playful punch to Nicol then he quickly went back to the boys' changing room to get Shin and Rey. Nicol just watched at his friend with a smile on his face.

"You have not change not even a little bit you know, Auel." He whispered.

Away from Nicol, Shiho was sitting under the tree alone. She seems to be waiting for someone to come although none of the people that she was expecting have arrived yet so she decides to take out some of her lunch first. As she was about to take half bite of her lunch, a small white paper have fell off from her notebook.

"Oh… I forgot I got this mail from him." Shiho whispered, "I haven't read this since yesterday I've arrived home. I have to read it."

With it, the copper-brown haired girl opened the envelope of her letter then took out two pieces of paper were folded neatly and read it quietly. As she was reading her letter she began to get laughing then smiling at each passage of the letter.

"So he's doing really good than ever." Shiho whispered, "It's already two years since we parted our ways. I wonder how you looked like now?"

"Oi what you reading, Hahnenfuss? Love letter?" someone said.

The sarcasm tone of that familiar voice, Shiho's mind suddenly crumpled down when she heard that tone. She quickly puts back the paper on its envelope then she looks up at the person, which actually turns out to be no other than Yzak Jule. She gave him his stern expression at the arrogant silver haired guy.

"Well are you gonna answer to my question?" he asked her again.

"This ain't a love letter, Jule. It came from my childhood friend." She corrected him sternly. "Of course I won't tell you his name."

Before Yzak was about to say another word to the copper brown haired girl although she was already standing up from her place and gathered all of her stuffs. Then she walks really fast leaving Yzak behind as he stood there without another utter of words were coming out from his mouth.

"Okay what was that about?" he wondered, "Who is this he anyway?"

"Oi Yzak why are you standing there!" Dearka called him. "Were you waiting for a girl?"

"SHUT UP, DEARKA!" Yzak fumed up.

Away from Yzak as he was marching his way to kill Dearka so badly, outside of the school, one person was standing in front of the school's gate. He has light green hair and was wearing a black shade as he was trying to be cool or doesn't want his eyes get affected to the sun's rays. He was looking at the school curiously yet to his age he seems to be in his college year than a high school.

"It seems this school hasn't change when I graduated here." He whispered, "I wonder how is she doing now?"

End of Phase 003

Kairi: As you have noticed, I skipped the days since I'm kindda a bit lazy so have you guys already guessed from my last chapter? Not yet? Well you better find out as more mysteries be filling up and the answers shall be answer very soon and also some upcoming pairings and familiar SEED characters will. Now what was Mirialla's problem first of all? Who is the guy that Lunamaria was comparing to? Does the mysterious girl was spying to Kira that he felt a while ago from his class? What was Auel is thinking about in the first place and who is the lucky girl he was talking about? Who was Shiho's childhood friend that she received a letter from? Why was Yzak getting all work up to Shiho in the first place? Also who is the mysterious guy appeared in front of SEED Academy School?

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