Hogwarts, Dumbledore's Office

"Hello Albus," Minerva greeted as she entered the conference room located below the Hogwarts grounds, and even further down then the dungeons. This was the meeting place for the Order of the Phoenix during the school year, and lately it seemed everyone had been coming there a lot.

"Sorry I'm late, I had a first year with homesick troubles…" Minerva McGonagall apologized as she took her seat between Mrs. Weasley and Dumbledore himself. Folding her hands neatly in her lap she gave the nod to continue.

"Right, now that we've all arrived I may have some good news, though I must tell you not to get your hopes up." Dumbledore started earning quite a few calculative gazes as he did so.

"An Auror by the name of Jonathan Whelps, and his partner Kingsley went hunting for a young girl a few days ago." Dumbledore began earning a few snorts from Severus Snape who already knew the story, and thought it quite amusing.

"What girl Headmaster?" Sirius asked twirling his thumbs nervously, he and Remus had only been called in a few times since the Dark Lord's first downfall, both having to do with his Godson, he knew this was big, he just wanted Dumbledore to hurry up and get to the point.

"It seems we have a young pickpocketer in our mists…Whelps was mugged on his way to the ministry."

"There have been quite a few of those recently, mostly in the Knockturn alley area…but I still don't know what this has to do with the order." Tonks stated tiredly running her fingers through her chin length pink hair. Severus gave everyone a pointed look that quieted them immediately.

"Minister Fudge is growing tired of these petty crimes, and had decided to send someone out to see where all these thieves dwelled. Now… using a pensive, I was able to track down the girl who mugged Whelps…" Clapping his hands the lights around the room dimmed to a faint globe as smoky green glow emitted from a globe on the center of the table. There, standing frightened in a corner was a girl with platinum blonde hair, and fierce green eyes that the Marauders had only seen in two people…Lily and Harry...

"Tracking this girl down in Conway's Pub…just a few miles from the Leaky Cauldron Aurors were set to obtain the girl and bring her back for questioning…" It was then that Bill Weasley broke out into uncontrollable laughter, followed by Tonks and later Sirius.

"They were going to question a four year old? Is Fudge that desperate that he's sending Aurors out to kidnap preschoolers?" Bill shot out earning a few more snickers around the table, Snape snorted and rolled his eyes in annoyance, Kinsley, having been sent out on that mission turned a bit pink from embarrassment.

"We're getting off topic, it's not the girl that interested me…it was the boy who came to defend her." Dumbledore spoke out, and immediately the room grew silent once more. Grinning, Dumbledore flicked his wrist and the girl disappeared to show a young man dressed in baggy jeans and a black wifebeater. The boy had tanned skinned and black shaggy hair that shadowed his glowing green eyes. Tattoos of various styles were seen on his arms as was the part of this back that was showing. But that didn't draw their attention to the boy, what got them was the scar seen on the right side of his forehead.

"Harry…" Sirius breathed, hardly believing what he was seeing in front of him to be true. But when he looked to Dumbledore and saw him nod reassuringly, he knew he wasn't seeing things.

"I thought he died…" Sirius whispered reaching out to touch the boy's face, but his fingers went right through the green haze. Frowning, he leaned back in his chair still not releasing his eyes from the boy.

"Wait! I know him! That's Shadow!" Tonks exclaimed getting to her feet, her eyes slightly filled with lust and wanting as she crossed the room to get closer to the foggy picture.

"He's incredibly hot, saw him one time at the Pub with his gang, he had his daughter with him…" Tonks bit her tongue once she realized her mistake.

"Gang? What gang? And who's Shadow?" Sirius spat out instantly getting to his feet, Remus quickly pulled him back down trying to ease his friend's worries.

"Right…I was meeting my friend at a pub a few weeks ago, and while I was there the Seekers came in, as the whole Ministry knows the gang is made of Wizards and Muggles alike and we were told to stand down when we meet them. Anyway my friend Carly comes over and apparently she and Shadow are pretty close if you know what I mean… I honestly didn't know it was Harry, he was wearing a bandanna to cover the scar!" Tonks defended her cheeks blushing slightly.

"You're rambling Tonks." Severus spat wanting to know more

"Shadow is the leader of The Seekers, has been for almost three years now. He's skilled…with fighting with and without magic, they say he got his name from the people he killed during gang battles, says you never see him coming before he strikes…then…BAM YOU'RE DEAD!" Tonks shouted making everyone jump; Tonks blushed once more before she sat down.

"That was interesting…" Severus smirked shaking his head at Tonks who glared back.

"So you're saying my godson is a killer?" Sirius asked quietly, a cold and tense look in his iced over blue eyes. Remus winced at the sight; he hadn't seen that since his school days, back when Sirius was picked on by his family.

"How wonderful …" Severus muttered monotonously

"Get fucked Snivellus!" Sirius snapped glaring threateningly at the Potion's Master.

"Enough…both of you…now what I was going to suggest we do is ta-" Dumbledore was cut off when the door was thrown open and Adam Bristow entered.

"Mr. Bristow, what news from Voldemort?" Dumbledore asked leaning back in his chair to listen carefully to the coming news.

Adam Bristow, like many other purebloods was enslaved into servitude for the dark lord by his father. Having been a student of Snape, Severus knew his opinions of the matter and confronted him with the opportunity to spy alongside with him. Adam didn't think twice, and had been in the Order ever since.

"First off Potter's alive…" Seeing the green haze in the center of the table Adam cleared his throat masking a blush as he did so.

"Right…guess you already heard. But that's not the point! One of Potter's friends betrayed him, the Dark Lord knows his history, his weaknesses, and most importantly all the locations to his hideouts. The Dark Lord is already planning an attack for next month. He doesn't want to kill Harry anymore; he wants him at his side…as his equal…his play thing!" Adam spat with disgust making everyone around the table wince and turn terribly pale.

"You know of his location right?" Adam smirked and nodded his head before pulling out a piece of parchment from the depths pockets of his robes. Setting it on the table, he backed away crossing his arms across his chest looking as smug as ever.

"Alright, we'll send a group of Aurors out to retrieve him." Dumbledore announced as if it were the simplest problem in the world, Sirius and Remus thought differently though.

"You think that's a good idea? You saw what he did to the two men at the Pub, and if what Tonks says is true…he'll be dangerous, I think we should approached in a different way." Remus explained tapping his nails on the table nervously as Sirius grounded his teeth together.

"It's simply really…how do you capture a criminal? You find its' weakness, and it's obvious of what Potter's is." Snape snapped looking expectantly at the others around the table, when he received no comprehension of what he said he sneered at their stupidity.

"The girl, we kidnap the girl, leave a note that will bring Potter straight to us." Snape snapped

"You want us to kidnap a little girl?" Tonks scoffed glaring at Snape for his cold heart.

"Come Dumbledore, you know it's the best way to go about this. It's obvious right now the boy wants nothing to do with us and the Wizarding World. Best to capture him than the Dark Lord." Severus tried again looking directly at Dumbledore who was pondering the idea before he gave a stiff nod in agreement.

"He's right, I don't see any other way to go about this…Severus take a team and obtain the girl, we'll be waiting at the Order's Headquarters." Severus grinned and nodded his head before motioning for Kingsley, Bristow, and two others to follow them, waving the others off they fled the room to go on their mission.

"I'm afraid I have just awoken the sleeping giant." Dumbledore sighed sadly as he rubbed his temple before letting out a tired yawn.

"That's the understatement of the year." Molly snapped with distaste while the other Weasleys and McGonagall nodded in agreement.

"You have a better idea I suppose?" Dumbledore asked the twinkle suddenly gone from his eyes making the other stiffen in sudden fear. You don't cross Albus Dumbledore, something they learned many years ago…

"I'll go back home and get his room ready." Sirius muttered quickly getting to his feet, Remus followed behind them as the mumbled in whispers about what they truly felt on the whole situation…

Oxford two Hours Later…

"Can't I come with you? Please…I haven't heard you play since I was little?" Olivia pleaded tugging on her father's sleeve as Harry quickly got ready for the gig they were playing at a nearby night club. He usually turned down the offers to perform, but Lenny was out sick so he had to sing.

"No way little miss, it's almost your bed time as it is. Besides, we'll be leaving in a week's time, and I want you well rested when we get to America." Harry smiled ruffling Olivia's hair before placing a sweet kiss to her brow. Setting her down on his bed, Harry continued back to the mirror to finish completing his look. In the end he emerged dressed in black slacks, a black wifebeater under a black button up that was done up only half way. His hair was let down but straightened allowing his long bangs to fall in his eyes. He added black eyeliner for a smoky affect to remain all night. Grabbing his black boots he laced them up and stood looking in the mirror he smirked shaking his head.

"What do you think?" Harry asked turning back to look at Olivia who had been watching him the entire time, a small smile and giggle was the reply making him roll his eyes.

"Do I really look that bad?" Harry asked putting on a fake pout causing his daughter's giggles to grow louder.

"You look pretty daddy." Olivia smiled standing up and reaching her arms up to him to be held. Harry didn't waste a minute as he picked her up and held her tightly to his chest as he exited his bedroom and entered hers down the hall.

"Thanks babe." Harry smiled opening the door and entering the baby blue and silver room filled to the brim with stuffed animals, a white canopy bed laid to one side while a vanity and mirror stood to the other. A high pitch growl turned Harry's attention to the small dog bed that lay to the side of Olivia's. Little Achilles wasn't that little anymore, and was well on his way of becoming the monster sized dog Harry predicted him to be.

"Alright time for bed…" Harry announced flinging back the covers to tuck his little girl into bed. Pulling the covers up to her chin Harry kissed her forehead once more before flicking off the lamp that laid on the nightstand beside her bed. He was getting up to leave when Olivia reached out and grabbed his sleeve.

"Please don't go…" Olivia whimpered clutching onto him tighter. Harry's brow lowered in confusion as he took a seat at the end of her bed.

"What's wrong Livy?" Harry whispered taking her small hands into his

"I have a feeling, a horrible feeling that…please don't go daddy." Olivia cried flinging herself into Harry's arms as she let out heart wrenching sobs that could break Harry's heart.

"Babe, everything will be alright, Greggie is just down the hall if you need him." Harry promised killing his daughter's cheeks trying to get her to calm down.

"I'll come home early… would that make you feel better?" Olivia sighed but nodded her head and laid her head back down on her pillow. Harry smiled gently, before closing the door gently behind him as he left. Sighing, Harry ran his fingers through his hair nervously as he made his way downstairs where Carla sat waiting.

"About time, I was thinking I'd have to drag you to that club," Clara smiled walking over to Harry and kissed him passionately on the lips.

"Alright, we'll go…but I don't want you drinking, and I don't want you smoking." Harry advised making Clara roll her eyes in annoyance. She finally nodded and received a peck on the cheek as Harry grabbed their coats and they were off to the Scream.

Scream….

"And for your entertainment for tonight….THE SEEKERS!" Screams, clapping, and various sounds of praised echoed throughout the packed night club. The curtain was removed and there standing on stage stood five boys, but it was the one in the center that obtained the most attention, for there stood the leader…Shadow…

"(Can you feel that?)
(Not ah shit)
Ooh wah ah ah ah!
Ooh wah ah ah ah!
ohh ohh, ohh ohh, ohh ohh

Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give into me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give into me?)

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness(x3)
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give into me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give into me?)

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness(x3)
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

breathing
And when I dream!(x4)
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

Ooh wah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me!"

The screams grew louder as the song ended making Harry give a sly smirk before he nodded for the drummer to count off before they started on the next song a slight nod and Sly emerged on stage, microphone in hand, he licked his lips opened his mouth and began…

"It starts with...
One thing,
I don't know why,
It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind,
I designed this rhyme,
To explain in due time,
All I know…
Time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down 'till the end of the day,
The clock ticks life away,
It's so unreal…
You didn't look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window,
Tryin'a hold on,
Didn't even know, I wasted it all,
Just to watch you go…
I kept everything inside,
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart,
What it meant to me
Will eventually be,
A memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
To lose it all,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,

One thing, I don't know why,
It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind,
I designed this rhyme,
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
In spite the way you were mocking me,
Acting like I was part of your properttty,
Remembering all the times you fought with me,
I'm surprised it got so far…
Things aren't the way they were before,
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore,
Not that you knew me back then,
But it all comes back to me,
In the end...
You kept everything inside,
and even though I tried it all fell apart,
what it meant to me
Will eventually,
Be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
To lose it all,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as I can go,
For all this,
There's only one thing you should know,

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as I can go,
For all this,
There's only one thing you should know...

I tried so hard and got so far,
but in the end,
it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
to lose it all,
but in the end,
it doesn't even matter…"

Harry ended the song and bowed his head in thanks as he made his way off stage he was surrounded by various drunks and groupies all there to pay their respects for a job well done. Harry took it all on the chin and nodded every now and then so he wouldn't look like a total snob. Sly and Preacher finally came over and hauled them off so Harry could moved to the back bar in the VIP room, there sitting cross legged on the leather love seat was Carla, but not just Carla…a muscular tanned man was on top of her and they were entwined in a deep passionate snog session.

Harry winced at the sight and took in a deep breath, he should've seen this before…long before, it was always the same with every girl he got romantically involved with. They never wanted Harry…they wanted Shadow, his power…his name. Sighing, Harry walked over to the bar and ordered a beer to go. Taking up his jacket that rested on one of the back booths, Harry grabbed his drink and walked right past the couple and out the door into the cold night air.

(A/N- the songs were obviously not mine so I should thank Disturbed- "Down with the Sickness" & Linkin Park "In the End")

Alright sooner or later will be going to Hogwarts, and I need help with trying to figure out where exactly to put him…I had originally wrote it as him in Hufflepuff, but is seems Roxie-Snape's "Shake Me," has beaten me to it…therefore I ask for your advice…

A. Gryffindor

B. Slytherin

C. Hufflepuff

D. Ravenclaw

Let me know when you review! And thank you for all those who have already reviewed, you don't know how much I appreciate that!

Angelique