"What?! When? Why? How? I thought...," and then I stop myself. He's going through the same thing I am. The only thing I should do is try to support him. However he decides to answer my questions. "Well, the night before the reaping. We knew it could be our last night together. I had to show her that, no matter what happens, I love her. I didn't know how to though. We just sat and talked for hours, telling each other how much we mean to the other. I could see in her eyes that something was bothering her, and it wasn't the fact that she was going back into the arena. She had already accepted that. It looked as though she was concerned about what I was thinking. And she should have been. I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted to do it because she may never get the chance. I had to be the one to do it. And I didn't want to experience it with anyone else. My body was turning into a ticking time bomb. At any moment, I knew I wasn't going to resist, but I had to. I knew this was the last thing on her mind. However, at the same time, I could tell she wanted it. On the flip side, she was nervous about it. She was worried she wouldn't know what to do or how to do it. I didn't really know how to do it either, but I knew we had to try. It was our only chance. I know she could see how much I wanted it, and it scared her. She was afraid, of not only doing it, but she was anxious about being so vulnerable. She knew she would have to trust me, and you know how she has trust issues. Not to mention she was worried if I would resent her after seeing her. Eventually, I had to break through to her and see if this was something she was willing to do. I was very cautious about it. I told her that I understood if she didn't want it, but I also explained how much I desired her. She knew that though. I also said that this might be our only chance. What I didn't realize, was that Katniss Everdeen, the strongest and bravest woman I know, had finally revealed her one fear. That fear was the fear of intimacy. I had no idea how much it scared her. The idea of opening up in that way terrified her. She didn't have to explain it. I knew it after I had finished telling her how much I longed for her. Her body began to shake, and she began to sweat. I could tell that she was contemplating doing it. After a few minutes, she decided that she needed to get over her only fear. I am the only she trusted to be the one to do it with her. My body then grew extremely excited, but I had to hide it so I wouldn't scare her off. She walked over to me, grabbed my wrist, and led me to her bedroom. And I think you know where it goes from there." I just nod my head and he decides to explain to me everything in excruciating detail for no reason why. Still, I decide to listen. I don't know why though. Anyway, his eyes light up as he begins to remember it.