hiya every one sorry its been a while but my life has been so crazy these last couple of months, i movei'd in with my boyfriend so didn't have any internet, then we split up, and then i found out i was pregnant, and now he don't want to know and i'm now 28 weeks pregnant, so like i say i'm really sorry i haven't up dated in like for ever, so here is chapter 3 hope like it :)
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chapter 3
I knew going into the forest was a bad idea, but i was to upset to care, the tears were coming down my face think and fast, no matter how fast i wiped them away i still couldn't see where i was goin but then i didn't care about that, all i could think about was getting away.
All i could think about was Edward and that stupid joke that he and found so funny, the bastard,
the more i throught about it the harder i cried, so the faster i ran.
*how could he do this to me, how could he, he made all my dreams come true and the ripped them away from me all because he wanted a laugh*
it just kept going round and round in my head, and then every couple of minutes i would replay the moment when Edward told me that he wanted to be more then friends and then the feeling that exploaded in me at that moment and then the scene then fastforwards to the part when he looks down at me and then tells me that it was all a joke and that was the best April fools he has done.
i couldn't control the tears now, i couldn't really control anything, i was just so numb, i just kept on runnin anf running untill my legs gave up and i fell to the ground.
i lay there for a while before i noticed that the ground was wet, and there was a dull throbing pain coming from my ankle, i struggled to sit up.
i was shocked to see that it was raining and from the looks of thing it had been for quite some time, and that wasn't the only problem it was starting to go dark and it was happening quickly.
i went to look at my watch be then stopped i took it off the other morning coz it had stopped and never put a new battery in it, but from the look of the sky i had been a good few hours since i left the cullens..... i could bring myself to think of that name, i could feel my eyes startin to fill up with fresh tears.
i started to cry again, over wot Edward had done, the fact that i had left my jacket at that house, it cold, wet and nearly dark. i had no idea how long i sat there in a puddle of muddy water, but the tears stopped coming after a while.
i sat there from a while not really feeling anything, until a flash of light lit up the sky followed a moment later by a deafering clap of thunder,
i jumped up from where i sat, only to fall back down as my ankle refused to hold me up, i sat up again, and thid time took a look around to try and work out where i was, it took a moment to realize that i didn't have a clue, i had ran into the forest not looking or careing where i was going and now i had no clue as to where i was, i knew i was really deep in the forest coz i could hear water running, like a stream, but i couldn't remember ever seeing a stream before.
i struggled to my feet again, this time being careful with my ankle, and started in what i hoped had been the way i had come from.
after what seemed like hours had pasted i slowly realized that i was just walking deeper and deeper into the forest.
all at once i was angry. angry at Edward, angry that i was lost, wet,cold and lone in the forest. before i knew it i was running amd crying again, but this time i couldn't keep my eyes clear, not with the tears falling and hw rain mixing in with them, i had no clue how long i had been running for but i was suddenly falling, i had caught my foot in something, and felt a stabbing pain shootin up my leg, i didn't have time to cry out before i hit the ground and felt another pain at the back of my head, and then i saw an exploasion of light in front of my eyes, and then nothing.
The last thing i throught of before i gave myself up to the darkness was * great, cold, wet and managed to trip up ae well, i will never live this one down thats for sure. God i hate Edward cullen, if it wasn't for him i would be at home now*
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hope u all like that i'm really sorry for not up dating soon her but bear with me and i promise to get the other chapters out to u thanku all for readin this sparkle xxxx
