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Chapter 3 A Daisy for your Thoughts
I had the promise of a never ending future with the one I will always love. My questions had been answered but were all my problems over?
The daisies swayed in the gentle breeze causing the butterflies to jump from one flower onto another. The petals, shifting from left to right moved to the flow of the wind. Light was filtering through the trees and started falling onto the petals of the daisies, bringing a feeling of happiness throughout the meadow. My hair, also being captured by the breeze, brushed softly across my face. For once in my life I felt at peace. My hair was blowing, mixing in to become one with the daisies. I was the daisy, which had no worries, problems, sadness, or pain. The daisy was free to do as it pleased, just blowing gently in the wind. As I lay in "our meadow" the world could have passed me by and it wouldn't have mattered, nothing bad could have happen here. Staring out at the daisies, my thoughts were slowly drifting away from me as me and the daisy slowly became one. A shift in the breeze surprised some of these daisies causing some of the petals fall to the ground. This shift also blocking the sun brought a shadow onto my meadow of sunshine. Suddenly, shifting my attention from my daisies were the foot steps of a stranger entering our field. Looking up I saw a familiar face. His arms were stretched out towards me while he approached. The only thing that caught my attention was his foot, slowly coming down, to eventually flatten my daisy.
As the meadow faded into the background I realized that I was in my old bed at Charlie's house. Still having the image of the crushed flower in my mind, my breathing was irregular. I was still being suffocated, my world around me, as I knew would never be right. Backed up against the wall I saw the face of my guardian angel looking at me with a compassionate face.
"Bella, it was just a dream, hunnie. It will be okay Bella, what is wrong? What happened in your dream?" He asked as he picked me up and cradled me in his arms. Without even noticing it I pushed him away, I was being suffocated, my flower, I couldn't breathe. I paced around the room, what was happening to me?
"BELLA BREATHE!" Edward yelled at me while shaking my shoulders firmly. Gasping suddenly I fell into his arms. I hadn't noticed I wasn't breathing, and as it turns out I hadn't been breathing for a couple of minutes. Getting my bearings back, I stood up and tried to shake off the fear of my dream.
"What was that about? Are you okay Bella, I think you should talk to someone. You have experienced a lot of emotions throughout the past month and I think that you are either going to go insane and have a mental breakdown or you need to talk to someone about it. I would be happy to talk with you, but I don't think you would be willing to let your emotions free with me around. Please for me will you go talk to someone? "
"No, I really am fine, I just had a bad dream, I'm sorry for scaring you. I feel fine" I lied to Edward. I couldn't tell him who was in my dream, he would flip. I was going to have to figure this one out on my own. What could this all mean?
After what seemed like hours of me having to convince Edward I was fine we walked down the stairs from my room and got into his Volvo. As we drove to his house the thoughts in my head were again distracting me enough to where I didn't realize when we had arrived at his house. Edward kept that concerned look on his face as he picked me up, because of myself being distracted, and carried me into the house.
The hours passed like seconds throughout the day until Edward drove me back home. The day had been a fairly lazy day, only choosing to watch movies to occupy our time. We both were caught in our thoughts and neither of us wanted to share. I kept trying to figure out what my dream meant and how I was going to stop all of these bad events from happening, let along my other thoughts of Victoria and my promise with Edward. It seemed my mind would be occupied for some time, till all the events in my mind finally outplayed themselves in real life.
Edward must have noticed my space-e-ness during the day. He never poked or prodded for me to talk to him or tell him all that was on my mind. Also, Edward being the concerned one he was only asked about my dream earlier once and then left the subject alone. This caused another thought to enter my mind, why was Edward being so distant today? When we got to my house at the end of the day he shocked me when he told me that he wouldn't be spending the night with me, like he always did. To exhausted to argue with him and try to make him tell me his reasoning, I showed him a frown and walked inside. I was thankful when I realized Charlie wasn't home, so I headed up to my room to cry myself to sleep. Crashing on my bed I burst out into tears and sobbed till I finally fell asleep hours later.
