Im so so so so so so sorry about the lateness of the story i forgot i was going on holidays for new years eve and a while longer i just got back...here you go ill try to post another chap to make it up to you. :)

BPOV

After the concert on stage i quickley sprinted off without a word to the crowd and ran full speed backstage.

I heard Josh and Ben sprint after me but i didnt pay notice.

Even though i love him to no end...im not ready to confront him or his family.

Of course i missed his hugs...his kisses-...him.

I missed him

But i was still furious at him for leaving me.

About a month later i realised why he left.

To protect me.

I mean pardon my french but ASSHOLE MUCH!

I ran straight to my dresser room and locked the door.

I ofcourse was on the verge of tears.

Stupid traitor tears.

"Izzy! are you alright?"

I could hear them banging against the door trying to get in.

I just sat there dry sobbing.

Suddenly the banging was replaced with growling.

I stood up and quickley grabbed the door handle and yanked it open...

There standing in all there glory was The Cullens.(I almost left it there but i felt bad for not posting sooner so...)

Josh and Ben stood infront of me in protective stances baring there perfect white teeth at The Cullens.

I decided to play dumb and pretend not to know them

But it was so hard cause id missed them so much

Carlisle:He was my dad...WAS he had that chance and he through it away he was supposed to be passionate ,gentle,loving,caring. He didn't care for me at all he left me just like everyone else. What parent would do that to there daughter?

Esme:My supposed mother. What is her problem shes just like carlisle a liar! Im SICK of their shit both of them i HATE them.

Alice & Jasper: both of them are FREAKS! They were just using me as there toy both of them are SICK!

Rosalie & Emmett: Rosalie im silently thanking her for giving me warnings about her family i just was too stupid to not listen. She was right. I wasn't. Emmett he probably was just using me as a clown because i was so clumsy and was probably to stupid to relise i was in love with his brother...

Edward: I was his amusment. His toy. It was just a game. I loved him. Trusted him with my own life but he threw it all back into my face.

Stuff them im getting revenge...

Well i wonder what happened to good bella? ill update soon im sorry about it being late xxGabsxx :)