WOOHOO! Chapter... something or other...? I think it's two but I am not entirely sure...?
This has not been beta'd yet but I really want to get it up before I go away so here you go! It will be beta'd and reposted asap!
Replies...
Starfire201: You should really sign in...Awe! Come on! Who do you think is the blackmailer? Don't leave me hanging!
Yukiko-Angel: Nice review! Short but to the point! Lol!
Wackylazy: Well you may go crazier!
Wannabe Starscream: Phew..no rocks from you at least!
recyclablefoxx: Love the name! So recyclable! Oh! Two outa three! This is not shattered glass but good on ya for having a go and thinking outside the box!
Maverick1997: Thanks! Glad your confused! (bet you not many authors say that to ya!)
Carmilla DeWinter: Ilike being vague and they say you tend to be good at what you like to do! One out of two I'm afraid! Thank you for guessing and well done for having the courage too!
Soshoni: Don't thank me yet! There is more to come!
Bluebird: Oh when I read your review I nearly screamed! I had just finished writting chapter Three for this fic and ...oh! It's actually kinda freaky that you chose Hook. You will see why when you read chapter three. You got One out of two btw!
**In this chapter you find out about two of the three things!**
Just so you know no one guessed the blackmailer correctly!
The first time I saw him I couldn't help but freeze and stare. He was so beautiful. So streamline and curvy. At the time I didn't know the truth behind him. Didn't know from where he had come just that he was born in Vos like all other Seekers. I just saw the most stunning Seeker I had ever laid optics on. I knew then and there that I was going to attempt to court him, I knew that I wanted to bond with him.
I tried for vorns. I was ignored at every advance. My spark had sunk so low that my attention span was minimal and my temper wild. I so badly wanted to have him that it turned into an obsession. I would watch from a distance as he danced in the skies or fought on the ground. Even just when he was thinking on a new battle plan or invention.
Then they appeared. His Trine mates. Skywarp and Thundercracker. It was obvious that they had the same plans as I. They were Seekers too and so had the advantage... and won.
I had found out about them being bonded not long after and I had planned to report them when I discovered Hook talking with Starscream. That was when I found out that 'he' was a 'she'.
Starscream was a femme.
Femmes by then were long gone. I was surprised to find that she had hidden herself so well that not even Megatron knew. Then again if Megatron had then no doubt would he have taken her to his berth and spoiled her before I even got to approach her. I had suddenly felt so protective of her, so fearful for her welfare that I would spy on her constantly. Even though she had not acknowledged my advances I still felt like she was mine and mine alone and so I had the responsibility to protect her.
I loved her even though she was oblivious.
Then it became too much to bear. I cornered her deep within the underground base in Kaon. I told her that I knew her secret. That if she didn't give me what I wanted then I would inform others of her existence. That had just infuriated her, made her defiant. I had felt somewhat bad but I had suffered for so long. It was about time that she learned of my true feelings for her. It was about time that she knew of me. But still she had resisted even after I threatened the safety of her secret. Then I threatened her Trine mates. She buckled quickly, submitting to me without much of a fight.
"What do you want?" She had asked me even though we both knew what I wanted.
I told her that I wanted her. I wanted her in my berth. I wanted to hold her while she recharged at night. I dare not tell her that I want her to love me back. I was scared that she would reject me then and there by submitting to that term. She would not love me back truly had I forced her too.
After that first night I knew I could not ever let her go. She was so beautiful in overload, her voice surprisingly soft as she moaned and sung for me as I assaulted her with pleasure. She was mine then and I could not let her go. But afterwords, when she thought I had fallen into recharge, arms wrapped around her hugging her lithe frame to mine, she cried and weeped. Each whimper stung me harder then an energy whip, stabbed me deeper than an energon sword. Her frame jerked horribly and I forced myself to suppress the urge to hug her tighter.
For days afterword I had felt angry, hurt and ashamed. What had I done? What had I done? Those words became my own mental mantra. I hoped that she would come to me and end my suffering but she became distant and cold towards me and I realised that she would never be mine willingly. But I could not let her go. I had tasted her once I had to again. She became a drug. A drug that I craved for relentlessly.
After coming to Earth I knew that she had more options. More chances to escape from me. So I tied her to me. I gave her new life. I want her to love it. I want her to teach it. I want it to grow up with her. But I also want to do these things with it too. I want her to give me another chance and the sparkling that I have given her should grant us that. If it survives the five years it takes to develop inside of my Seeker.
I know she is frightened. I know she is angry and stressed. I know. But I will protect her like I always have. I will protect both of them. I plan to befriend her in the five years it will take for our sparkling to grow. I plan to let her see my true feelings for her. I even plan to confess everything to her. I have seen the error of my ways thus far but I plan to correct that but not yet. Just not yet...
Oooooooooh!
Come on! Talk to me people! Who do you think is it?
