sorry for taking so long to UD but exams are on and when I finished this chapter my computer decided that it didn't want to run the file :( so I had to type it up again and im one of those people that don't like to write down everything on paper…any way im rambling now sooooo CHAPTER 3!

Disclaimer: I don't own VA or any of the songs.


3

RPOV

I was sitting backstage of the club we were performing in pondering on the memories of the years- Everything flashed before my eyes. Kindergarten. The car crash. . Running. 's. Mason dyeing in front of me. Falling in love. The attack. Russia. Everything- when Lydia, Viktoria Belikov and Haylee valentine barged in with a dark look in their eyes and a burning anger in the bond.

Three months after I left court I found out that Dimitri was marrying Tasha so I committed suicide in my hotel room when Haylee walked in and healed me, than another two months after that incident we were in a car crash which killed me-again-and Viktoria. After that the bond between Vasilisa and I was practically non-existent and the bond between Haylee, Vika and I was three way-meaning we could all see through each other's eyes have conversations and feel emotions, me and Vika are both fully fledged shadow guards and have mastered all four forms-wolf, shadow, spirit and angel- and we have also specialised in all five elements- which is pretty cool.

"Whats wrong" I asked them as Lydia ran into my lap. Lydia is mine and Damon's daughter her full name was Lydia mia valentine-Mazur she had curly black hair that cascaded down her back to her waist, my tanned complexion, large blue eyes framed in thick black lashes and my full lips, she looked more like Damon than me he had black spiked hair with side bangs and blue eyes but with Damon being moroi he was pale, Damon was also bonded but his bond mate died trying to save Alex Ozera-another band mate and friend- Damon specialised in fire and earth and only mastered his wolf and spirit form and Alex specialised in air and mastered his angel and wolf form.

"There here" Haylee said with a scowl apparent on her pale moroi face. When she said there I knew exactly who she was talking about. Lissa and Dimitri. Breath guys just breathe we'll play something for them I sent through the bond like what? Vika replied suspicion and curiosity lacing her voice, "ignorance and can't be tamed" I answered out loud for the guys

They all laughed "well your definitely dressed for that aren't you" Alex said with a smirk plastered on his face "damn straight" Haylee exclaimed, he was right of course Alex-the Bass player- was in a grey v-neck that complimented his moroi complexion, blue eyes and blond hair, his hair was styled in the same way as Damon's and he was wearing blackwash skinny's and our signature white and gold high tops, Damon was in a similar ensemble but had a white v-neck on. Haylee-keyboard- had a white printed singlet with a colourful under singlet that complimented her natural bleach-blond coloured hair and aqua eyes, dark blue skinny's, a pair of black stilettos and a series of colourful and chunky bangles on her wrists. Vika had a black leather corset with a studded boarder at the top, a flimsy frilly transparent jacket that went to her waist, black skinny's and three necklaces and a series of bracelets on her arms and a pair of silver stilettos and finally I was wearing a grey formfitting singlet with a black heart on it, grey ripped skinny's a black leather jacket and a pair of white and blood red stilettos we all had a Christian cross (I don't know the name of it so yer. If you know what it's called I would love to know :D ) Hanging from our necks to symbolise our religion but we also had the Wicca star engraved in the center to symbolise that we are connected to both life and death (spirit and darkness)

"You're on in five" the announcer told us as we walked on stage towards our instruments Alex on the Bass, Damon on the Drums, Haylee on keyboard, Vika on guitar and I was lead singer. "And now presenting AMOUR AMOUR!" was the last thing I heard before the curtains opened and we were engulfed by cheers of the crowd, but out of all the people there the only people I saw were the ones I had abandoned years ago. Rose are you ok? Haylee sent me my only answer was addressing the crowed.

"HELLO MISSOULA!" I yelled over the noise of the room "ok. This first song is dedicated to the two people who I thaught would stay by me forever" I said looking directly at Vasilisa as the music to ignorance started…

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well, sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
'Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same, oh, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out

I looked directly at Vasilisa as the song finished and saw hurt flash upon her face but she quickly put her mask on and smiled up at Christian

Lissa POV

I saw rose look at me at the end of the song and I felt hurt that she felt that way towards me I felt Christian wrap his arms around me and everyone else was looking at her with disbelief written on their faces.

"Ok now this next song describes me perfectly" rose said smirking while the girl Dimitri said was his sister- Viktoria- scoffed while the blond girl laughed. "Ok fine it also described Viktoria and Haylee" so the blond girl was Haylee and the brunette was indeed Viktoria. Rose laughed before continuing

And back to rose =P

For those who don't know me
I can get a bit crazy
Have to get my way, yep
24 hours a day 'cause I'm hot like that

Every guy, everywhere
Just gives me mad attention
Like I'm under inspection
I always gets a ten 'cause I'm built like that

I go through guys like money flyin' out the hands
They try to change me but they realize they can't
And every tomorrow is a day I never plan
If you gonna be my man understand

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed

I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

If there is a question about my intentions
I'll tell ya, I'm not here to sell ya
Or tell you to go to hell
(I'm not a brat like that)

I'm like a puzzle
But all of my pieces are jagged
If you can understand this
We can make some magic, I'm on like that

I wanna fly, I wanna drive, I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back, I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed

I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

Well I'm not a trick you play
I'm wired a different way
I'm not a mistake, I'm not a fake
It's set in my DNA

Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
Don't change me
(I can't be tamed)

I wanna fly, I wanna drive, I wanna go
I wanna be a part of something I don't know
And if you try to hold me back I might explode
Baby, by now you should know

I can't be tamed
I can't be tamed
I can't be blamed
I can't, can't, I can't, can't be tamed

I can't be changed
I can't be tamed
I can't be, can't, I can't be tamed

By the end of the song I was bouncing around the stage and giving people who had came up to the stage-front high fives, I noticed Damon and Alex laughing silently to them self's when Lydia ran on stage she looked cute in her blue skinny's, grey hoodie with a tiger on front and black ballet flats. "Mommy can I sing?" she asked me with large pleading eye's "fine." I said as the music started (let's just pretend she sang something 'cause im just too lazy to Google a song XD )

After the show we sat back stage grabbing all of our stuff and heading out the back of the club when we saw everyone standing outside the door. "Vika?" Dimitri whispered with wide eyes, disbelief prominent in his voice. "Yes this is I and what do you want?" Vika snapped whilst Alex tightened his arm on her waist pulling her closer, again I could feel the darkness surging through her and it reminded me of that day when I left.

"Who are they?" Mia asked me. "Well as you guys properly already know I am Rose Mazur—" I got cut off by none other than Dimitri "Mazur? Abe Mazur? Didn't I tell you to stay away from that bastard" he growled my patience snapped when he said that. I jumped on him and using my darkness induced strength pushed him down and started punching him "No one speaks about my father like that I growled back my voice low and threatening. There were a collection of gasps through the group of people who didn't know that he was my father. I got up and cheerfully and skipped back to my spot next to Damon, Haylee and Vika started laughing at my happiness.

Lissa POV

I watched in amazement as Rose skipped happily back next to a tall black haired Moroi and I was even more astounded when Viktoria and the other girl started laughing their asses off and then Rose joined in I couldn't figure out what was odder that Rose knew her father and he was Abe Mazur or that she just beat Dimitri's in and now she is laughing about it. It was all just too hard to process. "Dimka!" Tasha's high pitched girly squeal cut through the sound of the girls laughing. As Tasha ran up to Dimitri I saw Rose roll her eyes and make gagging sounds which made them laugh harder.

"So Rose you never finished introducing us to everyone" Adrian said a smirk plastered on his face. "What? Oh yeah so any way… this is Damon valentine my boyfriend, Lydia mia valentine-Mazur our daughter, Viktoria Belikov-who is Dimitri's sister-, her boyfriend Alex Ozera and Haylee valentine- mine and Vika's bond mate" 'bond mate'? I was jealous hurt and outraged but before I could do anything I felt all of the negativity drain from me.

"Bond mate?" Christian and Eddie exclaimed in sync. Rose and her friends walked towards the front of the club "I think that we should all go back to the house and you can stay for a while if you wish" she said politely

IT'S ROSE TIME! (Sorry I didn't know when to switch)

They all looked shocked when I was polite "Well we don't want to take up any room" both Mia and Eddie who had both seen my house before smirked, "Don't worry about that our house has like five floors or something ridiculous like that" I said shaking my head. 'Show off much?' I heard in my head 'yer well I want to show them just what a good life I have and rub it in their faces' I replied smirking to my self

As we got to the front of the club my blood red stretch hummer pulled up and everyone gawked at it with wide eyes before hopping in to the car. This is going to be a long ride…


Yay. My longest chapter yet *ridiculously big smile* don't for get to favourite, alert and review =P