In the car I just can't wait,
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Blink 182 - First Date


Chapter Three - The Meeting


We arrived at Derek's loft and to say I was nervous was an understatement. I was past nervous, I was buggin' out everywhere. I was going to die, and I didn't even say goodbye to my dad. Will he still eat healthy when I'm gone? I deeply hope so. I didn't want his health to worsen when I'm gone. I sat down on the empty chair when we got in. I turned to Derek who sat across from me. He looked passive but yet his face was blank. What was he waiting for? "Um, so. you're not going to rip my throat out?"

"No, why would I do that?" Derek raised his eyebrow at me. I sighed out loud in relief I could see my dad and Scott again tomorrow. I was curious why he wouldn't, I was the one who probably suggested that we should get married. I stared at him blankly and looked around to see if I was actually in Derek's loft. I was, so why isn't he getting mad at me for this? I ran my left hand threw my hair and stopped when I realized when I had my ring on. I never took it off because I was faithful. "Stiles. we, um, we need to get a divorce. I hope you know this.."

"Trust me, I know." I wanted this divorce over with and done with. I looked down in my lap and played with my fingers. My gut was doubting me and I swallowed it down.

"And I'm sorry." I looked up at him with a raised eyebrow. I asked him "What?" and he tilted his head to the right. Why was he apologizing to me? He hasn't done anything wrong. I was the one who wanted to get married and stuff. So why did he apologize to me? OH! He probably regrets having sex with me. Wow, we had sex. Realization clouded my thoughts and face. I lost my virginity to Derek Hale. I shook my head before paying attention to Derek. "I was the one who wanted to get hitched. It was my Idea.. you told me it was crazy but I made you and I'm sorry. This is my fault. When I woke up that morning, I didn't know what to do. I wasn't in control, and I didn't like it. I was too drunk, and I could barely remember what happened. I don't know how I got so drunk. Isaac had to tell me who I was hitched too. I felt like I messed up your future when I heard this. I want to fix this, Stiles. I'm going to fix this."

"What? I didn't do this?" I jumped up and fist pumped in the air. I was happy that this wasn't me for a change. I sat down and became calm for Derek. Derek's face was stern as he looked at me. I just sighed out loud. What is going to happen now? Did I was to get a divorce? I did. I think I did. I mean, would I be happy with Derek? Could I be? So many questions, so little time. I groaned and rubbed my temples. "When are we getting this divorce, per se?"

"Tomorrow."

"Tomorrow? I have school tomorrow. It's tuesday!" I exclaimed. He wanted me to skip school just for getting a divorce? No way! I had to keep my grades up, and I've already missed too much school. I had to stay on the lacrosse team, and that needed a D and up grade average. i'm not going to keep up my a's if I keep missing days. I shook my head and rubbed my temples again. This whole thing was stressful and complicated. "I have to stay in school, Derek. I have to keep up my grades to stay on the lacrosse and so I can pass the year."

"Too bad, we have an appointment tomorrow in the courts." He barked in his scary voice that I backed off. Derek was unsettling and it was freaking me out, a lot. I nodded quickly and looked down. In the courts? That sounded no fun and I was scared out of my pants. Why did he just say tomorrow was the day and not make it sound like judgement day. I was so not looking forward tomorrow. "You'll meet me here at ten. You understand me, Stiles?"

"Yeah.." I understand fully. "I get it."

xox

"Tomorrow! What am I going to tell my dad when he get's the phone call that I wasn't at school?" I shouted to Scott over the phone. I was having a mental breakdown to say the least. I ran my ran over my face. What was I going to do and What was I going to wear tomorrow? I tried to relax into my computer chair but it wasn't relaxing. "This is not good! Plus, what am I suppose to do tomorrow? Stand before a Judge? I-I can't do this! No! No!"

"Stiles, you're going to be fine. A little nervous but fine." Scott told me over the phone. I placed my elbows on the desk in front of me. I put my hand on face to rub my temples and try to get relaxed. "How did Derek react to this whole mishap?"

"He basically... told me it was his fault and he felt really bad about it. It's not like I don't appreciate it, I did. It was just weird to hear it from him. Derek's reaction was staring at me blankly and not give me anything to go on! It was unsettling to be honest." I sighed as I shook my head. Derek was very unsettling at the 'meeting' or whatever you want to call it. I would never want to relive that scene in my whole entire life. That includes tomorrow, too. "And I never want to feel like that again. I feel like Taylor Swift should come in and write a song about it. Seriously dude, if you were in that room. I swear to god, you would probably cut threw the tension with a knife."

"I'd rather not, to be honest." Scott chuckled lightly over the phone. I hear him speak to someone and I sighed as I knew he had to be with Allison. I never seem to have best friend time anymore. "Hey, look I need to go. Call me after the hearing?"

"Yeah, fine. Have fun with Allison as I claw out all my hair. I'll call you, I guess." I laughed before hanging up on him. I dropped my cell on the table and rubbed my face with my hands. I was so s

tressed because all of this. Why did this happen again? Oh, yeah the great thing called booze. I groaned out really loud because I thought I was alone. "I wish I had someone to talk to. my life is such shit, Stiles. Get it together. You are probably a bad husband too."

"Talking to yourself?" I snapped my head to the voice in my bedroom. I never thought he would come here...


Please review.

I know this was pretty crappy but I did my best. lol I can't wait for the next chapter though hhehehehe.

Here's some questions your going to need to question or whatever in the next few chapters.

1. What's going to happen in the divorce court?

2. Are they still going to be married?

3. It seems too peaceful in Beacon Hills, what's going to happen?

4. Is Danny and Ethan going out?

5. Is jackson coming back or?

- xox Marlie.