when does pain leave~~

the bright starts glimmered over bubbles. She had sat in the same spot the whole day. Not getting up to eat or anything plus she wasn't even hungry anymore. All she did was sit in her room and watch tv. The only time she ate was when one of her sisters would force her too. Staring at the river as it shined back the stars. She didn't know what to do next. Walk away from the river and never come back or stay here forever by killing herself. I know she had said no to the killing part but when thinking about it. She had nothing to live for. Her family was moving on her sisters where making their own personal lives. Sooner or later they would leave her and she would have no one yea she had her father but he wouldn't stay with her forever. thinking about it, it was her only option.

Then came the thought what would everyone think like her family, friends and the person she loves think? Would they hate her for her decision? Would they except her decision and go one with their lives? How could they move on? Finding no answer to her question or problems the blue berry eyed girl made up her mind no matter what anyone thought of her she was going to do it there was no other way. Looking up at the bright stars that made her blue eyes and blonde locks shine. Whispering her good bye and hoping for her family to forgive her decision. Closing her blue eyes taking a deep breath… she fell in

The cold rich water took the girl in. pulling her down and down not wanting to let go of her small frame. Bubbles felt like she was burning making her pain a little more hand able. She opened her eyes and saw she was far into the water. The burning sensation increased telling her she needed air but she wasn't going to get any. The sensation dyed down felling heaver than before she closed her eyes and let herself go. Before death could take his prize away from this earth, two hands came in and grabbed the girl pulling her out of the water.

The boy looked at her helpless body was she died? Thinking to him checking her pulse just enough to see she had one but it was dying down fast. Holding her he ran his fingers through her wet but soft locks of her. Singing a soft melody he knew he couldn't save her she had done too much damage that not even the doctors could help. Plus, by the time he would get to the hospital she would be gone. Holding her closer to him closing his eyes letting the feeling stay a bit longer. Well, that was until deep breathes of air where being consumed, and it wasn't him it was the girl he had in his lap.

Opening her eyes knowing she was still in this world. That's when it hit her harder than last time her pain her misery. Looking at the person who saved her but killed her again. Her eyes widen she was looking at sadden cobalt blue eyes. His eyes were showing a very sad glistering tone. Panicking she left his gaze and looked back at the water then back at him. What the hell is he doing here? Why cant he leave me alone cant he see how much damage he has done to me? I cant sleep I cant think I cant feel I've been numb, I cant smile I cant do anything? Cant he just leave? Bubbles thought to herself getting anger she push him away from her as far away as she could. Looking at him in the eyes again showing the shock from six years ago the day he took her heart and life away and ripped it into millions of pieces that she cant put together. Turning away from the man she loved she has tried to make him happy even if it is killing her on the inside. He just kept on coming back. Meeting his gaze once again giving him a sadden smile and nodding the girl walked away with tears forming into her dull eyes. When she was out of his eye sight she ran as fast as she could to who knows where

When the water consumed her she already felt dead. That was when she knew he didn't just hurt her he killed her. Now she had to finish what he had done. She soaking wet body moved around an empty fields grass. Until her legs couldn't take it anymore. The burning sensation came stronger until she began to sob. Placing her face into her hands crying. She let the cold wind hit her as much as it wanted to

But did you know pain is unforgiveable it will never leave never even if you try as hard as you can it just wont… drops of rain hit her head until the pouring rain consumed her. Like before the rain was her pain her misery her loss it told her that she will never get better.

In the empty field this helpless girl sat sharing her pain with the rain one thing on her mind when will this horrible pain leave her?


yay done i liked how it turned out but i want to know what you guys thing so if you could be so kind enough and tell me what you think please and if you do review thank you and oh i dont own anything