Chapter 3

November 19(Wishes)

Well Roxas and Axel are offical. Axel asked him out during gym. Then they made out in the shower. Im slightly jealous of Roxas. He has had so many boyfriends and I haven't had a single one. I guess im just not attractive enough. So i looked at myself in the mirror earlier. Spikey hair,colored brown which is so normal,blue eyes,normal looking face,and im small. Im not muscular and well built. Mabey im little for people but Roxas dosen't have that problem so mabey not. I wish I was as lucky as he is. I crave that feeling of someone careing about me,being important to someone,being held and kissed. Hearing the most precious three words in existance:I,Love,You. I wonder if wishing on a star really wotks,if so someone tell me so I can make my wish. I wish I was attractive enough to be someones.I wish for somone to kiss me. I wish for someone to hold me. I wish I was wanted. I wish for my happiness. Sumerize it all up I wish for Riku. I want to cry. I just want to go curl up in my daddy's lap like I did when my puppy ran away or Into my pillow when mom said she was leaving. I wish someone was here to tell me it's okay. It's a good thing notebooks don't have emotions. All together I think all of this goes down to I wish I could be as lucky as roxas.

November 20

Its midnight.I woke up from the most hrrible dream. I told Riku how i felt. He rejected me,told me he never wanted to see me again. i woke up crying. is that normal? Do I LOVE Riku? Is it love at first sight like Romeo and Juliet. When I saw him the first time I did get butterflys and my heart was pounding. Shit,I just realized,it's Friday,tomarrows Satrurday. I know im just going to hang out with him but I have thet feeling that I might say something to give my self away.

...

"You okay Sora" Roxas said with excitement on the way to the bus stop.

"Im fine I just didn't sleep well last night"

"Oh why"

"Bad dream"

"Oh. I didn't sleep well either"

"Why? Wet dream?"

"Yep wanna hear about"

"No not really"

"Well tell me about yours"

"Ill pass"

"Aw we used to tell each other our dreams all the time"

"I know but this on is personal"

" it's about Riku"

"How did you..."

"Know? Lucky guess"

"Oh uh yeah i knew that"

"Hey! It's Axel and Reno!"

"Hey there Sora"Axel said

"Yo you two"Reno said

"Hi"

"Axel! I mwissed you"

"Aw I missed you two Sexy"

He kissed my brother. I could tell that it was full of passion and love. Axel was going to be good for Roxa. He was going to take care of him.

...

"Not eating Sora"

"Huh...OH! Riku! No i..im not hungry"

"You need to eat something here"

He offered me an apple and sat down across from me"

"Thanks you sure you don't want this"

"Im sure just eat it"

All I could do was smile

"OH MY GOD GUESS WHAT" Zack said as he ran up to our table

"What"We both said

"Okay I was running down the hall so I woulden't be late for my fourt period and I tripped"

"Okay and that is so exciting" Riku said sarcasticly

"No no listen listen im not done. Coach Hewley was in the hall and I tripped because I saw him and didn't want to get in trouble by him,I was trying to stop,and when I fell I ended up grabing onto his shorts and pulled them AND his boxers down. It was so fucking big! Oh how I want him"

Scilence,nothing but scilence.

"Uh you two okay.......Sora!Riku! snap out of it........Oh Fuck! I broke them"

"Were not broke Zack"Riku said"We just don't know what to ay about that. We kinda didn't want to know that our gym teacher had a big well you Sora"

"Right"

"Oh...Well I loked it ALOT!"

With that said he ran to go tell Eclipse,who I figured out was his sister.

"Zacks amusing isnt he" Riku said to me

"Yeah kinda strange though"

"Yeah but hes a good guy"

"Yeah"

Rikiu gave me a warm smile that I just melted into. I loved how his jade green eyes looked. They were so beautiful.

November 21

Its only a few minutes till twelve. Im so nervous. Wish me luck. Theirs a knock on the door.

"Hello im Riku. Is Sora ready" He said politely to my dad.

"Hello im Cloud Strife Sora's father."

"Its nice to meet you sir"

"Ill go get Sora"

"You ready to go"

"Yeah"

"Alright comeon. Ill have him back by six is this okay "

"That will be fine. have fun"

This island was amazing. It was so beautiful. Their were tree houses and wooden bridges all throughout the trees. The one thing that caught my attention the most was a fruit. It looked like a star. I had never saw anything like it in my life.

"Well Sora what do you think"

"Its amazing"

"I thought you would like it here" he laughed a little.

"So were is everyone"

"Who know. Somewhere"

"Oh. Um whats with the star shaped fruit"

"Its a Paopu Fruit. When ever two people share one theri destines become intertwined ,forever"

"Have you shared one with someboby"

"Nope. I want to share one someday. With someone special to me you know. Someone ill want to be around close. They have to have blue eyes."

"Wow" I have blue eyes.

"Yep I wont just share it with anyone"

"I woulden't what to eother"

"Hey come with me. I want to show you something"

He took me to a dark place.

"This is the secret spot. I come here to be alone sometimes"

"It's very peaceful in here"

"Yeah"

His hands were on my shoulders but they were slowly moving down my arms and around my wairt. My ace was turning red and my heart was pounding once again. With the next moment his soft lips were on mine. I coulden't belive what was happing. I shyly waped my arms around his neck and kissed back. When I did so I felt him smile. To soon his lips were gone.

"Sora will you go out with me"

"Go out with you. Meaning you as my boyfriend"

"Yeah that"

"YES! Oh my god yes"

"Thank you"

He hugged me into his arms. It felt so right.