Meredith was almost running down the surgical floor halls looking for a distraction. She finally came upon her troupe of interns.

"Dr.Grey, here are Katie Bryce labs results." her intern Michel Peterson said. Handing her the carts.

"Ok great what did we find."

"a cerebral aneurysm, " Dr. Peterson responded.

"Ol great, I will talk to the family, and you will schedule the procedure, " Meredith said as she walked into the patient's room to talk with the family.

After Meredith informed the family, she made her way down to the ER. The ER was slow, but she didn't dare say that out loud. Christina was leaning against a countertop reading a chart when Meredith approached her.

"Hey, " Meredith said as she leaned over to grab a chart.

"Hey, have you seen Johnson? In on his service today." Meredith could feel her face sink.

"Um... I have." Meredith said as she scanned over the chart.

"Whats wrong with you? " Christina turned to face Meredith where her pale face was revealed. " Oh, what did you do?"

"Uh, i umm... Cheated on him last night. But I had way too much to drink, and the worst part is that the guy I cheated with just so happens to be the neuro guy form the talk this morning and I don't know what's worse the fact that I thought about doing him again before I knew who he was or the fact that he is married, " Meredith said in a heated ramble.

"wait you slept with a married man and cheated. Just when I think your boring you rise, " Christina said almost laughing at the situation. "Wait how did you know he was marri ?"

"I googled him ok, but that's not the point." Meredith said in a huff

"Why did you google him?"

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Derek sat comfortably in the leather chair that was in the chief's office. He couldn't get his mind away from Meredith. The chef was going on about something, but he wasn't listing. All he could picture was Meredith.

"So, that is why I need a new head of neuro. Are you up for the job?" He heard a stern voice say which caught his attention.

'I can't leave New York. Addison. Mark. Mom. The practice.' Derek thought to himself. " I would have to think about it. How long do I have before you want an answer." Derek asked.

"Talk to Addie about it. Then let me know." Beep beep. "Uh I have to go. See you later Derek." Richard said as he walked out of his office.

Derek walk out of the chefs .Office and made his way down the hall. He had a surgery he was supposed to perform in a few hours. His head was full of thought. He walked into the patient's room to check in. He saw a young man in light blue scrubs taking vitals. He had rough hair and looked to be almost out of his mind. The patient was in a medically induced coma.

"Hows our patient Dr, "Derek asked as he flipped open the file.

"O'Malley and the patient is stable for now. The bleeding in her abdomen has gone down substantially. We are scheduled to operate at five, " George said as he finished up.

"Great, will you be scrubbing in?" Derek asked.

"If it's alright with you Dr. Shepherd, "George stated.

"That alright. See you there, " Derek said as he closed the chart and headed out of the room.

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Meredith had been doing her best to avoid Jason. She was standing at a nurses station talking with Izzie about her and Alex when a hand touched her causing her to jump. She quickly turned around to see Jason standing there with a happy expression.

"Oh hi, " she squeaked.

"So I was wondering if tonight you would want to grab dinner?" He asked as he shifted is weight.

"Uh sure... I get off at 8," Meredith started as she continued to work on her notes. Izzie could tell something was wrong but she didn't know what.

He left after he got his answer. "What was that."

"Um nothing." Meredith said trying to keep focusing on her notes.

"You almost said no to the guy you have been head over heels with since you started working here."

Beep beep Meredith looked down at her pager. "Uh I gotta go."Meredith quickly folded he chart she was working on and ran down the hall.

She reach the elevator just as the doors were opening. Standing in side was one of the thins she was trying to avoid. Derek Shepherd.

"Hello," He said with a grin.

"Hi, " she said doing her best to ignore him.

"How was your day?"

"Fine, how was yours?"

"Good."

"Good."

"Did you know Seattle has ferry boats?" He said as he walked up to stand beside her.

"Seattle surrounded by water on three sides, "

"I didn't know that. Now I like it here," he said flashing her a dreamy smile.

"Stop looking at me like that,"

"Like what?"

"Like you've seen me naked."

"Well, I have, " Derek still smiling. Meredith flashed him a glare but was laughing to herself secretly.

"what we did was unprofessional. And it should not happen again because you just gave a speech to half the hospital and what if people find out. There's a line—"

"So this line, is it imaginary or do I need to get you a marker." he said turn in to face her.

She dropped the files that she had in her hand and pushed him against the elevator wall, her lips crashing with his for a brief moment before they herd the elavort stop. She quickly pulled away and gathered the files and left when the doors opened.

She felt butterflies in her stomach. What did she do?

The rest if her day went by fast. No Derek, a few thing with Jason here and there. She didn't know what she was feeling. Confusion, guilt, jealously. When it came time for her to get off work she rushed to get ready for her date with Jason. She used to get excited about these things.

"Hey are you ready to go?" Jason asked as he entered the locker room.

"Um yes I am. So where are we going?" She asked.

"I thought we could see a movie?"

"Sounds fun, " She hated seeing movies in theaters.ever since she was a little girl she hated them.

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The surgery Derek was performing went smoothly. He had a hour to get to the airport.

" Dr.Shepherd, " a voice called from down the hall. He turned and saw the chief standing before him. " Tell Addie I said hi, oh and don't forget the talk to her about the job."

"I won't forget," Derek said as he turned to leave. "Tell Adele I said hi." he started before leaving through the sliding glass doors.

The drive to the airport was long. It was a forty-five-minute drive already. Plus they got stuck in traffic going through Renton. Security went by fast, and his flight seemed Short. When he arrived he knew he was early, Addison should be at work right now. He took a cab to his house. In the driveway sat Addison's car. She must have gotten off early. Derek thought to himself.

When he opened the door, it was quiet. She usually would come up to him when we walked through the door. He walked up the stairs that Led to there bedroom. He stepped on something looking down he saw a black jacket. He recognized the jacket from someone he knew. Mark. He's best friend since his childhood. He knew what he would see when he opened his bedroom door. Not only his wife cheating on him but his wife cheating on him with his best friend.

When derek opened the door he saw Mark on top of his wife. Mark turned around to see Derek standing in the doorway. Quickly jumped off the bed grabbed his clothes and ran in to the bathroom. Derek didn't know what to feel. Angry, guilt. Addison laid there in shock. He wasn't supposed to be home for a couple of hours.

Derek spoke quickly and soft. "I got a job in Seattle. I will be back to get my things in the morning." He turned around and left.

"No Derek wait!" Addison called. She got up and threw on a t-shirt. "You can't leave. We're Addison and Derek. We can work this out."

"Were not Addison and Derek anymore." Derek said as he shut the front door.

Sorry, this took such a long time to update. I have been swamped. Hope you like it!