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Chapter 2

"Omma…" I heard the voice and it was came beside me.

A four your old little guy was sleeping beside me, and he was just murmuring in his sleep, just like his appa. And thinking about his Appa, tears filled my eyes and I tried to not wake my little boy up by crying. and I stroked his hair to make him ease. And I looked at my little guy and he is sure a little replica of his Appa. Everything means everything from the little doe black eyes, black shine hair, long fingers and especially that dimples are similar to my Sunbae. And, yes you are right he is My son Kim Sang Bum, a junior version of my Sunbae for whom I'm living my life. I wish I could see both of them together.

It was very painful for me to live my life without my soulmate, my daughter, my friends and family. But I didn't have any choice and clearly showed me what he is capable of. And I don't want to lose anyone. I accepted my fate and tried to flow with that. and followed his every word and tried to adopt myself as Kim Soeun. And reading her diary I came to know that she loved her life and family but when she found about her fathers darkside she flew from everyone. And I clearly knew why Soeun acted that way when she met her father at Paris. But none of his family knew about his true identity that he has connection with mafia and his hands are stained with blood, for his family he was just a good businessman, a loving husband and a wonderful father.

And I couldn't complaint about Kim Minjae, she is really a caring mother; at first I was angry on her because of her illhealth I have been in this mess but has day passed I forget about that thought and truly cared for her. She is very loving. She loved her daughter verymuch.

And there is another person Kim Jaechan, Soeun's little brother who loves her sister dearly and can do anything for her. He sometimes reminds me of F4.

First few weeks under their custody was verymuch for me as I could underwent for my morning sickness because of my pregnancy at first I would spend my day alone in a room crying. And when ever I could feel the effects of my pregnancy my thoughts went back to my first pregnancy and that was very wonderful times of my life as the whole F4 was very much excited for the first child of their gang and they did everything to make me smile, they gave me everything what I need and they are showered me gifts. And they even fulfilled my cravings. And sunbae will persist to not to go to museum and do all the works at home by watching me. he was very proud that he is the first F4 who is going to be father and want to cherish the everymoment of our life he did everything even weird things to make me happy and he even boldly faced my mood swings. That was really a sweet nine month fairy tale, and I'm the princes in it. But now they are not here I wondered sometimes how will they took care of me If I was with them, and at the thought make me sad. But Kim Minjae and Jaechan tried their best to make me feel ok. They are thinking that I lost my memory and they are taking care of me and they even try to findout who is the father of my child. But as planned always makes them stop to ask about that things because the doctor said that the stress will lead to me to depression.

And the six month passed since I came under the clutches of the selfish giant and its my nineth month of pregnancy. And I couldn't sleep today and the clock strike twelve and at the striking of the clock sound my tears started to flood from my eyes as I mumbled, "Happy Birthday Princess, mamma loves you, may god bless you" as I looked at the sky and prayed for her. Yes its my princess's birthday and every year both Sunbae and me will woke up at midnight and wished her but we didn't never waked her up we just mumbled small wishes in her ear with small kisses for bringing happiness for us. But once she woke up at the next day she will be showered with the gifts from her uncles and aunties actually they spoiled her. And the whole day would be a day of celebration. And it would be her first birthday without me, my thoughts wander around as how could be she? Did sunbae remember our routine and wished her? Are he forget about today? did he and other F4 planned anything for her birthday.

And my thoughts were cut off by a strong pain at my stomach. And I knew I'm going into labour. And soon I was took into Hospital. And I want my sunbae near by. He was with me at first, he hold my hands firmly by giving his moral support. He was more than scared and in pain than me. Actually he was crying I could saw the tear drops. And I didn't even remember the pain at the moment. But this time I wont get his moral support. He wont be near me to hold my hand but I have to go through this and this child is the only thing which will be my only reminder of the our love and happiest moments of my life. I clutched the ring even protesting to give them to the nurses after convincing them that it is the only thing which will help me to go through the process and they sighed and finally accepted and the feeling of the ring is somehow makes me at ease it gives me the feeling of that I actually holding Sunbae's hand. And it was a miracle that my two children born on the same date and even the time also matched.

When I first took him in my hands my whole body shivered at the anxiety and he resembled the features of Sunbae. And not only his facial features got resemblance of his appa but no his tastes also similar, just like his appa his favorite fruit is strawberry, and he didn't like chicken feet also like is father. And he is also allergic to nuts just like sunbae. And he even speaks at his sleeping just like his father. But these things are just happened I didn't do anything may be DNA influence. And there is also another thing which made me surprise that he liked the smell of clay. He always went towards the soil and clay at the garden; if he couldn't went out then he sneeks out from us and went to the flower pots and plays with the clay and once I was surprised at his action and he even tries to made some dolls out of clay and he was just three at the time, and and other maids came and scolded him for playing with the clay.

"Yah Bumma, how many times we have to tell you don't play with mud." told him as soon as we found him near a flower pot. He just smiled at her and showed her something.

"Grandma see, it's a ball.." he showed us his doll.

"wow it really nice now go with Miss. Lin and clean yourself." She told him as he took the clay ball from his hand, and she handed it to me.

"I don't understand how he got interest in playing with mud. And who influenced him." She told me. I looked at the ball and smiled to myself,

"he don't need anyone to influence him. its in his blood." I answered her question in my mind.

My hand touched my ring pendant and I kissed it. Its been nearly four and half years since I saw the outside world. My delivery also held in a private place and I even tried anything like sending messages or contacting as I already told I didn't have the access to surf in internet. Everyday I prayed to God that I want to saw my sunbae and my daughter at least one more time before I die. Just praying another time my eyes got sleep.

Morning

I just wokeup as I heard a sound and when I wentout to saw what it is? was laying infront of my door clutching her chest.

"Omma, what happened." I asked.

" ." I called. He is the incharge of the house actually he was the person who watch over my activity like shadow. After few yellings he came out.

"What happened?" he asked me.

"I don't know when I came out omma was already fainted. Please call the doctor." I insists him.

And soon few maids helped me to take to her room and I placed her in her bed and try to wake her up.

Doctor came within ten minutes and I was waiting outside the room while the doctor treating her. And after five minutes came to us.

"What happened?" he asked.

"Mrs. Kim was fainted and at the right time Soeun saw and informed me and the doctor is treating her." Chief Lee informed him.

He just looks like he is broken literally.

"Don't worry, she will be ok." I told him. And my son ran towards me with crying.

"Omma…" he cried as he threw himself at me.

"Its ok. Omma is here. what happen?" I consoled him.

"What happen to Grandma, the maids are speaking that she was fainted." He asked me.

"Don't worry Bumma she will be ok. Doctor is inside treating her if he treated well she will be ok. And she will surely play with you. … take him to the room and took care of him. Bumma go with aunty and omma will come later." I handed her.

And we are waiting at fro the doctors arrival soon someone came to us shocked us. its actually Jaechan, he is studying medicine at US, he have to be in US but how could he endup here.

"Hi. All of you are here… what are you doing here?" he asked us.

We couldn't even try to answer the doctor cameout. We went to him.

"Is she ok?" asked him.

"Everything is fine now. But.." he trailed.

"What happened? " Jaechan asked the doctor.

"She is ok now I gave her injection, but she needs advance treatment." He told us.

"Can I look at her reports, I'm also a medical student." Jaechan told him.

Soon we went to saw her.

And when we came out Jaechan was on the phone. And he was tensed at first but he was relived when he finished the call and he came to us.

"Dad, I talked to my professor about mom's condition he suggested to make a surgery. If we make the surgery she will be ok and there wont be any problem." He told us.

"thank god." relived.

"But she have notime to delay we have to make it as quick as possible, we have to admit her in a week or two." He told us.

"don't worry, I'll take care of the rest just make an appointment at the hospital. We may leave in two days. I don't want to waste any time." told him.

And in two days all the arrangements for the journey was ready and Omma and Jaechan insists me to go with them. I try to refuse but they said it will be good for me and even Mr. Kim also accepted my journey only for his wife's health and he didn't want to upset her. So I was going to US with my what I say… family including a selfish giant and his moody bodyguard Chief Lee. After locked up at the house finally I'll be able to breath the fresh air. And somewhere inside me told me that this trip will change my stereotype life style.

Will it change?

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