XxXLoveHurtsXxX~ MUST READ, INFORMATION~ hey it's me! :) Okay sorry for the late update! I got grounded about 3 Mondays ago, because I got a 32 in science! LOL! But mom only grounded me from the computer, I'm typing on my netbook. I might be for like a month, or more depends on my punishment. Yea well, that and I got a 67 on my report card after she told me to bring it up or get grounded. And this weekend my throat is a little rough and my bones feel like a lot of weight lying in bed. Okay so I now realized I made a mistake in the last chapter. I'm not going to describe them all at once. I'm going to just list them off as the story grows, so its now 3 women and 2 men! Thanks for the reviews even though I got very little, I'm happy I even got reviews! So . . . Thanks and here! And most importantly . . . REVIEW! ;)
Chapter 2
~ Visitors ~
There in the door way stood 3 women and 2 men. I smiled and opened the door wider for them to come in. First to come in was one of the women. She had long brown hair pulled into a low ponytail. She had barely any make~ up on, and it was perfect with her skin, and she had a smile in her eyes as well as her lips. She was wearing a red long sleeve shirt with a diamond embedded rhombus in the middle of the waist line, with dark blue jeans, and black knee high boots or what I could see any ways.
She hugged me with a little too much enthusiasm; she was practically bursting with excitement. She kind of reminded me of- wince- Alice. She leaned away from our hug with a smile that looked even bigger than the one that was there a second ago, which was impossible. I tried to resemble a the same smile on my face, but I knew it would never reach my eyes, fore I knew it would take along time for true happiness to reach my eyes
"Hi sweetie, my name is piper, or aunty piper. I really don't care when it comes to you" she said to me. Her sweetness in her voice obviously detected. WAIT A SEC! Something in my mind clicked with something she said. Aunty? She was my aunt? My mom never said she had a sister, nor did my father. I was so confused; my parents would never lie to me. Then something in my mind clicked. I remembered my conversation with 'dad', and I remembered that I had relatives I have never heard about. I felt a bond with her, but it was a little unfamiliar to me.
After piper, there was a male. His hair honey blonde with bits of brunette hidden. He had hazel eyes that were smiling into mine. He was wearing a white jacket, with a gray shirt underneath with stripes going across the top of his chest. He had Levi's on with, I think, wranglers (?). He had a bright smile on his lips, as he bombarded me with a bear hug that left me breathless. He reminded me of- cringe- Emmett's bear hugs.
What is with the reminders today! Seriously? I'm trying to move on, but you're making it nearly impossible!I screamed, in my head of course. If I had screamed it out loud, my relatives would think I was crazy, and as soon as it'd be time to leave, they'd make a pact to never return again. I couldn't risk losing anymore family. Especially after the incident with the - wince - Cullen's.
GODAMMIT! I can't even make it through a single thought without comparing something, or someone to the Cullens! If I didn't stop my mind rampage, I was going to be screaming at the top of my lungs about my obsession with the Cullens to everybody in this room, and my new family would probably freak out and rush to the door saying some kind of excuse like "sorry but we need to go get checked in at the hotel, or our room will be given away, see you later Bella!" as they walk out the door, only to never come back again.
The man in front of me, our stretched his hand for me to shake it, with a genuine smile that looked plastered to his face. My mind was still on Cullen rampage, and I so did not want people in white jackets taking me away to more insane people. I took a deep breath and counted back from 10 in a whisper. Obviously my whispering was not as quiet as I'd thought, because the man in front of me was looking at as if id lost my mind. I probably had. When my mind was at peace, or close to it as possible, I looked back up at his hazel eyes and forced a fake smile onto my lips as I had did with Piper. I out stretched my hand like he did, and shook his hand. "Hi, I'm Leo, or uncle to you." His nature definitely reminded when we had pulled our hands back. He smiled brightly backed at me. I gave him a small forced smile, it seems like I'm always faking my actions; hugs, smiles, affections. You see what HE put me through. I'll never be able to return affections to anyone, I'll never be able to truly smile again, I'll never feel the same when I'm hugging someone that isn't HIM. DAMN HIM! Wait why did I just say "DAMN HIM" when he's damned for all eternity? I swear, sometimes I think I'm mental in the head. And again, DAMN HIM! I think I filled my brain with HIS scent one to many times, but just enough to make me crazy. UGH! Curse him to the seventh ring of Hades! (* A/N I just had to add that from eclipse, anyways on with it*).
Up next, was a woman with shoulder length light, brown hair and bright blood red lipstick on, and totally noticeable base, well to me, the observer, was. She was wearing what sorta looked like a halter top but had strings crossing her chest. Black skinny jeans and apricot colored heels that had a sling in the back and a bow in front of the peep toe. She had a sweet loving smile on her face. I opened my arms for a hug and she took it without hesitation. Just when I was about to break away, she kissed my hair. As we pulled away from each other, she stroked my hair. Either she was my mother, or she was a very loving aunt as piper was. "Hi Bella, I'm Paige but you can call me Aunty Paige or you can call me Paige. I don't care whichever you choose." She kissed my hair once more, and then went to the living room like piper and Leo.
Behind her was yet another couple. The woman with dark brown hair almost like mine except it looked beautifully on her than me. Her hair was down and in curls but not like going to a Ball or Dance kind of curls, natural curls like mine. You could tell she had very little make- up on but it was barely noticeable than Paige's, but don't get me wrong Paige doesn't look anywhere near a clown, but I think she'll still look beautiful without make-up. Her skin was lightly tanned which made her all the more beautiful. Her shirt was very complicated. (*A/N link on profile. Right click to see! Sorry I couldn't seem to describe it right*) Her jeans were navy, very close to black but you could see a blue tint in them. And light pink low heeled heels.
She was smiling really big, like she had a secret that made her look like she was going to burst keeping it, but it kind of had a motherly tint. She let go of the man's hand she'd been holding, and hesitantly walked towards me, while the man was a step behind her. She hesitantly reached her arms out and her 'secret' smile was replaced with a motherly smile full on.
And then it struck me like a lightning bolt. She had my hair color, my hair type, she had my pouty lips. I knew it then, she's my true mom. She had more features like me than Renée had. I was so shocked to learn this pretty woman was my mom. I'm guessing I didn't get her looks. I then realized that I had spaced out, and my mom was still holding her arms out to me like before, but her eyes had a hint of rejection.
I couldn't hold in my new information anymore, I rushed into her arms. This caused me to trip because of the little space between her and me and also 'because I tripped over my shoe laces. I held her tight to me, and softly whispered "Mom". She stroked my hair for a few seconds, as I just relaxed in her embrace. When I hugged Renée it felt not wrong, but yet not right, I loved her hugs but I always had a feeling something was wrong.
I looked over her shoulder to see a man with dark brown hair, like chocolate, with the tiniest bit of curls in hid hair. His eyes were chocolate brown like ~ wince ~ Edw- HIM always said they were, but I think they were prettier on him, were looking at me with love and happiness in them. He had on a royal dark blue button up shirt and navy blue jeans. And black sneakers.
From the similarities in his face, I could tell he was my dad, and I could tell he knew of my resolution for he opened his arms out ofr me to embrace him , as mom had did with me not just a moment ago. I could feel my moms gaze on my hair, and I knew she knew I was looking at dad, for I felt her arms loosen around me. Without any hesitation I pulled out of mom's arms and raced into dad's arms. When I was in the comfort and safety of his arms I looked up at him for he was about 6'3 to mom's 5'6 height. He gently kissed my hair, and at that moment I whispered into his ear "Dad", I could tell he heard it because his lips went to my ear and just like I had done, he whispered into my ear "I'm here princess, from now on". My eyes started to tear up, and as I turned my head from his to see piper, Leo, Paige there standing with all different kinds of smiles on their faces, but none of them bad. Ranging from happiness to sincerity, to love, all of which were mixed into their eyes as well
Even though I had just lost the love of my life, as well as meaning and importance when Edward ~ cringe slightly ~ and THEM left, I had gained new important people in my life, and DAMN IT ALL TO HELL if I was going to let them leave me without a fight. From then on seeing, their smiles and eyes light up just by seeing me, I made a promise to myself right then that I was going to work hard as hell to keep them in my life, as well as happy in it.
But am I strong enough to keep them in it. To me, right now that didn't matter. Right at this moment, my heart didn't ache for Edward like it usually did for most days, some days I was lucky enough to get away from the pain, my mind wasn't wondering where he was or what he was doing. My mind and heart were just calm at this moment, and I wanted to keep it this way.
I had a feeling my life would not always be like this; calm, loving, no pain, confusion, hurt, just love and happiness. But I knew that even though wishing for something did no good if you were not going to fight for it as well, and I knew there'd be more pain, hurt, I also knew there would be happiness for me, and love in the end.
_But would I be strong enough in the end? _
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