Surprisingly the next few weeks just fly by and today is the day that we leave. Nick walks up behind me and smacks me on the butt as I shove the last suit case into the back of my van. "Thats it, we are all ready to go!" I yell as I highfive Nick. We clime into the van I start it and we're off! I wave by to the neighbor i hate and then flip him off. I shout out the window, "Bye Fuckers!" Nick just looks at me and shakes his head. I tilt my head down to look at him over the top of my sun glasses. "What?"
"You know your not moving... we are coming back, do you want people around here to hate you?"
"Ah they know I'm just playing, well besides Mike." referring to the guy I flipped off.
For the next hour or so, not much is said, so feeling bored I turn the radio on, and holly shit don't stop believing is on!... So of course we have to sing it, I start off. "Just a small town girl living in a lonely world, she takes the midnight train going anywhere." Then Nick sings, "Just a city boy born and raised in south Detroit, he took the midnight train going anywhere," Then together we sing," A singer in a smokey room, the smell of wine and cheap perfume." We laugh so hard that I forget that I am driving and almost run off the side of the road. I realize what is happening and I jerk the wheel back fast to get the car back on the road. Nick grabs his chest, "Holly Shit!... why don't you give someone a heart attack?"
I grit my teeth, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."
"Its ok Sid just watch out next time."
I smile "ok I will just for you sir!" I laugh.
We drive on for hours we just talk about what ever comes to mind. We talked about family, friends, Boyfriends and girlfriends... or lack there of, movies, and most importantly Tokio Hotel. We have been travailing for almost 10 hours now... we have been out of North Carolina for quite a few hours and almost at the hotel that we will be at for the night.
"Hey Nick do you just want to order room service tonight instead of going out?"
"Yeah, lets do that... I don't really feel like going out tonight." We pull into the parking lot of the hotel, I park the van, we get out and go to the front desk to rent a room for the night. The man at the front desk tells us that there is only one room that we can stay in with one bed. "Oh thats ok we will take it." I smile at him and pay him, he hands us our key. We laugh so hard when we see that the key card says room 69 on it. We walk up the stairs and to our room, I open the dorr and we throw our stuff down on the floor. "I jump onto the bed and lay on my back. "so what do you want for dinner?"
Nick scratches his head thinking, "hmmm hamburger and fries... how about you?"
"Some Pizza and lots of Mountain Dew... oh and after that I will eat some of the gummy worms i brought with me." I crawl over to the phone that is on the table next to the bed and order the room service.
We sit propped up on the head board of the bed, we watch family guy while we wait. About 25 minutes go by and we hear a knock at the door, we hear a mans voice, "Room service." I get up and answer the door. "Hello" I smile sweetly. I tip the guy and thank him. I bring the food over to the bed, I sit close to Nick I hand him his food and smile at him. He kisses my forehead, "Thank you Sid."
"Your welcome sweets I say with a sweet smile.
After we eat I decide to take a shower. I get up off the bed and go over to one of my suit cases and get out my penguin pajamas and two towels, and head for the bathroom.
Not long after I get into the shower I hear the door open.
"Hey Sid can I talk to you?"
"Absolutely sweets, go ahead"
I hear him walk over to the toilet and sit down. He sighs and stars slowly.
"I don't know how to really tell you this but... I think... I might be... gay." I can hear him cover his face with his hand and sigh again. I pull the shower curtain back some and poke my head out.
"Holy shit! Really?"
"I first noticed when I would find myself looking at a few of the guys at my work, and then i would dream about them and wake up with a you know...
"Boner?" I say.
"Well... yeah."
"Well how long has this been going on?"
"For over a year now."
"And you are just now telling me this?"
"Yes I just didn't know how you would react to me telling you.. its what I have been thinking about these past few weeks"
"Ok well, I will finish with my shower and we will talk more about this when I get out of here and while I'm doing my hair.. Ok?"
"OK Sid I will let you finish." I hear him walk out and close the door.
I finish with my shower and get dressed while thinking about what Nick had just told me. I walk out of the bath room and see that Nick had already fallen asleep, I smile at the sight of him sleeping. I turn my straightener on and wait for it to heat up. When I hear it beep I pick it up and start on my hair while I do it I still think about Nick and what he had said, I look over my sholder every now and then to look at him sleeping... I guess I'm in shock, and I wish he would have told me earlier then what he did...
After I finish my hair its already 2:34 in the morning and I feel sleepy.. maybe from all the driving. I put my straightener up and crawl into bed. I cuddle up to Nick and soon fall asleep.
Over the next week and a half nothing really happens we never got to stop at any where that we really wanted to. We got a few bug bites, got lost a few times and met a few weird people thats the most exciting things that happened. Its been nine days sense we left home, we are now in Arizona. We will reach California sometime today but right now we are at the Grand Canyon and we are sight seeing when Nick decides to tell me again about the tour guide and how he thinks hes so hot and he wanted to know if I thought he was gay or not. Nick Turns to me and gives me a cheesy smile.
"I know I have asked about ten times in thirty minutes, but do you think hes gay?"
I roll my eyes and smile "I don't know.. I mean his voice kinda sounds like he might be, but then again hes not dressed nice enough to be gay... why don't you just ask him?"
Nick frowns at me "You know I can't." He Looks at me and smiles.
I look at him, "oh know i know what your thinking and not I'm not going to ask for you."
He looks at me sad, "Please.. come on for me?"
I roll my eyes, "Oh... fine I will if it will make you happy"
"Oh thank you thank you THANK YOU! so much!" he smiles and hugs me.
"Your welcome." I smile and hug him back.
A few minutes go by and the tour is almost over, when the tour guide asks if anyone has any questions, I think about asking him then, but decide it would be better if I wait until the tour is over and he is on is way to go get the next people in the tour. The tour goes one for only about five more minutes. After everyone else has left I see the tour guide and run up to him.
"Hey." I say with a smile "hello miss how can I help you?
"I have a question, but its not about the tour.. and don't take it the wrong way."
He looks at me confused, "Umm... Ok go ahead.. what is it?"
I take a deep breath, "Ok here goes... are you umm... gay? I smile nervously.
He blinks a few times and then lets out a chuckle, "No I am not gay."
"Yeah I didn't think so, sorry to bother you." I walk away and wave, "Bye" I smile. He just stands there still looking confused. I walk back to where Nick is.
"Hes not gay."
Nick frowns a little, "Oh ok." hes sighs.
I smile at him and hug him. "It will be ok you will find someone."He Hugs me back tightly as we walk back to the car.
We are now in California and only about 15 minutes from our hotel. I can see a gas station, I slow down and pull in to get some gas, I stop at pump number 5 and send Nick to pay for it while I pump it. Not to long after I finish pumping the gas I see Nick come out of the store.. and sure enough he bought something, he opens the door to the van and gets in.
"You always have to buy something don't you?... What am I going to do with you?"I smiles and roll my eyes.
"Your gonna love me." he says as he pulls some gummy worms out of the bag.
My eyes get big "Oooooh, my favorite... thank you, I do love you." I smile.
"Told you so!"I roll my eyes and pull out of the gas station.
We are now in the hotel that we will be in for tonight and tomorrow. Nick and I decide to go swimming at 9:30 at night, so I run into the bathroom and change into my black bathing suit with skulls on it, while Nick Changes in the main room. I slip a black bathing suit cover on and slide my flip flops on. When I go into the main room i see that Nick has put on his black and red trunks and he has wiped his eyeliner off so that it wont run down his face while we swim. He starts to run out the door "COME ON!" he yells.
"WAIT" I yell, "shouldn't you put a shirt on?.. I mean this is a five star hotel I don't think they want a half naked man running through their lobby." I throw a shirt at him and it hits him in the face and falls to the floor, he picks it up and puts it on. "Ok... Happy?.. Now lets go!" he come over to me and grabs my hand and pulls me onto the elevator. When we get to the pool we are surprised that only about three other people are at the pool and two of them are just making out outside the pool.
"I thought there would be more people out here to enjoy a night swim" I look around at the people that our out here... I'm actually happy that no one is here.
"Yeah I know its weird that no one is here." Nick runs and jumps into the pool, but stupid me goes to the diving board. I jump up, come back down and sure enough I slip off of it and fall in. As I sink to the bottom I can hear Nick laughing, so I swim over to him, grab his ankle and pull him under as I swim up. When Nick comes back up, he laughs again.
"You are so clumsy!" Hes points at me and laughs more.
I splash him. "You suck!"
He splashes me back and a splash war starts, after a few minutes he surrenders and I finalize him losing with one more splash. We swim for a few hours then we get out and go back to our room.
As soon as we get into our room we hit the showers I have a bathroom in my room and he has one in mine.
Nick Finishes a few minutes before me, he turns both our straighteners on so they can get hot. I get out of the shower and put some purple pajama bottoms one and a Tokio Hotel shirt on. I walk out of the bathroom and into the the main room where Nick is. I sit next to him and we watch Jurassic Park while we do our hair. Just a few minutes after the end credits come on I finish my hair, I take a lot longer to do my hair them Nick does. We decide we are going to watch all three of the Jurassic Park Movies so I get up and put the second one in and then go back to the couch and sit next to Nick. When the movie is over Nick Yawns.
"I'm pretty sleepy... I think I am going to go to sleep." He stands up.
I stand up and hug him. "Goodnight sweets." I smile.
"Goodnight Sid." He smiles and kisses me on the forehead. I watch him walk into his room and close the door behind him. I watch two episodes of Family Guy and then I decide to go ahead and cral into bed and try to sleep. As I lay there in the dark all I can think about is tomorrow and how great the concert will be. I think about it for about thirty minutes until I fall asleep.
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