Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yore

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us once more

"Fe, come on." Sarah laughed, grabbing the eggnog from Felix's hand. "This stuff is really good."

"Yeah, I know."

"Shut up. What's in it?"

"Bourbon, Rum and Cognac."

"All three? Bloody hell, Fe. I'll be hungover on Christmas morning," she laughed. She grabbed his drink, finishing it as she flopped down on the couch. She looked around. She loved his studio, she always had. And he painted over it constantly, making it a constant work of art. The apartment was so much like Felix, always changing and always a masterpiece.

"Thinking about Helena's adventures in babysitting?" He asked, sitting next to her.

"No, no. I'm sure she's fine. Kira is taking good care of her," Sarah smiled, knowing Helena was a loose cannon. "Is Adele coming tomorrow?"

"Yeah. And the clone club?" She asked.

"Well, Helena is with Kira and Mrs S-"

"Duh."

"Alison and Donnie are coming with Oscar and Gemma-"

"I'll bet Kira is excited," Felix smiled.

"She's always wanted cousins."

"Oh, I remember..."

"She tried to set you up with her teacher!" Sarah remembered, breaking into a fit of laughter.

"Her female teacher!"

"She was like 40!" Sarah laughed, clutching her stomach as she remembered simpler times.

"Hey," Felix whispered.

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for this. I've missed just being us. I'm glad you took a night away from-"

"It isn't about taking away, Fe. You're my family." She knew how painful this journey had been on him. He always thought they were equals. As kids, it was them against the world. Now, it was the clone club against everyone. He loved the sisters, but the more sisters he had, the more he realized he only wanted one.

"Cosima?" He whispered, ending his sentimental moment.

"And Delphine," she bit her lip. Things had always been rocky between Sarah and Delphine. Sarah was always so passionate and willing to fight. Delphine was the opposite. She came across as cold and by the books. Probably why she replaced Dr Leekie. Sarah took it as a lack of love for Cosima, which immediately angered her. Cosima was smart and sensitive and kind. How could Delphine react so casually about someone so perfect?

Of course, her reasoning was shattered when Cosima got sick. Sarah stood by, helpless as Cosima lay lifeless in a hospital bed. It was Delphine who handled her care. Delphine who stepped in as her doctor. And Delphine who pressed her body against Cosima's, making Sarah realize how small and fragile Cosima truly was. Sarah saw Delphine under a new light, this beautiful angel sent to love Cosima back to life.

Still, Sarah was a prideful woman. Delphine being sent away only helped Sarah ignore the problem. Even with Delphine back and the couple together, Sarah had never apologized to Delphine. More than that, she had never shown an ounce of gratitude for what she did. Deep down she knew it was Delphine who Cosima recovered for and she was powerless to try and explain it to Delphine.

"Sarah?"

"It's just weird with Delphine and I," she took another sip of eggnog.

"It's not weird. You just don't accept them."

"You of all people know I don't care if you're gay. I've been gay!" She threw her hands up. Felix knew she had an attraction for men and women. And she didn't care about anyone's sexuality.

"You don't care that they're gay. It's Delphine you don't accept. You don't like her."

"It isn't that," Sarah said. "I don't know her."

"Did you try?"

"She isn't like my sisters. She isn't made of the same things as me."

"Either is Donnie."

"Donnie is..." she laughed. "Donnie is too clumsy and bloody stupid to hate."

"So you hate Delphine because she's not stupid?"

"I can't guarantee she'll never break Cosima's heart," she finally admitted. "She's a threat."

"You can't guarantee that she will."

"If I open up to her, I'll feel responsible if she breaks it off with Cos."

"Did you ever express this to her?"

"How can I explain it to her?"

"She's a smart woman. She'll understand."