Chapter three-

After our kiss Jeff said it shouldn't of happened and left I was starting to get frustrated by this with him infact now when we see each other most of the time it ends up with one of us storming out of the room angry.

I was sitting with Amy after doing a dress fitting for Stephanie wedding I sighed shaking my head " shes freaking out between the wedding and trying to do smack down, Paul and I both think she should step back and just focus on her wedding she flipped out and walked out" I told her just as the guys came in and sat down at our table including Jeff Amy smiled at me nodding "i couldn't do it" she said Matt looked at her "plan a wedding and run a show" Amy said Matt nodded, we didn't talk much but he was some what nicer to me, Shannon put his arm around my shoulders "so when are you and I going to get a bite to eat just us" he asked slyly I rolled my eyes and was about to come back with a smart ass comment when Jeff spoke up "oh don't worry shes a slut just like her sister wont be long until its your turn" he snapped before I knew I felt my hand connecting to his face quieting the whole catering "fuck you Jeff" I said tears burning my eyes as I stormed out of catering knocking over my chair.

I was in search of my sister when I ran into Brock face to chest "Whoa whoa weres the fire sweetie" he asked before I knew it the tears were flowing "I just want to go home" I cried into his chest, he wrapped his arms around me nodding "OK OK what happened?" he asked sitting me down as I cried into his chest "Jeff is just being so mean, I don't know we hit it of so well when I first got here and now he just called me a slut." I cried, I felt Brock rub my lower back "OK sweetie its OK lets go find your sister" he said as we stood up I nodded wiping the tears from my eyes.

Meanwhile back in catering Amy glared over at Jeff throwing her roll at him "Ow what was that for?" Jeff complained rubbing his head Amy pointed to the direction Emily just took off in "Oh what don't tell me shes your new best friend" Jeff laughed Amy shook her head knowing he was just trying to protect his heart after Beth she got it but he was crossing some lines here.

"You know what she has become a good friend, and your being a dick she went to dinner with Brock that night as a thank you for covering up for her falling asleep in your hotel room because we all know if Shane found out your life would be hell right now! She did it for you and your being an asshole and just called her a slut when you were her first real kiss and shes a virgin Jack Ass!" Amy ranted getting up to try to find Emily and make sure she was OK as she walked passed Jeff she smacked him upside his head.

"So what happened?" My mother asked as we sat in the hotel lobby having dessert and coffee, I shrugged "Nothing I was being dumb and over reacted mom." I mumbled picking at my chocolate cheese cake, I looked up to see my mom giving me a look and sighed "I don't know I met Jeff hardy when I first got her, and we hit it off and now his being such a jerk to me I don't get it."

She gave me a small smile as I waited for the lecture "Sometimes when something good is smacking someone in the face they tend to run from it." I took a sip of my coffee nodding "Jeff's has had a rough time, so I don't think it's so much you as its him."

I wasn't so sure of all of that but it always felt nice coming from mom right?

"Alright come on we have your sister's engagement party to get ready for." she smiled at me as we stood up, my mother walked over to me hugging me "you will be just fine Emily." she whispered before kissing my cheek making me smile "I know, I will."

The next day-

I watched people set up for Stephanie party, my dress hanging up I had doubled checked happy that my friends were coming I'd have someone to talk to and hang out with, even though it was black tie. I was never one to dress up, Stephanie always loved these things. I was always happier up in my room in pajamas listening to music being left alone.

I was up in my room, my hair finished in spiral curls pinned here and there to create and perfect curly look I got a light pink strapless dress that was long in the back and shorter in the front and had three layers and sparkles, and a pair of stroppy black four inch heels to match, I leaned over the mirror as I finished the rest of my make up.

I took a deep breath and put my diamond necklace dad gave me today with matching earrings on I stepped back and shrugged no point the person who would be here to appertate me this dressed up isn't the one I want to see, I sprayed myself with my perfume of lillys and vanilla and took a deep breath leaving my hotel room.

I smiled seeing so many wrestlers here to celebrate Stephanie and pauls soon to be marriage, I smiled mingling and talking here and there until I made my way over to Amy Matt Shannon and Shane I frowned no Jeff, not that I was expecting him to come, I hugged Amy "you look beautiful" I told her she smiled "Oh my wow you do to!" she exclaimed holding her hands out, "Was I that bad?" I laughed making her laugh and shake her head no."Hey Emily" I heard from behind me I turned around I smiled seeing Jeff my heart racing fastly in my chest as my eye's raked over his appearance.

"Hi" I said happily he looked really nice cleaned up "would you like to dance?" he asked of course Stephanie would have slow dancing, I smiled taking his hand and walking to the dance area, he put his hands on my hips and I wrapped my hands around his neck smiling up at him as we danced slowly.

"They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
You will never forget
The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet"

"You look beautiful tonight Emily" Jeff told me he gazed down on me our eyes connecting on each other "thank you Jeff, you don't look to bad yourself" I smiled up at him, he nodded smiling.

All this time that you've been waiting
You don't have to wait no more

I can love you like that
I would make you my world
Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl
I will give you my heart
Be all that you need
Show you you're everything that's precious to me
If you give me a chance
I can love you like that

"your brother hasn't taken his eyes off me" he whispered, I turned my head over my shoulder and seen Shane standing with Paul and Shawn glaring towards us.

I waved giggling turning back over to Jeff who had a smirk on his face shaking his head "your gonna be trouble for me" he whispered I smiled looking up into his eyes "Yea but I bet I' be worth it." I quietly spoke in a moment of braveness.

I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever, forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova, but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin nothin back when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eye

Jeff looked down at me his eyes showing me he agreed, he just nodded "I bet you would be, I wanna apologize for my comments to you, yesterday, I was out of line, your far from that sugar." He whispered softly as we swayed to the music, I felt like I was in heave by his admission.

I smiled "no worries Jeff." I assured him.

I never make a promise I don't intend to keep
So when I say forever, forever's what I mean
I'm no Casanova, but I swear this much is true
I'll be holdin nothin back when it comes to you
You dream of love that's everlasting
Well baby open up your eyes

I can, I can love you like that.

"Thank you for the dance Jeff your a wonderful dancer" I told him as the song came to an end "your not to bad yourself, I'd probably kiss you right now, but your brother would take my balls off."he winked as he walked back over to his brother and friends I smiled walking over to my brother to get an ear ful.

"Why cant you just stick wit Brock? His a good kid and he likes you" Shane lectured me as soon as I approached the group, I shook my head having enough "you know what Shane im not going to yell like I want so I need you to listen closely, I lived in Florida on my own since I was six teen! and I think I've made some really good decisions I focused on school, I have two degrees! You don't achieve that at my age by not making good choice's, Shane im not a dumb person and can make my own decisions! Im not a child!" I hissed and walked off to the back where the cater's and help was set up at, I grabbed a flute of champagne taking a sip

"You know if I wanted I could take that from you" Paul said I sighed looking at him "What are you going to treat me like a child too Paul?, it was just a dance!" I snapped he held his hands up "i just wanted to check on you, your family they just love you wants whats best sometimes it doesn't come out the best kid" Paul told me softly getting a flute of champagne himself. I shook my head.

I sighed "I know that but sometimes Paul you know this they can judge before knowing, what's so wrong with Jeff?"i asked him "if he is what makes me happy, whats wrong with him?" I asked, Paul sighed "Nothing kid." he frowned.

" I just want to be trusted I don't think I've given a reason not to yet" I told him he nodded coming over and hugging me "I know kid" he nodded walking out as I took another sip he stopped in the door way "Oh and don't let your dad see you with that, its not thanksgiving and your not twenty one yet" he reminded me of the house rules I smiled nodding "thanks Paul" I told him I took a deep breath finishing my glass and finding another one.

I walked back to the main room glaring at my older brother as I walked over to my friends comfortably "everything OK? I didn't want to cause any problems" Jeff asked worriedly, I nodded turning to him "all's good just family drama not you" I told him smiling at him, I didn't want my family to run him off, this was the first guy I ever felt like this with and I wanted to see where this could go, he nodded as I turned to Amy her and I discuing girl stuff and they started talking about plans for the next show.

I heard a throat clear its self behind me and turned around seein Brock I smiled but could feel the tension between him and Jeff next to me "Can I have a dance with you?" he asked I looked at Jeff biting my lip he just nodded winking at me I sighed in relief seemed like you never knew with him.

"So you seemed comfortable around the youngest hardy boy" Brock said as we slowly danced I shrugged "Uh yea he apologized" I informed him, he snorted making me look up at him " look you seem like you want to keep it real so that what im going to do what do you think a guy like Jeff wants with you? Your his golden ticket, his already on thin ice with your dad and he knows it" Brock bluntly put it.

I pulled away before the end of the song Brock just landing on every worse fear ive ever had, I glared up at him before turning on my heel and walking off away from him, I grabbed another chapaighm flute and walked out towards the back I sat down on a bench and closed my eyes taking a deep breath.

"you OK?" I heard his southern drawl from behind me I looked at him "I need to know Jeff this with me what is it with you?, the truth" I asked him

He blew out a breath shoving his hands in his pant pockets "You wanna know the truth? I tried to get you to hate me Brock was the perfect fucking excuse, I can't escape you! You're everythin' I ever looked for in a girl, and you're just some stupid twenty year old inexperienced child. And im not worthy of you Emily you deserve someone like Brock"

I frowned looking at him as I shook my head "Age doesn't matter Jeff and im so tired of people telling me who I should talk to who I should be with isn't that up to me? My choice to make!." I stood up pointing to myself.

"It does when you're six years younger then me!" he rubbed his face in exasperation

"Em" His voice was unusually soft. He walked closer to me again I could feel his breath on my face as he leaned in. he kissed me softly putting his hand on my face much the same as last week, he moved his lips from mine and moved to my jaw and then to my neck, I moved my head to the side getting this odd tingling feeling at the feel of his lips.

"the other day when I called you a slut I didn't mean it, Amy ripped my ass for it and shes right I was being a jack ass im sorry" he leaned down kissing a spot on my neck that did so many things to my body I enjoyed yet it was intense.

He looked at me with his green eyes, brows raised slightly. He took over my lips again, but pulled back after a minute. "I just want to..i wanna know that I was the first one to take you there…" he mumbled before running both his hands down my arms and lacing his fingers with mine. My eyes widened when I realized what he meant.

"I promise you won't regret it," he said huskily and kissed me slowly, My hands were flat against his chest as he kissed me, I pulled away not wanting this moment go "Meet me upstairs in fifth teen minutes, im going to go in first wait five minutes and come in" I told him, he nodded and kissed me again, I walked away shakily wondering why I wasn't stopping this, why was I doing this? I barely know Jeff but something was telling me not to let this moment pass me by, I went over to my sister hugging her telling her what a wonderful party it was but I was off to bed, I hugged my parents and headed upstairs towards my room.

I waited what felt like forever I bit my lip what if he changed his mind ? What was this? is this something I should be doing not knowing what it would lead to? He said age was an issue what if this is just a one night thing is that how I want to lose my virginity?

I felt arms wrap themselves around me and a kiss placed on my bare shoulder "Do you know how hot you are when you bite you lip" Jeff whispered I placed my hands over his and walked him into my room, I turned and shut the door and locked it, as soon as I turned around he was all over me.

He unzipped my dress as I pulled his jacket off and unbuttoned his shirt stepping out of my dress he stepped back looking at me I stood in a white corset and lacy boy short panties he groaned "god damn you fucking hot" and he was back on me I kicked my shoes off as he backed me onto my bed, he undid my corset tossing it on the floor No guy has ever seen me topless before! Our kisses were heated as he pushed me onto my back on my bed.

My fingers tangled into his purple blonde and black hair as he ran his tongue over my collarbone, following with a series of teasing nips. He looked up at me with a smirk and kissed down my stomach, pulling with his teeth at the charm through my belly button. How could that be pleasurable? Don't ask me… but it was because I groaned again.

My hands involuntarily gripped the blanket I was lying on as Jeff slid off my panties

I sucked in a sharp breath as his fingers came in contact with the sensitive area between my legs. Oh god oh god oh god! I bit down on my lip when he dipped one finger inside me. I felt a strange bit of pressure as his finger hit my barrier. Goosebumps sprouted over my body from the intimate contact of his fingers brushing between my thighs. I writhed underneath him as his fingers played around down there, seemingly feeling everything they could.

He pulled his slick finger out, only to go back inside with an added one. I gasped and moaned at the same time as his thumb worked my swelling nub. My god…

"Relax," he whispered, moving everything faster. He lay on his side next to me, leaving marks on my neck and shoulder with his biting and sucking and— fuck!

My body began convulsing from the sensations that Jeff was creating. I head Jeff laugh lowly into my neck as he slowed down his fingers My chest heaved for a minute as I regained myself, still feeling odd from the shivers. That is possibly the greatest feeling I've eve felt. Jeff didn't waste any time with getting on top of me and kissing me again. as he barely thrust his hips forward and it seemed like he was getting harder and harder.

"Ya know this'll probably hurt? A little but I promise I'll make it all better" Jeff informed me as he situated himself between my thighs. I just nodded and looked to the side, I felt slightly sick in my stomach, how bad does it hurt? Stephanie said she cried when she lost hers.

"You ready?" he asked, his hot breath tickling the skin of my neck. I looked up into his green eyes and saw how clouded over with lust they were

"Yeah," I mumbled. Talking just wasn't something I was interested in right now.

"I'm just gonna do it," he told me, before pushing in right through my virginity. I whimpered loudly as I felt the break. Okay, it really hurt. I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to calm the feeling of nausea in m stomach. "Shh…baby your OK" he whispered into my ear, smoothing my hair and holding himself up with his elbows. After a minute of being still and letting me calm down he moved inside me, pulling away, then pushing back in. after a few more times of him doing that the pain seemed to subsided and something much more intense but pleasurable came over me.

I couldn't help but move my hips with his "Oh god Em" he moaned out his hot heavy breath on my neck causing shivers to go down my arms that he now had pinned over my head.

We finished and Jeff laid there arms and legs wrapped around me, my eyes closed but a smile played on my lips Jeff kissed the top of my head trying contain his breathing I looked over to him biting my lip he had his eyes closed "Unless your ready for round two sugar I'd get that lip out from your teeth" he peeked open an eyes winking at me I giggled slightly "Jeff" I stopped seriously looking at him I leaned up "What is this? Im not trying to be a clingy girl but I am someone who needs direct answers." I told him, he leaned up kissing me oh god his about to get me ready for round damn two right now he pulled away "Just rest sugar we'll talk about it later" he told me pulling me down onto his chest I wanted to disagree but I suddenly felt exhausted I nodded and before I knew it my eyes were drifting off to dream land.

The next morning I woke up to the side Jeff previously occupied empty, with a note on the pillow I opened it up and saw a picture of myself sleeping strands of hair falling into my face, it was beautiful actually I smiled sitting up pulling the blanket up with me as I read the note part "As you can tell you looked so peaceful sleeping I didn't want to wake you up, see you soon em...Jeff" I smiled and jumped hearing a loud knock on my door, I jumped up grabbing my robe, I looked around making sure there was no signs of Jeff being in here last night "Hhhold on" I called out putting my corset and panties in the hamper and my dress over my duffel bag I looked around and slipped my robe on shit! I opened the door and seen my dad standing there.

"May I come in?" he asked eying me I nodded putting a strand of hair behind my ear as my farther walked into my giant room, but him being in here it felt so small, I hissed slightly in between my legs hurting, I smirked knowing it was because Jeff was just there.

I sat on my bed bring one leg up "whats up daddy" I asked he sighed "I know what happened last night Emily and we need to discuss house rules again" I panicked my heart racing, how does he know? Who saw us? "your not twenty one yet Emily, you can't be drinking, now I allow certained exceptions I will on Stephanie wedding stuff like that but not just for a party, not for another few months, understood missy" my dad said I calmed down oh thank god! I nodded "Yes daddy im sorry" I told him he nodded kissing my fore head "Well get cleaned up I'll see you down stairs for breakfast in the lobby" dad said walking out of the room, I sighed falling back on my pillow Jeff slept on, it smelt just like him how my farther didn't notice im not sure.

I put my drawing and note in my duffel bag and walked into my huge bathroom, i decided on a bath turning the water as hot as I could tolerate it I found clothes for today and then walked back into the bath tub grabbing my phone I set it on the side of my tub and climbed in turning the water off, ah this felt amazing on my sore muscles down there, I didn't realize it would hurt like this, I smiled thinking of Jeff his kisses and his touch he was amazing I just finished washing my body when my phone started to ring I dried my hands off with the towel on the step of my bath tub I saw amys number and answered "Hello" I smiled I could hear everyone in the back ground "hey so we were sitting here at this little cafe place on 12th st and deiced we missed you and you should come have breakfast with us" I bit my lip unsure if it would seem odd with Jeff or not.

"I don't know im just barely waking up." I answered her coming up with a reasonable excuse.

"Its fine we can wait come on, don't let me be the only girl here." she begged making me laugh a little.

"Hey sugar" I heard jeffs voice making me smile "Hey" I answered back sitting up which made the water splash "what are you doing?" he asked im assuming hearing the water I felt my face heat "Um im taking a uh um er bath" I said unsure why I was suddenly so shy I heard him groan "Your killing me sugar Well hurry up get out and come have breakfast with us..with me" Jeff said and hung up I looked at the blinking end and laughed I quickly washed my hair and got out wrapping my robe around me and a towel around my hair drying it.

I decided on a pair of white cargo pants and a neon green silky cami I brushed my hair deciding on keeping it down and quickly did my make up I slipped on my shoes and grabbed my purse I walked down stairs I smiled at my mother and farther "Im going to go have breakfast with some friends and ill be back" I told them kissing their cheeks

I walked to the parking lot I smiled seeing my pearl white Chrysler 300 sitting there I got in turning it on, the black leather seats slightly cold from the fall air, I turned the heated seating on and headed out I pulled up in front of the cafe seeing them all standing out there my eyes landed on Jeff who was standing there laughing at Shannon and Shane wrestle in the parking lot, he had a pair of blue baggy jeans and a white v neck t shirt his hair pulled back I groaned turning my car off and getting out, Amy whistled "Whew someones fancy" she said nodding to my car I turned my head looking at it shrugging "Hey my family rides around in limos!, so this isn't that bad" I told them she nodded "True true once again you win" she laughed at our little joke.

We walked into the diner Jeff managed to sit next to me which was just driving me crazy since I didn't know what was going on, my phone went off showing a text I sighed opening it seeing brocks name I bit my lip wondering if I should answer it "Remember what I told you this morning sugar" Jeff whispered leaning in I shook my head putting my phone in my purse deciding to ignore it.

Through out breakfast Jeff and I would glance looks here and there but never said anything to each other, I happened to notice Amy looking a couple of times as if to figure it out the check came and we all went to split it up, I went to grab my purse when jeffs hand stopped me he tossed forty and pointed to me and him, indicting he was paying for me "Thank you Jeff" I told him he nodded "no problem" he said softly.

We all walked outside Jeff nodded to me and went with Matt and Amy followed me yelling she'll be a second I turned on my car and looked at her "Girl talk when you get to the hotel tomorrow" she said I nodded biting my lip which of course made me look up and notice he was watching I sighed "Yea" Amy hugged me and walked off to their rental.

I got in my car and drove off back to my hotel for a much needed nap and maybe Tylenol!

The next day Stephanie and I walked into the arena frustrated we were late the jet broke down on us took two hours to fix it, I ran my hand over my face tired I wasn't feeling good today had a head ache from hell, I told Stephanie id meet up with her and headed towards catering where I was sure Amy was, I sighed seeing everyone there as Amy waved me over.

I sat down next to her "your late Miss. Mcmahon" Shannon teased I flipped him off and he held his hands to his heart "Ouch Em that one hurt" I sighed "Im sorry Shan its been a bad day, and im not feeling good" I told him making jeffs eyes shoot up to me concern in them.

Amy leaned her head on my shoulder "Whats wrong friend?" she asked I sighed rubbing my face "Woke up late, jet broke down, took two hours to fix which made us late and of course my farther is all over Stephanie for being late which of course made her a bitch and take it out on me which of course and I have a start of a cold or something I don't know" I l complained shaking my head "It's just a bad day." I mumbled.

"I get it, hey the guys are going out clubbing tonight they were trying to talk me into it but no girls are coming if you feel up to it" she trailed off I shrugged "I don't know depends if im feeling better" I told her I heard Matt scoff and looked at him Jeff glared at him "What?" I asked Matt held up his hands shaking his head "No what Matt what have I don't so wrong now to deserve your up tight judgementalness, you know since ive gotten here I've dealt with your slide little remarks and glares and scoffs im sorry my last name is McMahon and your to weak mined to get past it" I stood up storming out of catering, who was Matt to sit and act like he was better then me! Me isn't it MY farther who signs HIS paychecks no wonder why Stephanie acting the way she does you cant win, damned if you do and damned if you don't.