Yuuko grabbed her arms and was weeping deeply. Her heart had only just accepted the fact that she was in love with her brother and wanted to be with him, and now her heart was ripping itself apart in pain. She just didn't get why she was having to go through this. Was it because she could be a bitch to some people and sweet to others? Or...what?
"W-why, Hideyoshi?" She cried into her knees that had slid up to her chest. Her arms wrapped around them and she bite down into her kneecap as she wept. "Why would you do this?!" She slammed her fist into the wall beside her, and squeaked in small pain beofre getting up.
She could already feel her hand begin to pulse in a throbbing ache of pain.
"Fuck..." She cursed underneath her breath and leaned against the door of the bathroom. She really hoped that no one was out there right now.
As she opened the door, she felt small relief, even though the hallway was empty. All she had to do was make it back to Class A. But could she make it?
She sighed heavily, and began to drag her feet towards her classroom. It still didn't seem fair to her, but she didn't want to keep thinking about this, or the pain she felt in her heart. As she walked through the hall, she turned the corner and almost ran into the back of someone who looked tired as if he had run a mile. But the hair looked way to familier than she had wished. Her mouth dipped into a frown and she quickly turned and began running the other way, using blindness as her only guide. She didn't care where she was going.
When she finally didn't stop and look around her surrondings, she noticed that she'd run to the front door of the school. Her mental thoughts disagreed with her physical ones as she began walking out of the door and into the courtyard. Her mind had just decided to go with her body now though, what did it matter that she was just leaving. It wasn't like anyone special would miss her anyways. Especially not the only person she wanted to really care about her.
"God, Hideyoshi..." She mumbled, stumbling around like she had just been hit by something. "I love you..."
She fell to her knees, her heart ached in pain whilest she cried.
"This isn't fair..." She cried sitting in the grass as minutes passed by. Before she knew it, she had taken out her cell phone to check the time. It had been an half hour, and class would be ending soon. Her eyes widened slightly, and she simply got up, wiping the grass shreads off her knees and shins before wiping her face with her forearm, trying to hide some of the evidence that she had been crying.
As she opened the door to the school, she felt a breeze pass her by and she shivered. Her body had selfconciously gotten cold, and she let out a small sigh of pain. She walked through the halls and finally reached her classroom and opened the door to reveal Shouko sitting beside Yuuji and talking with him.
Shouko looked up and told Yuuji to leave, and motioned for Yuuko to come and sit next to her.
As Yuuko sat next to Shouko, her frown became eminante and she let off a low sigh.
"What took you so long, Yuuko?" She asked, her violet eyes gazing worriedly at Yuuko. "Did you bump into Hideyoshi on the way back?"
Yuuko looked up at Shouko and scowled. "Acctually, I heard the two of you talking." Yuuko muttered. "He needed to give a letter to Aiko, and from the way I noticed him acting with a blushing face, and nervousness, I'd say it was a love letter."
Shouko blinked at Yuuko, and frown lightly. "It isn't what you're thinking, Yuuko."
"Then what is it?!" Yuuko yelled, gripping into the plush custion of the armrests on her chair. "What is it supposed to be?!"
Shouko jumped back alittle from being startled. Her violet eyes showed split second of fear, but she understood that Yuuko was in pain and it wasn't really her that was talking.
"It was a letter from Kouta to Aiko." Shouko began explaining. "He was to scared to give it to her himself, so the guys had a vote." Yuuko, looked up at her in surprise and stared, intently listening. "That's what I was talking to Yuuji about. He had come in here to tell me that was why Hideyoshi had come to me in the first place. It was either he gave it to me, or gave it to Aiko, and make the entire A Class think that he liked her."
Yuuko's eyes lightened up as she let out a small squeak of happiness. "S-so, he doesn't like Aiko?!" Yuuko stood up, pulling Shouko with her and hugging her, crying lightly into her shoulder. Shouko hugged her back and smiled. "I-I'm so h-happy..."
Shouko pulled away and smiled once more. "I've got to go. Yuuji and I have a date tonight."
Yuuko nodded, not sure if Yuuji knew that he was going on a date with Shouko or not. Then again, it wasn't any of her worries. She had to go tell Hideyoshi.
As Shouko walked out of the Class A classroom, Yuuko stood up and began gathering her things that she had left. Her mind was set on one thing that mst happen.
Walking out the door, Yuuko quickly ran out of the building and began towards her house. Her heart beat faster as she thought about how happy she was.
Yuuko began to slow down as she got down the street more. Her smile stayed in place, which was unusual for her. A slow happy sigh escaped her lips as she began to open up her bag and put her books in it, for she failed to do so when she was to busy running out of the school. She stopped for a moment to put her books in her bag when she noticed something inbetween the pages of her chemistry book.
She pulled out the paper and noticed that it was a sealed envelope. In her state of confusion, she didn't think that it was from anyone in a form of love or anything. To bad she was wrong. Yuuko opened up the envelope and blinked slowly as she read the contents of the letter:
Dear Yuuko,
I know that this must be something you hear alot from all the boys in your class, but I'm in love with you. I really am. I know that you probably don't care who I am, like all the others, but I just had to tell you. Even if you never love me back. I know that you never would anyways. It'd be wrong to...
And now that I've told you this, I hope that we can still be close as we have been. Even if it's not alot.
God, Yuuko. I love you so much...
H.K.
'H.K.?' Yuuko thought. Her confused mind kept replaying the letter in her head until she got home. She then remembered what was supposed to be happening. She was...is, supposed to tell Hideyoshi her feelings for him. 'Shit' She thought.
As she opened the door to their house, Yuuko looked around before taking her shoes off and setting them by Hideyoshi's. She then tossed her bag beside their living room table, and walked over to where the living room split off into a hallway, where their rooms were located.
"Hideyoshi?" She called, knocking lightly on his door. A small noise was heard before the door opened to reveal half of Hideoshi's face. He looked sad, and she pondered for a minute why he would be, before beginning to get angry. Who would upset her brother like this?
"Yes, sister?" He asked, fully opening up his door, and moving slightly aside, not sure if she was going to enter his room or not. She did, and thrust the door closed beforet urning around and facing Hideyoshi. "Did I do something wrong?" He asked, confused by her sudden actions.
"What's the matter with you?" She asked quickly. She realized her words sounded harsh and cruel, and she quickly changed them. "That's not what I meant." She said, noticing Hideyoshi's face fall quickly, his eyes holding deep pain, before looking up at her when he heard her change of tone. 'I meant, what's wrong? Did someone mess with you? You seem upset."
Hideyoshi blinked at his sister, before smiling lightly. He shook his head. "I'm fine, really." He replied, putting up his hands and closing his eyes.
Yuuko didn't buy it, but grabbed his hands and put them down. She then brought her arms up and reached around his body and pulled him into an embrace. "You don't have to tell what's wrong, but just let me know if something's hurting you." Yuuko blushed and was glad she had her head in Hideyoshi's chest right then. Seriously, how did they think he was a girl?!
"Thank you, Yuuko." He said, wrapping his arms around her back and shoulders. "I'm glad to have such a caring sister like you."
Yuuko pulled away and began to drag him out of his room. "Good, then you need to be happy. So we're going to spend time together."
Hideyoshi cocked his head to the side and nodded. "O-okay...?" He let her pull him into their living room and she sat him down on the couch.
"We're going to watch comidies to make you laugh, got it?" Yuuko said, smiling happily as hideyoshi nodded stupidly. "Good." She pulled out random movies and put them in before going over and sitting down beside Hideyoshi.
She pulled her legs up onto the couch and leaned against Hideyoshi's side. He didn't say anything, but she could feel his get tense for a moment before getting comfurtable.
As they were watching the movie, Yuuko began to get cold, and moved closer to Hideyoshi; he could feel as she bagan shivering, and gently wrapped his arm around her shoulders as her head layed on his shoulder.
Yuuko closed her eyes, and began to fall asleep, her hands laying in her lap, and her body content staying where it was.
As Yuuko fell alseep, Hideyoshi did as well, resting his head ontop of hers. A small scene that was only the beginning for Yuuko's confession.
Hey there guys, I know that I haven't been writing down here in my past few chapters, but hey, whatev's :D I hope that so far, you're enjoying my story and would like to read more of it, so please R&R afterwards! It'd really help, and make my confidence boost, giving you guys more chapters faster! I own nothing except the idea of this fanfic, and who knows, maybe someone else thought of this too.
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