(8 ½ months later)

That weekend has been playing over in my head for almost nine months and the thought that I was so close to getting what I wanted was killing me. That night after leaving the house I went to hunt I need time to think about what I was going to do, I ran as fast as I could just trying to forget about it make everything go away. Running through the forest of Forks Washington normally helps clear my head but today nothing seemed to be working as I watched the trees flash green all around me. Finally I decided that it was best if Emmitt and I weren't alone together unless absolutely necessary which doesn't happen to often and to be honest not spending time with him like I use to is killing me Em has always been my closet friend beside Alice, in the Cullen house. Things between Edward and I have gotten worse we don't touch we don't laugh or play. Were never in the same room for more then ten minutes. Even though I have this amazing family surrounding me I've never felt so alone. I was so lost in thoughts I didn't realize we had pulled up to the beautiful house with the glass walls on the out skirts of Forks that I call home.

"Hey Bells were home." Emmitt said while opening the my car door. Esme called us and asked if we could pick up some blue prints in port angeles, at first I asked Alice to go but her and the rest of the family were going hunting and Esme needed them by the time they got back. So needless to say sitting in Emmitts jeep all the way to Port Angeles was awkward we were so close that the whole time I felt like my left side was on fire from the heat he was giving off. We had barley said a word to each other so when I heard his voice it scared the shit out of me.

"oh sorry…spaced out for a minute" I said with a chuckle that's all ive really been doing lately.

"oh well come on Alice and Jazz must have come home early I can hear them." he grimaced at the thought of what could be going on in their room at the moment. It took m e a minute to understand what the hell he was talking about and by the time I did we had already opened the door walked through the living room and were half way up the steps. Both of our heads snapped to the left when we realized it was coming from the opposite end of the hallway then Alice's room. Everything seemed in its place in the hallway it wasn't some strange vampire we would have smelled that immediately but the steady rhythm of a head board hitting the wall was evident. We stopped outside of Emmitt's door and shared a confused glance. What I heard next broke my heart.

".Edward…don't…please don't stop oh god." it felt like a thousand shards of glass were slicing me apart as my breathing became un easy and I started to get light headed.

"MMM I love you Rosie." Edwards voice rang in my ears acting as blades to my already broken heart.

" I'm so close…oh Edward im…im oh god im Cumming." I don't think Emmitt or myself could handle it any more when finally Emmitt through the door open. The smell of Roses arousal assaulted me as I stood there in complete shock at what I saw. Edward was fucking Rosalie doggie style. There was nothing sweet or gentle about the animalistic fuck session they were in the middle of.

" What the fuck are you doing." Emmitts voice dripped with venom making even me cringe. This was not my big teddy bear of a "brother" but a monster, the one we all try and hide.

"Em baby please its not what it looks like… please baby lets talk about this." She had the audacity to plead with him while covering herself with a blood red silk sheet that did nothing but make her look like she was waiting for him to take her right then and there.

"Oh really Rose cuz it looks like you were fucking my brother." Edwards face went from a blank mask to a wide smirk. Does he not realize im standing right here with a hole gapping in my chest. I cant believe it he doesn't even care

"Why?" My voice was barely a whisper if it weren't for vampire hearing it probably would have gone un-noticed.

"Come on Bella I mean look at you…yeah your pretty but nothing compared to Rose." Edward spoke in a bored tone. I always knew I wasn't t good enough that there was no way he could want me. I looked up t Emmitt who was looking at me with sympathy and anger filled eyes. He went to speak but I cut him off.

"How long?" I was royally pissed off now

"just about fifteen years." came Edwards cocky reply

"So it was all a lie, every promise every I love you every always and forever. It was a lie, I gave up everything for you my family my friends my mortality and you've been fucking this whore the whole time. How could you, I cant believe I was so stupid, so naïve. I should have known better I cant believe how stupid I am." my voice fading from a yell to a soft whisper. I could hear the rest of the family running back home.

" Its ok Bells everything is gonna be ok I promise I wont let them hurt you anymore." Emmitt whispered in my ear while hugging me to him tightly. I felt so safe in his arms that it shocked me it almost felt like this whole thing hadn't just happened.

"Get away from her she's my wife you will not touch her." Edward growled

"No Im Not I hate you Edward. You cant expect me to stand here and let you do this. Its over I want nothing to do with you the divorce papers will be ready as soon as possible." I cant believe he still thinks he can control me hello dumb ass you just got caught cheating with my fucking sister.

" come on Bella were leaving." Emmitt said

"No your not… they are." Carlisle's voice rang from behind us. When did he get up here I don't remember hearing him.

"Are you kidding me your choosing her over me, im your son." Edward was furious you could almost feel the anger radiating from him.

"You obviously aren't the man we thought you were. Pack up your stuff you have till tomorrow to get out." Carlisle voice was beyond infuriated causing me to flinch I had never seen him without that calm façade he always wore.

"Emmitt you cant leave me…I need you." Rose said through a sob if she hadn't been fucking my husband I might have believed her probably would have felt bad even.

"you obviously don't need me that bad…see Bella I told you we should have just made love when we had the chance that night. We wouldn't have been the only unfaithful ones." oh god did he really just say that out loud if I could blush I would be beat red right now.

"What the fuck are you talking about." Edward screeched

"About nine months ago when every one went hunting some stuff almost happened between Bella and myself. But she was a good little wife and stopped it before it could. We've been fighting it ever since right bells?" Emmitt replied cockily

"Wow Bella you really are a whore." there's the bitchy Rosalie I hate.

"Maybe you should look in the mirror Rose because it looks to me like you're the one laid out on a bed naked fucking another woman's husband while yours has done nothing but worship the fucking ground you walk on. If you still want to think im a whore go ahead your opinion means nothing to me your worthless." I said walking out of the room with Emmitt close behind me.

Third chpts up hope you guys enjoyed it…its five hundred more words then the last they should keep getting longer please review thanks lot of love

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